OF
THE
LAST
SHIP
TO
MASSILIA,
PART IV,
THE ROAD TO AELIA CAPITALENA (JERUSALEM) &
PART V, THE ROAD TO RAVENNA

Road
to
Aelia
Capitolina
(Jerusalem)

It was in the northern parts of "Palaestina" I, and II, that the life and miracles of Y'shua were mainly centered, so that region of Galilee was his first objective.
Could he go there safely without troops? But accompanying troops would give a signal to everybody who he was, even invite his enemies to try and stop him.
Who would lead him to the people he was seeking to talk to, who were the best authorities on the man he had come to investigate? He had a list in his head of authors and scholars, but finding them was another matter--in such a way as not to excite public attention to his whereabouts and what he had come to find out (not to mention, for whom he was inquiring!).
Oh, how complex his mission became the closer he got to the source of what he wanted to know!
Rutilius didn't have time to think much more about it, however, as he had visitors, important ones at that.
Rutilius went out to see who it was, and found Varrus the garrison commander standing beside a most dignified gentleman in an official's robe.
The commander saluted, then bowed low to Rutilius. "I have brought the Prefect of the City, Your Excellency! Philip Macarius Nicephorus, a select nobleman like yourself, wishes to personally welcome you to his city!"
The sheepish, subdued expression of Commander Varrus, so changed from his former boorish insolence, said it all--he was afraid his superior the Prefect might learn of his former disrespectful behavior from Rutilius, and it would not go well for him, since he knew his own pedestrian, commoner class of Plebeian weighed heavily against him if he were set between two bluebloods of the realm.
"By all means, Commander, I should be happy to meet His Excellency."
The Prefect of Petraea stepped forward, and Varrus shrank immediately to the side as if glad to be out of the light a bit.

"I fear you have had a most unpleasant reception, from what my commander has just informed me! I regret that very much, Governor! Please afford me the opportunity to turn this gross unpleasantness served you by the barbarians to something like pleasure. Know that you have all this city and prefecture at your disposal, sir-- whatever you wish! My palace too is yours! Name anything, you shall have it! And if we don't have it, we will fetch it at once from Antioch or Alexandria or even Constantinus's Royal Seat and Capital and have it brought here by courier!"
Rutilius smiled in return and shook his head.
"You are most gracious, Prefect! And you are correct, we did meet with some unpleasantness at the hands of the nomads. But please do not take undue responsibility for it, as even Roma cannot control all the unruly peoples of the borderlands, not all the time. Know they have been dealt a sufficient lesson for their misbehavior, as Commander Varrus may have already informed you. As for your offer of gracious hospitality, I am afraid this is not the time I can indulge myself with your city's amenities. My business cannot wait, and I must take leave very soon."
"Oh? But where are you heading, Governor? Perhaps we can be of service of some kind to aid you on your way. Name anything you have need or or desire, you shall have it at once! But I should like to show you the city's chief points first, of course, and a little banquet or two at the palace with special entertainments as worthy of your rank and office as we can make them."
He glanced at Rutilius's black, camel-hair Ishmaelite tent with evident disdain.
"What is this, Governor? Is that where you are residing in my fair city where even the Nabataeans have many noble palaces? Surely, we can do better than that for you, Governor of Roma! Please remove your residence to my palace! Then I shall take you on a tour of the city in my own chariot, with the whole Praetorium out in their best uniforms to attend you. The nobility here will want to greet you too! Do not deprive them of such a great happiness, to honor you as you rightly deserve!"
Rutilius declined with a smile. "Yes, this is where I am staying. It is simple, but adequate for the purpose. But I am not going to be here much longer. I shall need an escort to Jerusalem, to leave the city with me as soon as they can be assembled. Can you provide it? It will have to be large enough to warn off robber bands such as the one we encountered at the city's southern gate, of course. How large an escort can you give me without depleting your own garrison, Prefect?"
The Prefect beamed. "Oh, the barbarous nomads may be itching for spoil, but they wouldn't dare to raid us here! We can cut them off to a man in the Siq before they even see the city! I would say fifty mounted guards should be more than sufficient for you, Governor. Most robber bands that infest the wilderness, however unruly they are, wouldn't dare attack a decade of our highly trained soldiers, much less five decades! When do you wish to have them? The Praetorium lies hard by my palace, so please accompany me, and I shall assemble your escort personally, and send a centurion along to command them." The commander saluted the Prefect, and hurried off to the Praetorium. And the Prefect mounted his horse with a soldier helping him, and held back a horse for Rutilius as they waited.
Rutilius then was free to get his own affairs in order, which he lost no time in doing. He laid it on Flautus to gather his clothes, books, and other items from the tent and he would return for them. But first he had a personal word for Flautus alone. He turned to the Prefect. "Please go on ahead of me, Prefect. I need to finish my last business here, then I will come at once."
"As you wish, Governor! See you at the Praetorium!" When the Prefect had gone, Rutilius and Flautus was free to speak his mind to him.
He had no Roman nobleman's curial chair to sit in to render official business of the kind he contemplated, but no matter--he would do it standing then!
"Flautus, I cannot with conscience command you to proceed with me another foot in this next stage of my journey without a choice on your part.
Therefore, I have this proposition for you to consider. This is it. I will free you, make you a freedman, and you can leave my service immediately, or you can continue with me as a freedman and my personal man-servant. I have no desire to see you risk and lose your life as nearly happened in past days for my sake. I can get any man, any slave, to do that for me. But you are not just any man. For the sake of Mercurius's memory, I won't risk his friend's life any longer. It needs to be your choice."
Flautus stood silent regarding Rutilius as he was speaking, then when Rutilius fell silent and waited, he looked away, westerly.
Turning back to Rutilius, he pleaded, "I have thought over the matter, and my two choices. No, sir, please don't send me away, freed or slave. I have nothing to return to in the West. My life is with you and your prospects here, however you find them."
"Is that your answer? Well, then, I will not bargain or quibble, account it done! I will free you, and you can continue as my freedman and man-servant as you have chosen. You will be paid wages of course. You are free to go anytime you feel you are no longer needed for this journey, however. I won't contract you to serve me any longer than that. Agreed?
Flautus nodded, then smiled ear to ear. Rutilius extended his hand to Flautus, something he would never do to a slave.
Flautus stared at it, then slowly extended his own, then firmly grasped Rutilius's hand.
"I will have the Prefect draw up your papers setting you at liberty. They will be in your hand when we depart this city!"
"I must have a brief word with him," Rutilius told Flautus. "The Prefect will wait for us."
Haboosh, however, stopped the moment he saw the Romans and seemed loath to speak to Rutilius, so Rutilius humbled himself and went over to Haboosh.
"Where is Zumbah the Numidian, Sheikh Haboosh? I have a matter of business to conclude with him."
Haboosh rolled his eloquent, bloodshot eyes, then scowled. "What is that to me? I have a whole caravan of many men and beasts to mind. Am I a mere sand rambler's keeper?"
"You are right, you are not his keeper. I simply ask your favor in this matter, to give him this compensation, as a bit of comfort to him in the loss of his hunting dog."
Haboosh stared at the bag of money in Rutilius's hand as if he were staring at a snake. It was clearly the money, payment for Rutilius's journey and expenses, he had thrown down in Rutilius's tent after the battle with the Arab tribesmen.
Haboosh shrugged. "Give it to him then, Mighty One, but I will not touch it, not with one little finger! Once I have returned a sum to a man, I do not touch it ever again! It is bad kismet, touching such things!"
Rutilius stared at the money. Was it cursed? Spat upon? What was the misfortune concerning it? How strange these Ishmaelites were in their customs! But if he couldn't make any sense of Haboosh's strange fetishes and superstitions, he at least could think of another way.
"Well, when you see Zumbah again, please send it to him by a servant. Will you do that? I must go now. Farewell!"
Rutilius laid the money bag on the ground at the entrance to his tent, then he and Flautus mounted their horses and rode off to the Praetorium. Rutilius glanced back once and saw Haboosh had followed a few steps and was standing with his arms akimbo, shaking his big turbaned head.
It was so amusing a sight and typical of the old Ishmaelite trader of sundry ointments that Rutilius had to laugh.
Flautus glanced over at him, then glanced back and saw the cause, and he smiled.
Both knew they would miss the old fox of the desert!
Then there were the even deeper issues that still burned inwardly, troubling his sleep sometimes for hours, so that he rose in the morning with heavy-lidded eyes.
Whole books he had researched both in Roma and Alexandrea--of which a word he could not forget, since he had the same gift his father had, of remembering everything he ever read--ran through his mind, both in waking and in sleep.
The books and passages about Christus, particularly, haunted him. Was he the Son of God, the Only Son of God as the Christians claimed, or not? Was he? Was he not? Was he? Was he not?
Then his own words, composed in his tribute poem to Roma, spoke all the more to him. He had gotten his wish, as he had written:
"Oh, that I had wings of a dove to fly away
from all this strife and be at rest!
I would wander far off and remain in the wilderness--
thus would I escape the windy storm and abide safely
away from the tempest that sweeps the world--"
A wise man had once said, "Be careful what you wish for!"
Who was that wise man? Was it Diogenes the Cynic? Or Lucian of Samosata? Or some other clever Greek? It did not matter now, he thought. He had truly gotten the wilderness, the far off place of the solitary, retiring dove, where he might escape the windy storms of barbarism sweeping all orderly Roman life away in the Western Empire. But yet even here in Oriens, in the East, he knew he was not a dove, he was a man of serious affairs that tied him to the world and would soon be pulling him back into the very stormcenter of the tempest!
The Prefect had held true to his word and given him a full five decades of trained soldiers. With this number there was little danger of an attack, though they would still have to look out for ambushes in places where the cliffs and rocky outcroppings narrowly bordered the road. But the Emperor Traianus had done a thorough job, and there were halting stations, checkpoints with guards, and water supplies every twenty miles, all to insure that the wild tribesmen would not overrun such an important trade route for the Empire.
As they made their way into up the Roman road that led straight north to Bostra, and Damascus, Jerash and Palmyra and all points north and east, he drew Flautus aside in a place where they could speak privately.
"We must turn off from this road, Flautus, very soon now. What say you? Have you thought of a way to deal with these soldiers--so as not to give away our itinerarium to whomever has been trying to stop me? They make a hunter's perfect decoy."
Flautus gazed at him, as if he weren't sure and needed to think more upon it, so Rutilius continued, while observing him closely to see if he was being persuasive or not.
"I can tell them they are no longer needed, and give no explanation when I return them to Petraea. That would excite attention, no doubt. Or I can tell them to go on ahead as planned to Jerusalem and give some reason I can think of why I am leaving their company temporarily, and it may still appear to our enemies as if we are with them. I prefer that.
The truth is, which I can divulge only to you is, I have no plans to go to Jerusalem, which is no longer its name, after Hadrianus renamed it Aelia Capitolina to destroy the very name. Hadrianus renamed the entire country, too, calling it Syria Palaestina, so that the Jewish name will be completely forgotten and wiped from the Roman map. Aelia Capitolina is not the capital, either of the district. Caesarea is, a purely Roman city. To all appearances, Aelia Capitolina is now merely a Roman military colony of minor importance, with very few Jews in residence who have managed to cling to it despite the imperial ban against them. It cannot be anything like it used to be during the time of Christus, as it has been completely rebuilt as a Roman city by Titus, Hadrianus, and other emperors who succeeded him. From what I have found out in Alexandrea at the Library, Constantine's the Queen Mother Helena, a devout Christian, founded some notable churches there, and, it is reported, preserved the actual stake on which he was crucified. I would like to see it, of course, though it will look like any of its kind no doubt, but I am not so much interested in these artifacts the Christians revere as I seek the naked truth, the true facts of Christus. I do not want beliefs and superstitions, I want the cold, unadorned facts. First I wish to go to the home city of Christus where he was born, a village called Bethlehem, and begin my inquiries there. Then his parents took him to Nazareth, a small town in the north of the country called by the Jews, Galilee, which borders the small sea called the Sea of Tiberias. He is called the Nazarene by many because he grew to manhood in Nazareth and began his Messiahship in the district of Galilee. His chief activities were in that district. People of Galilee, Jews and Romans, must still speak of him, despite the three wars with Roma that drove most of them out, if they survived and weren't made slaves. If I make careful inquiries I just may find information that has not found its way into the books. I read one account, by the disciple of Christus called Mattathias. There must be other disciples who wrote down accounts too, which are known only in Galilee. I believe I will find there everything I need to satisfy Honorius. We all know Christus was executed in Jerusalem, so that is not necessary to prove or investigate. It is the other aspects, his claims to divinity, his even greater claim to being the Sovereign God over all gods, while being His only Son--that is what I must look into. Messiahship was not the half of it, you must understand. I know these Jewish words and names mean nothing to you as yet, Flautus, but soon they shall, for you and I will soon be viewing the very places where Christus walked and spoke to the people and did his remarkable acts and miracles. What say you to my itinerarium? You are a freedman, with the papers to prove it if necessary, so you have a right to speak your mind to me! You might as well get used to using it--as that is the way of a man who is free."
Flautus shook his head. "Sir, pardon my poor speech and slowness to speak, but I do not want all these men to venture their lives. Couldn't we proceed without so many? I think of their families, their wives and mothers and children, for no doubt some are married and were sent here."
"No, we cannot go with just a few," said Rutilius. "Few soldiers would invite an attack such as we just suffered, and Haboosh had half this many, as you recall, though not so well-trained and equipped as Romans of course."
Flautus looked away and thought a bit.
When he looked back at Rutilius, seemingly having a hard time looking directly at Rutilius his employer even though he was as good as a freedman, he was still troubled and unsure.
"I feel this number is still more of a hazard than a help to us, sir. They will attract much attention to us on the road, with their marching and uniforms and standards. Then there is your carriage, if you choose to go in one. And you say we will not be going to Jerusalem? It doesn't seem right to send them on without us, if only to deceive our enemies, and risk their lives for nothing."
Rutilius was about to object, but relented and thought about what Flautus had said. Was it really a risking of lives "for nothing"? He was risking his own mission and his life and Flautus's life, was he not, without sufficient military escort in such a dangerous wilderness as this?
Yet, on the high road to Bostra, Damascus, and Palmyra, there were plenty forts, halting stations, checkpoints, and such to protect travelers from unruly nomads. If they kept to that road, they would be safe enough with far fewer soldiers probably. But to turn them back now, wouldn't he have to give up his cover of a feint?
Or could they join another caravan and elude detection?
But what caravan? Any that quartered in Petraea would offer spies the information about him to whomever wanted it.
Surely, they wouldn't get far if they let it be known that they were proceeding with another caravan to Jerusalem--and even caravans weren't safe enough escort.
It was quite a conumdrum! He thought hard about it as he considered what to reply to Flautus.
Finally, he had to confess he needed help. "What do you suggest we do then, Flautus?
We can't let our plans be known here of all places, and yet we aren't safe going alone without military escort. How are we to best proceed?"
Flautus came out haltingly with his own plan. "We can proceed from here with the soldiers, but not far from here send them back. Give no explanation, let them dispute about it if they wish. We will proceed and see what Almighty God, the God Mercurius spoke of to me, will do for us, if we cast ourselves on His mercy and providence."
Rutilius could not believe his ears! Trust himself to the God of Christus? Was Flautus fevered in his head? Yet he knew he had no better plan that would spare the soldiers a bloody attack somewhere on the way to Jerusalem, if he sent them there as he had thought to do.
He walked first one way, then returned, glanced at Flautus who was looking down at the ground, and struck his fists together. What was he to do? Why did he have to hazard his own life and his mission for the sake of these soldiers' lives and well being. It wasn't heard of, that a high official should do such a thing. Yet Flautus was not a high official. He did not think like a government leader from imperial Roma. He thought as one much lower than a Roman foot soldier!
He knew he had to decide quickly. How long could he keep the Prefect and the Commander waiting, with half a century cooling their heels as they stood at attention in the heat in the Praetorium parade ground?
"Well, let us go! I will decide on the way to the Praetorium. We have no more time!"
With his few possessions in a pack and tied to Flautus's horse, both he and Flautus mounted their horses and quickly made for the Praetorium.
When they arrived, Rutilius saw the Prefect mopping his large brow with the edge of his robe.
But he hurried to Rutilius, and then swung his hand indicating the soldiers standing in formation.
"Will they do, Governor? I picked the best for you, as I had the time and opportunity."
Rutilius nodded. "They look like excellent men to me, Prefect! We will need the papers for my new freedman drawn up. Can you do that immediately?"
The Prefect was surprised and peered at Flautus. "Is he the man you have with you? Tell me his name, and my commander will do it at once!"
Rutilius gave Flautus's full name, and a commander and his scribe hurried into the office of the Praetorium and came out a few minutes later with the papers all drawn up.
The Prefect signed them, and Rutilius signed them after noting that they were all in order, with the proper format followed. Rolled up and tied with ribbon, the Prefect handed them to Rutilius, and he let Flautus have them.
He turned to the Prefect. "There is a tax on such procedures, is there not? What is it? I shall pay it now."
"No, no, that is waived, Governor. It is too trifling to bother you with."
Rutilius thanked the Prefect for his assistance, begged off from a tour of the city, and then ordered the centurion to begin the march. Two big wagons with sides built up carried their supplies of food and wine, as well as several tents, and other things needed on a long march. With what they had, it was sufficient for getting them to Bostra, Varrus informed Rutilius.
Festus Tracchonitus, the centurion, shouted a command to the escort, and they were off, with Rutilius and Flautus on horseback and the mounted centurion leading as they set out for the gate to the northern part of the Via Traiana. Meanwhile Rutilius was still in a great quandary, without a final decision about what to do about the escort, or where they should turn them away.
This was not like him, for normally he had everything planned out carefully in his mind, and itemized, so that he wouldn't be surprised by anything that happened.
That was the mind of an administrator, which he was! But to go this way--blindly, without knowing even his exact itinerarium, this was without precedent in his life! He felt that his whole life was being cast adrift, but for what purpose? More and more he felt that some other purpose was superseding his own--which was to perform the mission and command of Honorius.
"I must somehow send these soldiers back, or send them on to Jerusalem-Aelia Capitolina to deceive those who are following us or waiting for us somewhere ahead. I don't want them with us much longer, we are alerting the whole world of our presence and location. They were useful to get us out of Petra safely and without suspicion, but now they are going to work to our ruin."
What was he to do?
They left the third halting station and were proceeding northward on the Via Traiana, with the large city of Bostra and its fortress and garrison only another four marches away, when words came to his mind. He thought nothing of it, but they returned, just as clearly and insistently.
"I must of read that somewhere!" he first thought. He never forgot anything he read, however long ago it was. This was just something he read, right? That was his father's ability, and he too had it. But no, he knew somehow this was very different, it was completely new to him, he had never read it. No one had ever said it to him either. Where then was it coming from?"
He felt as if he had to look around--was there a god perhaps speaking to him? But the burning sky glared back at him, it held no voices. The words that came to him spoke within his own mind. He couldn't dismiss them either. Another possibility spoke to him, but he dismissed it immediately. Christus? Of course not! He was not a believer. He viewed Christians as children, mentally. Their religion was a superstition of uneducated people.
He glanced back Flautus, and Flautus was that moment looking his direction, and their eyes met.

It was a most surprising thing to be asked anyone by a known pagan! There was a time, actually many times, when a sincere, honest answer would send a hapless person to the arena to be torn apart by lions and leopards, boars and bears. Now the empire was, officially anyway, Christian, both East and West. Just the same, despite the sanction of the state for Christianity, individual slave owners could take it adversely if they were pagans and their servants were Christians--who would be able to stop them from mistreating their servants, since they were slaves and had no rights of citizens? Flautus, though recently freed, remained a servant under contract, and could suffer the loss of his position and other punishment. Yet he nodded gravely. "Yes, he speaks that way, sir. Mercurius told me he could do that. And just now, back on the road, he spoke to me as Mercurius said."
Rutilius could not believe his good fortune. He was impatient to hear more. "Yes, yes, please don't keep me in suspense. What did he say to you?"
Rutilius stared wide-eyed at Flautus as recited the exact same words he had heard: "I will go before and make the rugged places plain..."
Flautus broke off.
Rutilius continued, "... and I will give thee the secret riches of hidden places."
It was Flautus's time to stare at Rutilius! "Sir! How do you know those words?" he blurted out. "Can you read my mind?"
"No, Flautus," Rutilius said, "I am not reading your mind. He spoke to me too. This is a certain thing that God speaks, this One called Christus, for He spoke to the both of us at the exact same time, using these very words, did he not?"
Rutilius heard himself making this acknowledgement, and though he could not believe he had said it, the words were out! Was that really what he believed? He couldn't accept this, and strode away, just to get away from Flautus for a moment, for he felt like he was going to explode.
When he felt he had control again, he returned to Flautus as he made camp, but they didn't speak of the matter, and Flautus wouldn't bring it up unless it were first addressed by his master.
All night Rutilius tossed on his blanket, as he considered what all this might mean. Truly, it seemed Christus was a LIVING, a SPEAKING deity! He wasn't at all like the dozens of Greek and Roman divinities, who had glorious human-like images in thousands of temples spread throughout the empire East and West but which never ever moved an arm or leg or eye, nor spoke, nor heard, nor breathed, nor ate anything, though people prayed all day to them in the temples, and presented grand offerings of food of all kinds to them in order to gain some favor from the god.
Festus Centurion tried to rally the soldiers in a defensive move, but even he was blinded, and he couldn't make any headway. The camp was cast in total chaos and uproar, with horses and donkeys dashing about as blindly and crazed as the men.
Rutilius heard one word: "Run!" He felt his arm grabbed, and Flautus cried to him, "Master, run!"
But where? How?
"This way!" Flautus said, though he was just as blind as Rutilius. Together they stumbled arm in arm away from their tent. There was the road, and they soon found it, but which way? The light, which was now intense and scorching, was all around searching out with even brighter beams, then burning whoever they found, made cinders of them in an instant.
"Christus says we must leave the road now!"
Rutilius didn't argue, as Flautus pulled his arm and he followed as best he could, stumbling at times over rocks and banging his toes. How far they were able to go before they found a place of refuge, they could not tell. But they crawled under a ledge of a big outcropping of rock, and there the light did not reach them.

Suddenly, the light vanished, and it went dark, just as it had begun.
Afraid of going out into the open, Rutilius and Flautus stayed where they were, waiting for whatever might happen next, soon as their blurry vision recovered and they could see again.
When they looked out later, they were startled to see the feet of a man! Flautus scrambled out first, with his sword drawn. But the man was not going to fight, he had no sword drawn. Rutilius could not believe the face he saw smiling at them. Zumbah! What was he doing there? Hadn't he remained in Petraea with Haboosh?
"You were good to me, Roman, not like the others. You gave me money when I sought nothing from you, and I have come to lead you out of the mouth of the lion. You will need someone to lead you, Roman. You don't know the way."
Zumbah jerked his thumb toward the smoldering Roman encampment. "They're no good to you now, but Zumbah will do what they could not do. Follow me."
With no more explanation he strode off and away, heading east. Rutilius and Flautus had no choice. Either follow a crazed, wild man, Zumbah the Numidian, or make the long trek back on the road to Petraea, or maybe seek to reach Bostra, through unknown teritory. What was best? Follow a Numidian nomad, or a Roman road?
Hesitating, Rutilius glanced at Flautus, who could be seen clearly in the bright moonlight.
"What do you say, Flautus?" he asked.
"The nomad knows this country. He can lead us out safely, sir."
Rutilius wasted no more time. They started off after the nomad.
A shadow flew past them, low to the ground. What was it?
They saw Zumbah stoop and grab at it, and then it flew away, running in semi-circles as it nosed the ground.
Zumbah had found another hunting dog? Well, thought Rutilius, they wouldn't starve now in the desert--that long-legged dog, a saluki of the desert, could probably run down anything, not only hares but the fleetest deer.
Zumbah did not lead them very far before he stopped and they caught up with him. They discovered he had made a camp previously, and invited them to join him. It was surrounded by big rocks, and his camp was invisible to anyone looking that way. It was very simple, a roll of canvas unfurled to cover the open area, and some wood for a fire, and a jug of water and some dried food in a pouch. His weapons too were there, other than the dagger he carried.
He turned to Rutilius, and seemed to include Flautus too for the first time.
"You," he said to Flautus. "You are not his slave?"
Zumbah disappeared into the side of a cliff without a word to Rutilius. Rutilius followed and peered into the cleft that had swallowed Zumbah.

It was immense, beyond anything Rutilius had seen before. And it hid a lost city--though not a type Romans would ever build, though the architectural features resembled much seen in Roma and Graecia. What were those glowing lights on tall rods that stood up from the roof? Quakes had tumbled much of the cave city into ruins, he saw. Zumbah cared nothing about it, and lay down to rest with his dog, and let them wander about as they pleased.
So they looked about.



Tremendous current, energy of some kind, was running from the emeralds into his fingers and hands, then down his arms, and even reaching toward his heart! He felt such gripped with feelings too. He saw himself as a great king over a vast domain, but there were treacherous enemies, standing very close to him, who were seeking his throne and scepter, and he must do something without delay or be stabbed to death! He must conquer them, no matter the cost! He must utterly destroy them, even if his enemy were his own brother, his own father, his own mother, his own son! Rule over the earth was the only thing that mattered, and he was the supreme ruler--nobody else! He must stamp out all opposition, and every threat to his throne must be annihilated!
Rutilius felt all these things surging through him, wave after wave overtopping its predecessor, and then he thought he must be going mad, and began to struggle against them. The wrestling was for his own life, not for the vast domain that the emeralds meant to subject to their power. He wasn't the emperor, Honorius was! He had no intention ever of being an emperor, though his blood line could claim it. Yet despite that he felt compelled by this power of the emeralds to return to Ravenna at once, and put the "usurper" to death by assassinating him! Ingenious plans formed in his mind instantly, and they seemed so clever and perfect, he knew they could be accomplished.
Yet he struggled again, almost despairingly like a drowning man losing his strength to resist against them. They were so contrary to his upbringing, to his father's counsel, to all he had valued in his life. He was above all a public servant, not a treacherous assassin seeking supreme power at any cost! Surely, this was supreme madness? Or was it? He thought how he was far, far more noble in blood than Honorius, he had more right to it by that fact than Honorius. The Numantianii line ran back hundreds of years before Honorius's. He had many kings in his lineage long before Honorius's family was even heard of! His forefathers lived in palaces while Honorius's kept swine and huddled in dirty hovels. Why shouldn't he assert his blood claim and his right to the throne? Why should this newcomer, this little nobody, occupy the throne of the Western Emperor. The emeralds were his, and they proclaimed him Emperor of the West! Why not give in to them?
Suddenly, he felt hands on his throat, choking off his air. At the same time he felt a sharp feeling in his arm, and he was thrown down violently. Next, two bodies were grapping each other, and he rolled over to one side, feeling his arm was wet with something. What was it? Who had assaulted him, and who were those fighting next to him?
Still he hoped there was life.
Flautus? Not Flautus too? Zumbah? He gasped out their names, but neither man stirred or made any sound.
The last person he had seen was Zumbah. Rutilius then noticed the emeralds lying on a rock, glowing all the brighter, and he picked them up and held them to the face of one of the dead men, and it was Zumbah's. His dead eyes seemed alive and stared at the emeralds just as fixedly and fanatically as they had when they first saw them.
Dreading what else he must see, Rutilius forced himself to examine the next corpse, and it was Flautus. "No-o-o-o-o-o!" someone screamed, and the echo came back to him again and again.
Zumbah had tried to assassinate him? Flautus had given his life subduing the Numidian? This horror he could not take after all he had lost so far. He could not think about it, he sensed he must not, he must conserve what strength he still had. He put the emeralds back in his robe pouch, but the moment he did that huge flaring lights erupted around him, forcing Rutilius to turn and seek to escape. He scrambled toward the entrance, forgetting his arm wound entirely in his agony and sorrow over Flautus's terrible end.
Once outside, with a deafening roaring sound and withering light blasting from the entrance, he pushed Flautus from his mind and fled--he fled the horrible scene in the cave, and rapidly descending in mostly sand on a very steep slope bordered by jutting rocks.
His arm awoke to the exertions and began throbing, Rutilius held it, and found the wound was bleeding over his fingers. He staggered downwards, unable to think in his blind animal panic and shock.
Something seemed to check him, however, and he paused, holding himself back with difficulty in the slipping sands. He would have taken more steps, but he realized something and looked ahead where he was going.

His shock did not numb him enough so he couldn't grasp the reality of this image. He realized his peril. He would surely have tumbled over a cliff to certain death if he had taken just one or two more steps! Yet he was still on death's edge, he realized, unable to climb back in the sand without anything to hold onto.
He slumped backwards, holding his arm, and feeling his life draining out of him. He felt very faint, losing so much blood, and now had no strength to climb back, even if he could get a foothold in the sand. He was trapped and going to die there in that desolate place, he realized.
He was afraid to take a step on the path, it was just too narrow for him, and he thought he might plummet thousands of feet to the rocks below. But the shining arch shone all the brighter and seemed to beckon him. He felt its attractive power, and was drawn to it despite his fears and the horrible thought of falling to his death.
Then he remembered something else, the words that had coursed like a spring brook in spate, unbidden, through his mind not long before. Was this the One who had spoken them to his inner self? Was He speaking again, promising to guide him through the rocky places and the trackless wilderness and "made the rugged places plain"?
He dared not frame the name that rose to his mind at that moment.
But he, nevertheless, on the strength of that name, and that calling of the shining arch, step forward on the path impossible for him to walk.
A moment later he found himself under the arch! It was over his head, and then he looked again and found himself on level ground, completely safe! How had he gotten down from that perilous cliff?

He watched, speechless, this time with both eyes, expecting to see the small herd of four smaller unhorned deer following the big horned buck all step off the cliff and plunge to their deaths.
But moving to the farther edge of the slope, the buck put his hoof over into what looked like empty air and then hopped out of sight. The does quickly followed.
What had happened to them? Would they all deliberately jump to their deaths? He doubted that, and had to find out if he could. Forgetting his wound, he crawled to the place where the deer had gone over the edge, and though the sight of the depths below took his breath away, he saw a tiny ledge just a foot or so beneath the cliff edge, running across the cliff and leading downward. The does and buck were slowly descending on it.
"They must know the way down!" he thought. Could he stay where he was? He knew he couldn't climb back the way he had come. But the deer had shown him a way out. He had to follow them, now or never, before they disappeared from view.
Turning on his stomach though it pained his arm greatly, he put a leg over the edge, then the other, and let himself go, and felt the most incredible relief when he felt solid rock meet his sandals. Gasping, he knew he had no time to crouch there, he must go on. Remembering the arch and the way it had led him down to safety, he turned his head, saw the retreating deer, and continued down the ledge or crack of rock that gave him just enough room for his feet, step by step.
He soon found his outer cloak was getting in the way, and he had to strip it off. Carefully, he pulled it off and let it drop over the edge, averting his eyes at the same time as not follow it down. Now he felt he could move more freely.
He had but one advantage of the deer, in being able to grab onto the rock as he went down with at least his one good hand and arm. But the deer were so nimble and goatlike in their feet, and fearless of great heights, they wasted no time descending, hopping and leaping down, rather than taking it step by step. They seemed about to get away from him altogether, so he had to go as fast as he humanly could.

This was his hope anyway. He really had no other choice but to hope it would work out.
He wasn't even aware he had made it down to the ground until he felt sand beneath his feet instead of rock.

They faced him, as if waiting for him to do something.
He took a few steps toward them, and again they led him, this time away from the cliff and into the heart of the desert, as if they were intending to cross it.
Finally, they came to a big rock, which seemed only a pebble at first on the horizon. It grew larger and larger, however, and then was immense.

What now? His heart filled with dread of the desert like never before, for before he always had people around him who knew it and how to journey in it from one source of water to the next.
He had no idea where the Via Traiani and its water supplies stored at cisterns every 20 miles lay, exccept that to go back, he would have to reclimb the cliff, which was impossible now in his sorry condition.
No, he must go forward, whether it led to death or not.
He drank all he could, wet his clothes and whole body, washing the wound in his arm as best he could, then started walking, leaving the big, rainfall absorbing rock that was flowing with water stored up in it perhaps for ages.
He walked all the remaining hours, and dusk came and the scorching heat lifted, making it easier for him and less torturous for his sun-burned feet.
But the merciful, soothing dusk was pitfifully brief.
In the dark he could not see what he was travelling in, and the wild beasts came out of their lairs.
He found a spot between two low ridges of sand where the wind would not blow directly on him if he lay down between them. He sank to the ground, lying on his "good" side, his hurt arm uppermost.
The cold came on, and it felt all the colder because he had no cloak to keep off the chill.
How he missed his outer cloak now!
But he couldn't find anymore shelter than this, so he had to endure it.

As he lay there, his mind filled with the writings of historians, authors, and Christian Gospel writers and apologists, even the letters of various emperors, his arm felt hot and his forehead too--so the cold bothered him less and less, even if his lips were dried and he felt great thirst.

He could hardly stand, but he made a tremendous effort, and got to his feet. Which way was he to go? He couldn't remain where he was. He had to go, whether it was in the right direction or not.
He saw nothing, just a little dust cloud in the far distance.
But he walked toward it, hoping against hope it meant something good.
The dust cloud finally came closer and grew feet--the feet of men and animals!
He stopped, struggling to stand, as the caravan came close to him. Not Haboosh? Were his eyes tricking him? The desert was full of trickery. He had already seen water where there was only burning sands, people who were only phantoms of dust, whole walled cities with towers and gardens of palms that appeared on the horizon and then a moment later vanished!

When Rutilius open his eyes, he found himself in a tent, and Haboosh was eyeing him keenly.
"Sheikh, is it you? How--"
Haboosh was not going to answer him a word, as he rose and left the tent, leaving Rutilius to fall back on his rug.
He lay there and heard Haboosh shouting and cursing, and then silence.
There came the smell of smoke, and then several Ishmaelites stepped into the tent. Not knowing what to expect even in Haboosh's tent, Rutilius rose up on his bed rug, and waited.
One Ishamelite squatted down, and reached for Rutilius's hurt arm. Rutilius was reluctant to show it to him, but the fellow persisted. He demonstrated, that he wanted Rutilius to bare his upper body.
Rutilius was at a loss. He wanted nothing to do with the Ishmaelites inspecting his wound, but how could he fend off so many? He was in their hands, he knew, for good or evil.
He took one hand and loosed his robe and let it fall down to his waist.

The Ishmaelite came back in, with a small bag of something. He had a mortar and pestle, and took some dried leaves out of the bag, put them in the mortal and then mashed them with the pestle.
Another Ishmalite brought a skin of what Rutilius thought might be water. But it wasn't, for when he took a sip of it that was offered him, he knew instantly it was quite good wine bought at Petraea market or from the fine vineyards around the city, and he was so thirsty he gulped it down like water so they wrenched the bag away.
That made him very angry. How he wanted more of it! He would have given them all his remaining gold for it! But they poured a little of it into the mortar, with the leaves, and making a paste. This they passed to Rutilius.
Rutilius pushed it away and made a face, giving the fellow a few choice Latin curses for applying to his mother and his doubtful birth status, but they wouldn't play this game with even a prideful Roman, and they suddenly were upon him, seizing and holding him by his arms, and then the paste was pushed, gob by gob into his clenched mouth by dirty Ishmaelite fingers.
Ugh! Horrid beyond belief! Rutilius felt like gagging, and tried to spit it out, but the wine was poured into him like a torrent, and whatever it was he hated beyond saying, it slide down, for Rutilius liked the wine very, very much in his condition, and the bitter taste of the leaves was quickly completely washed away from his mouth.
The Ishmaelites smiled at each other, then dropped him back on his rug, and left him without a word and went out, leaving him the skin of wine to empty of its last dregs, which he did by draining it all at once without stopping to examine the grit that came out at the last.
Feeling the effects of the wine and something else--a kind of hazy good feeling that affected even his head-- Rutilius heard Haboosh gabble something rapid fire. Then it was Haboosh himself who came in the tent, with a dagger in his hand, still smoking from the fire it had been put in.
Rutilius tried to get to his sword, but the Ishmaelites were quick, and he as slow and weak and overcome by the drugged wine, and they caught him again by his arms.
He struggled against them, but he had no strength, and then Haboosh approached with the smoking hot tip of his dagger. Rutilius thought for sure they had were his enemies and were now going to torture him.

He lay in Haboosh's tent, dead to the world, but hours later he felt himself being hauled up to his feet. He tried to fight off the Ishmaelites, but they were too many for him, and they dragged him to a horse and put him on it.
So they weren't leaving him to perish in the wilderness after robbing and torturing him?
He was confused, but the whole caravan was on the move, and so he followed, not very quickly either, as he felt ever jolt, his arm paining him severely.
He took a look at it, as soon as he could, and found it was wrapped with something, some mess of leaves and rags. It was disgusting and stank evilly. He wanted to pull it off, but he hadn't the strength. He let it go, and concentrated on holding the reins and keeping up with the caravan.
Where were they going? He had no idea, but he knew he had to go with them, or he would die miserably of thirst and his wound, and be nothing but a pile of gnawed bones if he lost the caravan.
Hurt and weak as he was, it was all he could do to keep on the horse and follow.

Set on his feet, the Ishmaelite led him to a shady spot and let him sit, while the tents were erected for the night and preparations for a fire made for the cooking of a meal and heating of water. Another Ishamelite, at Haboosh's sign, brought Rutilius a wineskin, and he drank, but it was pulled away before he drank all he wanted. Water, greenish-scummed and evil tasting, was then offered him, but he pushed it away after a single sip.
The Ishmaelite instead pulled away Rutilius's outer robe and then his tunic and tore away the poultice on his arm without any thought to the painfulness of their rough treatment, and Rutilius gasped as the man poured some of the wine, then some olive oil on it, to wash and cleanse the wound. Then over Rutilius's objections, same old nasty poultice was picked off the ground and put back and tied in place with a rag.
He was very unhappy about this, but what could he do? He knew that native peoples, ignorant barbarians such as these Ishmaelite traders and caravaneers, knew something of medicinal herbs and how to use them Romans did not know. Would it heal his wound? How could he know if he pulled the poultice off now, nasty thing as it was, without giving it more of a chance?
A meal was being prepared by the men, with Haboosh giving advice. Something was being chopped and thrown into the stewpot with some dried herbs andy roots of various kinds. Cooking smells soon drifted to him from the fire they had made. And the tent meanwhile sprang up almost like magic, erected by Ishamelites around him while he sat on a rug, not a single move wasted and seemingly effortless too. Dusk in the desert was a very brief interlude between day and night, he knew--therefore, all the more precious to enjoy while it lasted.
Enjoy it these barbarians soon did! The Ishmaelites dropped gratefully down, squatting on their haunches and and joking with one another, relaxing for the first time in the long day, as each took from the common dish in their midst. A bowl of it was passed to Rutilius, and he eyed it as it it were alive, unable to decide if he should taste it or not.
But he felt hungry for the first time, and took a taste, and it was good and spicy, so he continued and finished the whole bowl of stew.
But what was he consuming in the stew? He knew he should have inquired first, knowing that the Ishmaelites thought nothing of eating locusts and certain furry creatures that look like rodents living in dens in rocky cliffs, which they caught in traps and cooked up if hares were scarce and the yogurt skins were running low. Of course, Romans considered dormice the greatest dish, fit for an emperor's table--but that wasn't the thing as dormice were kept in clean cages, and fed only the finest nuts until they were huge, then skinned and thrown into a pan to be either boiled or fried in herbs.
Examining the stew, he determined it contained some kind of meat from the chewy texture. But what kind? Then he saw one of the men pull a lizard's tail out from between his lips, then stick it back and chew some more and finally swallow.
That was too much for Rutilius. He turned to the side and lost his entire dinner.
Hearing laughter, he rose up, and saw all the Ismaelites thought it was a wonderful joke, to see a Roman who couldn't hold the contents of his belly down. From then on he determined to stick with yogurt, and never chance an Ishmaelite stew again! What he had already consumed in previous meals-- well, he decided that was now water under the bridge, and best dismissed from his mind.
Rutilius noticed the difference was beyond any explanation. Why were the stars here seemingly shining in greater magnitude than those in civilized areas of the empire?
He could not sleep directly on retiring, while the glory of the stars poured down on him such splendor. He rose up and went on a nature call and then stood and let the starshine soak into him, imparting a peace to his travel-worn, injured body that no human company could provide.

He could not put his finger on anyone to blame for such misfortunes. Like any high official, he had enemies. That was to be expected. Some were bitter enough to seek his death, perhaps. Certain people who had suffered large losses due to the government--if they had the means to strike and need not fear his discovery and retaliation, would strike. But why should his enemies want to destroy him and everyone with him, just because he was on a secret mission for the sake of Emperor Honorius? Why were these undeclared, unknown foes seemingly intent on stopping him from carrying it out?
If he had known the losses he would suffer, he would have gone voluntarily into exile rather than bring on so many deaths with his obedience to the Emperor for the sake of a dubious errand. But now it was too late. Too many lives had already been expended, for him to turn back now. If he did that, their terrible sacrifices would all be thrown away. No! He must go on with the mission.
He returned to camp, and lay back on his rug, and his thoughts went to Haboosh and his Ismaelite brethren and caravaneers. Why should the likes of a crafty old trader such as Haboosh bother with him, a hated Roman official from the West?
He had given up Haboosh, once he saw at Petraea that Haboosh wanted nothing further to do with him, wanted nothing better than to be quit of him forever.
So he had obliged Haboosh and taking the Roman contingent instead, only for that to end in disaster. Good thing, he thought, for Haboosh! It might have been him and his Ishmaelites that suffered so hideously rather than the Roman garrison troops.
But how had Haboosh come to change his mind? He could not forget how Haboosh had been furious with him, and yet now he seemed an entirely different person in his attitude. Aloof and austere, even disdainful, yet he stooped to serve him and his every need-- without hesitation and the best way he knew how. Perhaps, he could try to find out, what had changed him--though he had to be careful with the proud old Ismaelite chief if he wanted to get anywhere with him.
And where were they going?
The stars were not gossipy tale-bearers as Roma's multitude of soothsayers claimed, for a fee of course. They told the plain, unadorned truth. So did the sun. According to the stars by night and the sun by day, they were travelling westward, he could tell, and northerly, so that they might well be on the path to Jerusalem. It could be a trick, of course, just so that he could be disposed of in a place his fellow Romans would never find--and then they could get clean away with his gold and none would be the wiser!
Would Haboosh pull such a trick on him? It was possible, he knew. Desert tribes were known for cruelly treating each other, making raids on each others encampments and hieing off with whatever they could, wives and goods and animals-- and if some lives were lost in the venture--well, that hardly mattered if they suffered less than their victims.
How then could an alien to the East, a Roman such as himself, expect to be treated any better?
They only treated him with a measure of respect because they feared Roma's legions.
They knew Roma did not take kindly to the robbing and assassination of its officials, and would surely retaliate.
Would the Ishmaelites, then, prove faithful and attend him all the way to his destination--northern Palestina?
That remained to be seen. So far the Ishmaelites showed no sign of dumping him and letting the jackals gnaw his bones. And, strange too, he had been asked for no money for the escort, though he still had his gold and could pay whatever the greedy Haboosh demanded.
He determined he had to find out Haboosh's reason for coming to help him. Also, he had to know how he had been found. The deserts were unspeakably vast and virtually trackless--whole armies had marched out of great, populous cities and been swallowed up, their fates swallowed up in mystery. So how in the world had Haboosh known exactly where he would be in order to rescue him. It could not have been a coincidence that they would meet below the cliffs in that particular spot not far from where the deer had run off and abandoned him.
With these questions in his mind, Rutilius glanced often at the sheikh, hoping that he would see an opportunity soon to take the sheikh aside and finally set these questions to rest.
It was a long day of slogging through the burning sand and rocks before they again halted and struck camp for the night.

He wasn't asked to
do anything, so he was
free to wander about
the camp as it was
being set up.
Just then Haboosh
came up to him, and
Rutilius was ready
with a question.
But he had to be
careful, he knew,
as the Ishmaelite
could be put off if
he showed himself
too eager and
inquisitive.
"Sheikh, permit me
a word with you."
The sheikh paused,
eyeing him warily.
"I am grateful for your
medicine and
my wound seems to be
recovering. It no longer
swells and burns."
Haboosh's eyebrows lifted,
and a thin smiled appeared
on his grim features.
Rutilius pressed on. "A
Roman owes you
much, perhaps his life.
What do you wish I do for
you in exchange, for I
wish to reward you
handsomely for your
service."
Haboosh's
face took on a look
of offense, as if he expected
nothing in exchange, but
it was feigned. His
eyes glinted with the
interest for gain that
was most often their
expression, and Rutilius
was assured that this was
the same old Haboosh
with his trader instincts
fully intact, for all his
aloofness of late.
Rutilius smiled
at the old trader, and
gestured with both hands.
"Name what it is you
want from me in exchange
for your good work, and
I will see you get it.
You are worthy, O Sheikh
of it, whatever you
decided."
That offer seemed to
get Haboosh's attention
completely, and he
signed like a conspirator
to Rutilius, glanced
around warily, then drew
Rutilius aside behind
a camel chewing its
cud where
they might be
dropped in on so easily by
prying eyes and ears.
Squatting down, Haboosh
patted the ground, and
Rutilius sat, waiting
for what came next.
The sheikh spoke. "You are
most bountiful with
a mere son of the desert,
sire, to
offer so munificently
a reward! I need nothing,
however, it has been my
pleasure to be of any little
help I could be to
you! Of course,
those of my brethren
hereabouts bring to
me their needs from
time to time, and, ah,
I do not wish to disappoint
them always, so if there is
something you could do for
them, that would be reward
enough for me, their
chief and elder brother!"
"Surely, that is my
wish too," Rutilius
responded warmly, though he
wondered what the old
trader had in mind.
"Roman, you asked me, and
so I will tell you
what it is that would
please my heart. These
sons of mine, and
the others, are lacking
wives--because they cannot
pay the bride prices. Times
have been hard for me, and
the wages have suffered,
you see, I cannot
pay them that much.
They are all getting
very anxious to marry,
and even my sons, in a few
years, will want to
take a bride among our
people. Perhaps you can
help with a number of
them--since you are
so grateful for the
help your humble servant
has rendered you in your
distress."
"What is a usual going bride-price
among your people?" Rutilius
inquired.
Haboosh's eyes gleamed.
"Not so much, sire, not so very much
for a Roman like you!
We poor Ishmaelites are not greedy
people, as so many are these days.
I would think, a she-camel for each,
and four neck chains, silver and
brass, with twelve carved pendants of some pretty
colored stone will do, and
coins for her headdress and forehead, and
two wedding garments and veils for
the bride, and one wedding garment and cloak for the
bridegroom, and..."
"Whatever it is, I will
agree to it. Just
remind me of it when we come
to our destination. My life is
worth it to me. I will not hold
back anything you ask. I think I might
not be living now if
you had not come along.
And, Sheikh, how is it that
you came along when and where
you did?"
With so much grease already on
his palm, the question slid across
without any hitch whatsoever,
and Haboosh did not hold back
and keep his secret.
"Heaven, sire, spoke to me!
Yes, heaven's lights,
the holy Watchers of
the sky, who abide there
among the stars.
They spoke to me, and
commanded their humble
servant to go to
thy aid, and directed me
to the set place where I would
find you waiting."
That was it? Rutilius thought.
A voice came out of the sky
and told him where to
locate him in the
trackless wilderness?
It sounded like lunacy,
but was it?
He himself had heard
voices of late,
and one purported to
be the Christus--so
how could he
scorn this old Ishmaelite's
words?
"These 'holy Watchers' you
call them--did they
name me, and
what were they like?
Can you describe them
to me exactly, Sheikh? We Romans
know of winged gods, were they
winged gods?"
An argument was
going on
between
the caravaneers, and it
boiled over to them
where they
sat between a camel
and a donkey.
Haboosh sprang up, as
if glad to be given
an excuse to
cease talking about
such things.
"Sire, I must go.
My men are hungry, and
they cannot eat until
I have seasoned the
pot. I keep the
herbs, you see,
as they would
consume them all
in a single dinner
if I let them!"
He hurried away,
leaving Rutilius
to think about what
he had learned--though
he wanted to know so
much more.
Where exactly were they?
What city was up ahead?
How soon would they
see civilized people again?"
He also wanted to warn
Haboosh to be
very, very careful, as
there had been
terrible things
happening to him, and
he wished no such
misfortune to
happen again to his attendants.
But, of course, he
got no chance at Haboosh
again that evening.
The whole camp turned in,
leaving Rutilius
to lie on his rug and
take his few hours of
rest.
Yet when he turned
over on his bed mat,
he found it hard to rest.
His arm wound seemed
to be unusually active, and
pained him. He struggled
against the inclination to
rip off the poultice and throw
it away--thinking he needed to
let it do whatever good it
could do him.
The hours stretched on,
and his wound seemed
impossible to ignore.
He tossed on his bed mat,
and feeling he could
stand no more he sat up.
Drawing a oil lamp
to him, he
took a coal from the fire
and lit the lamp's wick
and then drew off the
poultice. What he saw
horrified him.
His wound wriggled with
a mass of tiny white
worms--maggots!
He sprang up,
brushing at his
wound, even though
it seemed to
catch on fire
every time he touched
it. Dashing out
of the tent, he
grabbed a handful of
sand and then rubbed
it on the wound to cleanse
it and get rid of the
maggots.
Then he grew aware he
had attracted quite
a lot of attention.
Ishmaelites surrounded him,
and they were laughing.
What was so funny now?
he wondered. Didn't
they know his wound had
become infested with
maggots?
Finally, one spoke to him.
"Sire, we put dung from the
camel on it, as our ancestors
taught us, so that the
little white ones would
eat away the dead flesh and
leave the good flesh clean.
They were doing you good, sire!
But you have cast them away
as if they were
bad! Now we will have to
gather more dung and
dirty our hands!"
Rutilius groaned with
disgust, but as he calmed down,
he realized that there was
some point to the
practice. If the
dead flesh remain in the
wound, it would decay and
perhaps inflame
the good flesh. Best
let the maggots consume
it.
Gritting his teeth, he then
submitted like a Roman to
the procedure, as the
poultice was reapplied, and
then tied with cords tightly
around his arm.
At least he didn't feel
the crawling maggots now,
and so he soon dropped off
to sleep when
he lay down again.
Before dawn the next day, the bleary-eyed Rutilius heard the usual
salutations of the Ishmaelites. "Morning of fragrance,"
Haboosh said, rousing the others. "Morning of light," one after the other of the Ishmaelites responded grumpily,
rising from to set about their duties for the new day. As for Rutilius,
he felt every bone and muscle in his body protest, but
he rose with the others. He examined the poultice, took one
sniff, and made a face, but there was nothing for it. He knew he
must endure it.
Fortunately, he had something else to think about. He still wanted to ask Haboosh his remaining questions,
which had been turning over in his dreams all night, but
that proved impossible,
for the trader was
a whirlwind of
activity and energy,
directing and
hurling oaths at
beast and man alike,
impelling them all into
action to get the caravan
going as soon as possible,
so as not to waste the
least bit of the precious
coolness of the morning.
Later on, around midday, Rutilius noticed how the walls of
rock were rising higher and higher around them. They seemed to
be descending too, quite rapidly. It was a wadi, a dry stream bed,
he realized--a very dangerous place to be if
ever rain fell in the area! But there was little chance of that.
Until then, the risk was worth the nice sandy
path through the almost impassable stretches of
tumbled rocks, which now were heaped up to the sky, and
stretching away on either side for uncountable miles, no doubt.
He turned to glance toward Haboosh, but the sheikh
paid him no attention as he led them onward,
the mountain blocking their path.
Could this be King Herod's fabled palaced mountain of Masada--a seemingly impregnable stronghold
that had been taken only with the greatest difficulty by
the legions? He thought it
had been utterly destroyed by General Silva, after the
first Jewish revolt had been crushed by Vespasianus's son Titus. So why
was Haboosh leading them to it, if it was nothing but an owl-nested, deserted ruin?
But who could argue with the sheikh in his own caravan?
Rutilius might question him, but he knew Haboosh could always overrule
him and do as he pleased--since Roma's rule of law was
suspended wherever its military might was too
far off to call for immediate aid.
As Haboosh evidently knew already, for he did not even
try to use it,
the ramp was no good for travelers. Though it looked intact from
a distance, it was rotten and had fallen through in
many places in the intervening three hundred years. The upper courses General Silva had laid with Jewish slaves had been wood, and they had long since decayed or been
stripped for firewood and could not take wayfarers safely. Instead, they made their way up the cliffs on the goat
trail that led to the top, and then rested, for it was
hundreds of feet up of stiff climbing, and the donkeys
had to be pushed and dragged part of the way on
the worst parts.
Since the camels could not climb it, they had been left
behind, with some things they carried transferred to
donkeys. Even then, most of the donkeys had to be left,
and Rutilius's horse too. With packs on their backs, and
a couple of the strongest donkeys, they headed up the
trail that led criss-cross to the the top. Haboosh,
no fool, left ample guards to
keep watch on their remaining beasts, equipment, and
goods.
Rutilius found it rather easy to
do the cliff climbing of Masada, after
his recent experiences, yet he
knew better than to look down and perhaps
lose his courage.
He was wondering all the way to the top what Haboosh
wanted to see that was so important
he went to all this trouble. It seemed
a journey of no account. Was it the view that one could
gain there--it had to be spectacular, which was no doubt one of the reasons Herod built his stronghold on Masada, and spared no expense on
the palaces, baths, pools, and gardens.
He soon found out how wrong he was, thinking the
place was nothing but desolation after the
Roman legion was finished with subduing the last thousand or so Jewish holdouts from the
revolt against Roma. Masada was inhabited, not so much by owls (though there were some, along with eagles too), but by
monks, all disciples of the eldest among them, the holy
eremite called Cyril.
The first man who came to welcome them introduced himself
as a disciple of Cyril, who was the disciple in turn of the famed
Antonius of Aegyptus. Rutilius understood his Greek
well enough to want to converse with him, but he
hurried away to give news of their coming to his
brothers and to Cyril.
While they waited for Cyril and rested themselves and
their donkeys, Haboosh went for water and found it
in a well. Soon they were enjoying the refreshment,
and watering the donkeys too. Haboosh gave orders for
the Ishmaelites with him to take water bags (he had brought
many with him), fill them, and transport them down
to the others.
Another disciple of Cyril came and
invited them to come and sit in the shade
of the church arbor, which had a vineyard
alongside of it, like like a walled garden.
In the garden was another well.
The little white plaster church featured a single dome, and was
small, despite the extensive ruins of Herod's
Winter Palace around them. Using the baths' calidarium for the
main domed part, brick was takien from the palace for the
rest, then plastered and painted white.
After he returned to the Ishmaelites who
had settled on the steps of the church, another young disciple came and
informed them in Greek, which Haboosh
obviously could handle well enough, having
traded with so many Greeks, that Cyril
would be finishing his prayers
presently and would come and welcome
his guests.
In the meantime, the young man offered
them grapes, and juice they had pressed fresh, and some fresh baked bread. There was even
cheese and dates.
Rutilius wondered how on earth had the
disciples come upon cheese and dates. Weren't these Christian monks supposed to devote themselves to chastity and poverty, and abstain from foods for
long periods of fasting? Yet they seemed to have plenty food here atop
Masada's Mount, where it most dry and waterless and unlikely.
Perhaps they had other little gardens on the mount, wherever
cisterns held sufficient water, and kept
goats too in a pen, amidst the
vast labyrinthian palaces Herod
had lavished on the mount.
Just when they had eaten and drunk
their fill, Cyril appeared,
some of his closest disciples
accompanying him.
Rutilius was taken aback. "How could that be, sir, when you
live atop this mount? Do you have the eyes of an eagle? Perhaps you mean
you saw me when I was climbing the mount with the others."
The disciples glanced at each other.
"No, no, my son. I was at prayer in the cistern, the dry one, and it was there I saw you."
Rutilius was astounded, but his thought was the old man must be
confused in his mind.
"You mean you looked through a window and saw me coming?"
Cyril smiled paternally, as if he were dealing with a little child. He
stepped so close to Rutilius that he was gazing right into
Rutilius's eyes, without wavering in his gaze.
"No, there is no window, itis an ordinary cistern dug beneath the ground, as you will soon see. My disciples will show it to you. But I saw you clearly,
afar off, when you were drinking water from a little pool, that flows
from the side of the Risen Lord!"
Rutilius stepped back and stared at the eremite. Surely, he thought,
this old man is gone in his wits. "Impossible! I did no such thing!
You have imagined it. I do not believe in this one you call
your Lord, this 'Christus'"
Cyril of Masada chuckled and wave his cross staff at Rutilius as
if admonishing him. "Ah, but there is no mistake! It was you!
I saw you
led by God's creatures, the long-horned deer that leap about in the
cliffs like goats. They led you to the water that saved your life. It flowed
from the side of the great Rock. The riven Rock God sent saved your life!
Why can't you believe it? A child sees the truth and believes
the truth, but a man? Yes, he has great difficulty seeing
what even a small child can see!"
Rutilius shook his head. "Yes, I did drink water from a small
pool, which the deer led me to, and the water was flowing to it, I
think, from a big rock. But that is all. It was only a rock,
nothing else. The deer were wild animals, nothing else."
Cyril's voice was almost one of pity, but the compassion was
greater, as he took great care not to offend the pride of
the Roman standing before him whom he was correcting.
"But, my son, how could I have seen you there? May we show
you the cistern where I was praying all those hours? See for yourself. I was there for
several days now, being on a fast, and only
now have I consented to come up to greet a stranger, the one
shown me by the Lord in a vision."
What could Rutilius do? He had to get to the bottom of
this. Though troubled and stirred inside himself, he felt impelled to show himself a rational Roman who had
command of his life and circumstances. Moreover, he had to clear
up any confusion about the matter of his being seen drinking
from a desert pool at a certain spot
when it was clearly impossible for anyone as far away
as Masada's Mount to see him.
Cyril was mistaken! He had only imagined
he had seen him!"
"By all means, sir, show me the cistern where you pray!" he declared.
Cyril stepped back, and let his disciples escort Rutilius to the
cistern.
It lay not far away, but in the midst of a tumbled wall that
had enclosed it. A roof had covered it, but that too had collapsed.
Stepping among the blocks of stone, Rutilius followed
the disciples to the hole that was the mouth of the cistern.
A rope was tied to a block of stone, and it was apparently
the means by which Cyril was let down into the cistern, then
drawn up when he yanked on it to alert a disciple
above.
The climbing of the Mount had taken the
last of his reserve strength for the day. Rutilius felt way too tired by to want to go down into
the cistern and investigate further. So he stooped at the edge of the hole to see
what was below, hoping that would tell him all he wanted to know.
He couldn't see much, as it was so dimly lit with only
the light entering from this one hole, but there wasn't
much to see.
He could see a rug, and an unglazed earthware jar, probably a water pot,
and a smooth round rock at the head of the rug, and that was all. The rest was
whitewashed, curving walls of the huge cistern. The rug
was the bed or the night covering for the old monk, the rock was
his pillow. The water pot gave him the necessary water to live
beyond three days of fasting.
No light entered from below, so clearly it had no
window, and a window was out of the question anyway, since
the entire structure was buried.
Rutilius stood up and faced back toward Cyril. He followed the
disciples on out to an more open area and saw
the Ishmaelites also gathering about Cyril, as if they wanted
to conduct business with the monks or already had
done it, and were about to depart and had come to fetch
him.
It was time to go back and report to Cyril what he
had seen and concluded. He couldn't delay it, though he
felt unsure of what he would say. Yet
his thoughts were in a whirl! What could he say that
would make sense of this? A cistern with no window,
of course, yet an old monk who had been in it
for days until just a bit ago claimed to his face, with
an unwavering, confident gaze, to have
seen him miles and miles off drinking with
some wild deer from a pool of water fed by
a desert spring!
he wondered. Was his man a liar? Was he
mad? Or was he telling the truth?
He was led back to Cyril, who was sitting on a big flat block of stone,
several of his disciples ministering to him with
water and a bit of bread, which was slowly eating.
"I broke my fast for you, son, for I had no strength to
speak to you without taking some food and drink. Will you please join me?
I cannot finish the bread, though it is fresh and tasty."
Rutilius shook his head. "No, thank you. I have eaten and drunk already,
sir, but before I go, I must tell you something.
It is a mystery to me how you could have seen me
as you said, but I cannot explain away that you did
see me--the evidence is too strong that you saw me, for
you have the details exactly right. It could not be
a happy guess on your part. Someone else could not have
told you either, as I did not tell anyone. Not one of these
Ishmaelites knew what I had done, or how I had drunk from
that particular pool at the base of the great rock.
Unless a wild deer whispered it to you of the matter,
you could not have learned of it from
any man! So that leaves one possibility: that
you are telling the truth, you saw it in a vision.
But whether that came from the one you believe in,
this Christus, or whether some other god imparted
the knowledge to you, I cannot determine. It is not
possible for me to know, unless it is revealed to me
by the gods themselves."
Cyril rose. "You will wait forever to know
the truth of it then. The gods you cling to will never reveal it to you,
son. They cannot do it, for they have no powers to speak,
no powers to see, no powers to achieve anything. Christus
alone is God, Christus alone is the great Rock in the wilderness that imparts the water of the Living Word, given us
men and sinners whereby we can be saved."
Rutilius felt very uncomfortable. Was this Cyril going
to preach a lot of dreary Christian nonsense at him? He could not
stomach that, and he felt it beneath his dignity as
a Roman official to humor the old man by listening
further to his Christian ramblings.
But Cyril said not another word. He nodded at Rutilius,
smiled, then turned away and his disciples followed,
leaving Rutilius standing alone, except for
the Ishmaelites, who were all gazing at him
with their probing, keenly questioning eyes.
Rutilius felt it was time to go too. He wanted to
get as far from the Mount of Masada and Cyril
as he could! Despite what he thought his reasonable explanation of how
he handled the mystery, it hadn't achieved the desired effect, and
now seemed unsatisfactory, even willful and arrogant and even
a bit disrespectful of Cyril his gracious host.
Yet Cyril had left him without the proper
courtesies according high Roman officials such as himself--he
had acted if he were the greater man--had he not?--
walking off like that? Certainly, he was the older
man, but even old men were bound to defer to the laws of civility
surrounded
a high Roman official, however young he was. This
was the hedge of proper, iron-clad Roman protocols, observed both
East and West in the Empire. Cyril, though a Christian,
surely knew it too, that he could be beaten at the very least for
offending the proprieties. Wasn't he afraid of a Roman official? Apparently, not!
Following the Ishmaelites back down the
Mount, Rutilius slipped, being tired and not so sure-footed
as his guides, and would have tumbled
down the cliff but an Ishmaelite grabbed his
cloak and that saved him perhaps from death or
a serious injury at the least.
Dragging Rutilius up to the
goat-path, Rutilius gasped and
realized how close he had come to
his end. As he made his way
more carefully from that point,
he thought about Cyril again,
and how he had concluded the interview
with him, and his own lofty words rang
in his ears, and
seemed more prideful each step he
took.
When they reached the level ground,
Rutilius sank down in relief, but remembered
his Roman dignity and struggled back
up to his feet. The Ishmaelites were all
snickering, as they did whenever
a Roman showed he was merely a
human, and weaker than they too,
and ordinarily this would have made
Rutilius very angry, but he
didn't give way to rage and offended
pride this time. He remembered Cyril,
and this stopped him. He had already
embarrassed himself in Cyril's eyes, so
why do it again so soon afterwards in the
eyes of the Ishmaelites.
So he pointed to his weak knees,
and pointed, making them wobble
exaggeratedly and said, "Only
my knees are not mighty Roman!
They act like palm trees in
a high wind!"
The Ishmaelites thought that a
very good joke, and they
all laughed uproariously and the joke was
passed along amongst them
the whole rest of the day, the
incident repeated over and over.
But Rutilius felt free to laugh
at himself, it was such a good joke
at himself, he thought, and fair
enough. He felt
the Ishmaelites liked him to a
degree for the first
time, their envy and
resentment subsiding and
a kind of friendly tolerance
rising in them toward him,
which he felt relaxed their
relations with him considerably,
so that he began to enjoy their
company now for the first time.
They had not quite left the shadow of
the Mount when a man stepped out from
behind a rock.
Instantly, the Ishmaelites
whipped out their long knives.
"No!" barked Haboosh.
The Ishmaelites still held their long knives, as
the man approached, bowing his head
to Rutilius, and Rutilius alone.
"Who are you?" Rutilius said.
"What do you mean by this?"
"Cyril sent me, sire.
"But we only now just left his
presence, so how could we not have
seen you descending behind us?"
"No, sire, I came the other way,
the secret way the
wicked Herod made for himself,
as he feared being
cast over cliffs by his
litter bearers.
"What way?" Rutilius
cried, astounded, looking about
and see no sign of it.
The young man pointed toward the
rock from which he had slipped out.
"Behind it is the secret way
by which I came down from the Mount,
sire. It is too dark for you
to see what it is, but I can tell
you. Herod had a highly skilled Greek
engineer design a lift, that
was like those the Greeks used
to lift enormous blocks of stone
to build their temples on the Acropolis.
Weights were the means
that were used, attached at
various points on the
cables. When
positioned just so,
Herod could go up and down
inside the shaft cut in the
Mount, by sitting in a basketry chair
attached to the lifting cable.
At the top the process was
reversed.
When Herod saw that
it was going to work,
by sending the engineer and
a slave up
and down in it first, he
had the engineer and the
slave both slain along
with the two hundred quarry slaves
who hewed the shaft,
so that nobody could
tell of it and it would
be a secret.
The entrance and
exit to it were also
secret, known only to
Herod.
"But how then did
you know of it? Are you
not telling me a
tale? Beware, if I find
you out!"
The young man bowed his
head again. "Father Cyril
discerned the exact places of the
entrance and exit in
a dream. He told
us where they were, so
that we need not
go by the public path the
travellers all use. This he
meant for our own protection.
This are thus safe,
from robbers and cutthroats who
like to lie in wait
for wayfarers as they
go to and fro from
the Mount."
"What about the wayfarers?
Doesn't Cyril care about them
as much as for you?" Rutilius retorted.
Hyacinthus flushed, but
bowed. "Yes, of course he cares.
But the wayfarers come
are armed, and
go about in such numbers they
are less often attacked
than would be the
case with us. None of us are permitted
swords or weapons of any kind. It is
our rule, to depend only on
the might of God."
"Oh, but you do have need
of me, sire. I am lettered, and
I can write both Greek and Latin.
You have use for a secretary,
do you not?"
"How would you know that?"
Rutilius blurted out. "But no
matter. It is true, I can
put you to work. I always have need
of a trained secretary to do my letters
and send out mails on the royal post and
care for my books and
do other errands for me. But
as my slave? Or my freedman?
What terms can I offer
Cyril your master who sent you, for you
are first his disciple after all."
Hyacinthus looked up at him with
his solemn, grave eyes, which were all the
more strange in such a young face.
"He sent me to you to
serve you as long as you
think me useful to you.
Then I am to return
to the Mount, whether he
lives or not, and
the Lord will direct me
as my future service.
I ask no wages, but just
a servant's keep.
In serving you, I serve
Christus and
serve Cyril too as his
disciple."
Rutilius glanced around at
the Ishmaelites, who
were still eyeing this
stranger warily with
deep suspicion.
"What is your name?"
"Hyacinthus of
Hadrianopolis, sire."
Now, do you need to
inform your master, Cyril?"
"No, sire," Hyacinthus replied. "He already knows
I will be your servant for
an indefinite time. He told me so."
"'An indefinite time," you say?
Cyril seems to know everything
before it happens, so I am surprised
he does not know exactly
how long your service to me will
last.
Hyacinthus merely gazed at him,
so Rutilius ceased quibbling
over a gift horse.
"Anyway, get your things and
come with me. I can't
offer you a horse, that is only
reserved for me, so
you will have to walk, unless
Haboosh has an
extra donkey to spare for your
mount."
Hyacinthus nodded.
"I can walk, sire. I am young yet and it is no
burden to me. I have only this I wish
to take away--my writing tools
and tablet, some parchment and some ink."
He was carrying a
small bundle,
attached with a sling over
his shoulder, so
he couldn't be carrying anything
more than what he said, thought
Rutilius.
"Is that all?"
he asked incredulously.
"Yes, sire, I need nothing
else. God will supply all my
needs. He has always supplied
our needs on the Mount, so
we need not fear he will
ever cease to do so.
Hyacinthus seemed to be
a little unsettled, however.
Rutilius looked at him, waiting, and
then Hyacinthus spoke again.
Oh, but there is
one thing my former master,
Cyril, said. He said you will
need me until the time of the..."
Rutilius had to
bend nearer to hear
what he said, as a windy
gust blew up
and swept the sound
away off the soft-spoken
Hyacinthus.
Rutilius had him repeat
what Cyril had said.
It made no sense to him
even the second time.
Rutilius shook his head.
What kind of faith was this? Or was
it sheer foolishness--"until
the time he, Rutilius, flew
away on a spear-pointed shield"?
Whatever it was, Haboosh
was stamping about, glaring at
them, which meant it clearly was time to set forth, as
Haboosh was a hot-blooded, choleric Ishamelite and always
particularly
antsy whenever his caravan was
standing idly about and not
in earnest transit to some
destination where he might
turn a profit of some kind.
Were they going to stop for the night here?
Haboosh gave the order to halt, and so it seemed they would
do just that.
Water was something that Haboosh valued just as much as
he valued gold coins of Roma glinting in his dark and grimey palm.
The level ground nearest the Mount was built upon, a
vast palace lay in ruins there, Rutilius
discovered. In its center lay very large artificial lake with an island
where a temple or pleasure pavilion once stood,
only now the lake was dried up or drained away. Countless
stubs of palm trees stuck up above the
dry sands that had drifted in, but it was still easy to see that once it had been
a flourishing garden city, an oasis in the midst of the
Judaean desert.
Yet though the lake was dry, there must be a water
source, even if there seemed to be no
inhabitants of Herodium, unless they were in hiding, Rutilius
thought as he scanned the palace ruin and the
ruined fortress-palace on the top of Herodium for signs of
human life.
Haboosh kept rummaging about with his staff
in the ruins, poking here and there, cursing
at the dry rocks and dust and heaps of
refuse left by Jewish rebels against Roma
when they seized Herodium and held it
for a time before being wiped out. , and
soon ferreted out a cistern, which was dry, but he
kept looking for others and found one with
water in it, from the sound that came back when
throwing a rock into it.
Rutilius was now free to go with Hyacinthus
wherever he pleased while the Ishmaelites
set up camp. They eagerly
made camp, too, as they got a fire going for the evening
meal and also serving to keep off attacks of the wild beasts,
while
watering the donkeys, horse, and camels, throwing them
whatever fodder they could spare in such a desolate
area,
and erecting the tents and
completing other essential duties before
nightfall set in and weary, footsore men must retire.
Not wanting to waste an opportunity to
explore Herodium, Rutilius
determined to look about.
Thinking it necessary to take some guards
with them in climbing partway up the Mount atleast,
Rutilius spoke with Haboosh, who
nodded, spat just a hair away from Rutilius's foot, and let him have two Ishmaelites for
guards. "No food will be
saved for you, if you are not here
to eat it!" Haboosh added.
"Well, then, we shall fast!"
Two guards were better than nothing, Rutilius
thought, so he set off, Hyacinthus
following him, and the two Ishmaelites
ranging about as they
normally did, keeping a wary
eye out as they fingered their
long, curved knives.
Ascending a marble staircase until he had a fine
view of the artificial mount and palace complex of
the once great and feared Herod.
He found a small church instead of the tomb!
Disappointed, he looked in the door, and found
his first inhabitant of Herodium!
The monk seemed fearless, as his eyes
met Rutilius's and those of Hyacinthus and the
two Ishmaelites.
"Welcome," the desert-dwelling monk greeted
Rutilius.
"Are you the only one residing here
in this place" Rutilius inquired.
The monk nodded.
Rutilius searched for some
way of getting the monk to open up
about Herodium.
It was hard going, as the monk
was seemingly committed to the rule
of silence, and it was only with the
greatest difficulty that Rutilius got him
to utter more than a few words
at long intervals while Rutilius
waited and despaired of
seeing any more of the fascinating
Mount of Herod.
He did learn something about
the monk's circumstances, however,
that he was the last one, the others
having been carried off or killed
in a raid by
bandits a few weeks previously.
Rutilius felt sorry for the lone surviving
monk, but what could he do for him if the man
had chosen to remain?
At a loss of what to do, he
turned to a matter of fact, which
Romans naturally prized above idle
speculation of any kind.
"We are looking for Herod's tomb--do you
know of it?"
The monk nodded, and Rutilius
was relieved to think his
visit was not in vain.
"Will you be so gracious as to
show us to it? I will make it
worth your trouble."
The monk did not reply but
moved away, and Rutilius
followed, not knowing where
the man might lead them.
They did not go far, though
there was no way or steps across the
rock-strewn slope. Yet the monk
knew of a little goat-trail, and
with care Rutilius was able to
follow and reach the ruin that
the monk was
leading him to.
Surprising Rutilius, the monk
closed his eyes, lifted his hands
and prayed:
"Life imparting Heavenly Manna,
Stricken Rock with streaming side,
Heaven and Earth with loud Hosanna,
Worship Thee, the Lamb who died.
Alleluia, Alleluia,
Risen, ascended, glorified!"
Then, without another word, the monk
left them, and that was that!
He had no chance to give him
a coin in payment.
No more escort or guide!
Perhaps he had his
evening duties to perform, and
couldn't leave the little
church unattended? Rutilius wondered.
Then he recalled the recent
scene in the desert and the monks' words, "Stricken Rock
with streaming side"--what did the
monk mean by that? Surely, he
hadn't heard from Cyril about
his experience with the
stream that ran from the
great Rock? This was most strange!
he thought. He turned
to Hyacinthus, but he too
had nothing to say that would explain the monk's
uncultivated if not uncivil
actions and his
references to the "Striken Rock with streaming
side." Cyril referred to it as
his Christus--how could they be the same?
At any rate, Rutilius
had to take a look now at
the tomb of Herod, or
risk never returning that way
again to see for himself what
it was like.
Too bad! He wanted to see for himself
if this were really Herod's burial place. Flavius Josephus
the Jewish chronicler said it was, after all, and why should
he lie about a king of the Jews even if he was
Idumaean and not pure Jewish?
The sun was setting, and it was now dusk, and high time to
return from the Mount or risk getting caught on it in
the dark.
Rutilius hastened to find the goat trail, nearly missed it
but for the Ishmaelites' sharper eyes, and
passing the church where Rutilius paused to put a coin
into the dooryard,
they were just returning down the staircase
to the more level ground when the last of the sunset
light faded behind the already darkened crags and ridges of the western
mountains.
Haboosh hadn't been playing with words, Rutilius
found when they entered camp.
There wasn't a scrap of food left for them, and
the Ishmaelites showed them
compassion at all as they laughed and rubbed
their bellies and belched.
But yet when Rutilius got ready to lie down, with
Hyacinthus making his bed nearest the tent door as
usual in to surprise or detain any
illegal visitor in the night,
Haboosh came and surprised Rutilius with
an act of kindness.
He handed him a small parcel, and
when Rutilius unwrapped it,
he found
a meal, small but sufficient.
It contained a little honeycomb and a piece of
bread and a few dates and a
couple Ishamelite cheeses that
resembled more curds than
real cheese but were
nourishing enough to eat with bread.
Haboosh had already left him, so
he had nobody to thank.
Sharing it with Hyacinthus,
Rutilius sat back, his
stomach satisfied with
the small but tasty meal.
"What is this Mount?" he had asked the sheikh as they
drew near to it.
"What? This stinking pisspot and hillock of dung a she-donkey's
hooves kicked up?" Haboosh
had sneered.
Rutilius persisted. "Yes, Most Wise and Great Sheikh, you know
all things of the desert, what do you say about it?"
Pleased evidently by a Roman's compliment,
Haboosh expanded a bit on the topic just to
show he did indeed know all things in the desert, and in the process
the donkey's hillock suddenly grew in size and importance to the
point where it was a magnificent mountain.
"O Roman, Roman, you know nothing about this country! This very Mount
is the treasure-chest of a great and mighty son of Ishmael, a
great
king of old, one wealthier than even that Jew-king
they called Solomon, the so-called wisest
of all men! Pah! What do they know, these
donkey-asses, about wisdom! Well,
this Mount has treasures only we Sons of Ishmael know
about--and they are still here. Yes, they're
still here! We only
know where they are lying in secret chambers, and since we don't
need them, being blessed in our
loins and in our many beasts and goods, they rest here safely, and
the old king sleeps well, knowing that
his wondrous treasures have not been despoiled
by greedy Romans and Jews!"
Rutilius was not offended by Ishmaelite aspersions
cast on his Roman race as he was so amused, but he could see there might
be some element of truth in what the braggart of an
old caravaneer was saying, if he
pressed it out completely from
the rubbish, that is.
"But, great sheikh of
your most splendid and powerful Ishmaelite people, what treasures may they be?
You need not divulge the exact
location, surely, just tell me what they
are. That is all I care to know."
The sheikh suddenly
locked eyes with his, and
seemed very intent and
sober. "By the sacred bones of
my father, I swear
this is the truth I will
share with you and you alone! But, Roman,
crafty man that you are, you
must not presume you will slit my throat in my sleep and seize the treasure,
for I will never
tell you or any alien where
it lies, and this Mount is
so vast you you are only a flea upon it and will never
find the treasure by searching--never!"
Rutilius put on a shocked, offended expression.
"You are most wise, sheikh! Low flea of Roma that I am, I would
never presume to think that nor try anything
so impossible! Never! But tell
me what Herod's treasure is, please,
since it remains safe in your
keeping and under your watchful eagle's eyes forever, and so there can be
no harm telling me."
Even so, there was a ritual to everything
the Ishmaelites thought was the least bit important to them.
They never went straight to the main point of
anything--that was abhorrent to their labyrinthian temperatments--no, they always
sidled first one way and then another toward it, and then,
seeing the way was absolutely clear, made a
furious rush at it at the
right moment calculated to
produce the most surprise and wonder.
Winking like a conspirator, Haboosh
first had to check the tent door and
its environs for any eaves-droppers he could give
a clout on the ear. He had no sooner returned to Rutilius then he
dashed out, making a circuit of the tent with his outthrust dagger,
returning with a satisfied look as he
sheathed his weapon.
"We can now rest assured
this will pass only between us, O Roman!
I gave orders we are not to be disturbed,
on pain of decapitation and
robes shorn to the waist!
He cleared his throat, then spit to
one side, and after wiping his lips
with his filthy sleeve, he proceeded.
"Now, where were we? Oh, yes, sire,
the treasure-horde of the Mount of
Herod the king of the Ishmaelites!"
He rolled his bloodshot eyes as he
said this, and Rutilius leaned forward,
beginning to feel very annoyed at all Haboosh's
elaborate theatrics.
According to the sheikh, the wondrous gold-plated Ark of God was there, containing the magical rod of
Ishmael, an almond branch that had budded at midnight! On top the
ark itself were a pair of solid gold angels, facing each other with wings
outstretched, portraying those that appeared to Hagar in the desert
wilderness when they opened a spring for her in the
desert sands to save her and her son's life after Abraham and Sarah
had cast them out into the wilderness. They also promised her and her son Ishmael all the wealth of the
world. There was more too in the ark.
A pot of Manna, the food of angels given first to the Ishmaelites to
keep them well-fed in the wilderness, was to be found, perfectly
preserved. Casques of jewels of course, gold coins beyond number,
many precious things beside the ark, then the Phoenix.
According to Haboosh, it was a magical and divine bird known only to the Ishamelites, but Rutilius suspected it was nothing more than a clever, gold-covered theatrical prop and
mechanical bird that Herod, a known
lover of Greek and Roman plays,
had fashioned for one of his
elaborate productions in his
theatre at Herodium (though there was
no sign of it now, due to all the
devastation of the rebels in the Jewish
revolts). As for the ark and its contents, they too
were theatrical props--that was all. As for the jewels, they
were paste, and the gold coins were probably gilt-overlaid
brass or copper!
Just the same, it was worth
a search to see the cache of Herod's props, if they still
existed as Haboosh claimed.
He wanted to know something before
proceeding further. "Why haven't you taken
these things away, O Sheikh? For safe
keeping of course!"
The sheikh looked sharply at him as
if he had been slapped. "What do you
say, Roman? Am I such a thief as
you think me? Nay! I only went once
to see for myself if the tales
were true--and just as I was
about to break into the secret
treasury of the king, we were
attacked at our camp!"
"You mean, you didn't see the treasures then?"
"Oh, yes, I saw the treasures--at least the glow of them
on the walls of the tunnel we dug--but
we had to turn back at once to
deal with those foul--" He spat and
swore in Ishamelite, naming his foes, which
Rutilius thought might be Numidian tribesmen,
brethren to Zumbah.
Haboosh sprang up, unable to contain his
wrath at the outrage done him.
"I would have cut the belly of every one
of them if I could and poured out their
entrails ont he ground--but they all ran off
the moment I appeared with my men
to fight these offscourings of
wild asses! Cowardly jackals!
I knew though I couldn't remain there,
for they would come back soon, in
larger numbers. So we had to cover up
the tunnel, hide the entrance, and
this we did immediately, then
departed with haste to be clear of
the Mount, sweeping our tracks behind us
with brooms for some distance.
This is the first time I have
been back to the Mount--as
I had no particular business
in these parts until you came along."
Rutilius rose, with a final question for
the sputtering, old sheikh.
Would he allow him to see it?
Perhaps, if his pride
was stimulated, by
flattery and, to supplement that, a little
palm-greasing too wouldn't
hurt.
Rutilius tried both on Haboosh, to good
effect, as Haboosh proved more than willing
to lay bare the greatest secrets of the Mount
just so the Roman in his
care could be impressed by
an Ishamaelite treasure.
They set off on foot, with Haboosh leading
the way to the tunnel he and a selected
pick of his men
had cut and whose entrance was
cunningly concealed to keep
out all others.
One after the other the nine Ishmaelites Haboosh had
selected vanished into the tunnel through the
needle of the eye, leaving Rutilius to follow them.
He
made it through, then found the Ishmaelites had
come prepared. Little oil lamps were lit
and set along the way, so that he could follow and
not feel trapped in the darkness. He hurried to catch
up with the last Ishamelite, however,
slithering his belly and struggling his way through
every torturous twist and turn the tunnel made. He
then had a terrible thought.
Once he had gone so far, he realized he had to
go all the way, as there wasn't room to turn around!
Impatient to find out what was causing the Ishmaelites
to act so stupidly, Rutilius pushed forward through them
and reached the opening. What he saw made him
pause. Beyond was an a paved space of what appeared to
be a large chamber. It wasn't, obviously,
on the route of the Ishamelites' tunnel, or they
would have gone immediately in, rather than hanging
at the entrance spell-bound and paralyzed
as they were.
Rutilius climbed over the tumble of blocking
stones that had fallen down, and reached the
smooth pavement. It was then the light
seemed to increase greatly, shining at him with
intense beams that made him raise his hands to shield
his face and eyes.
What on earth was the single object in the room
that was shining so brightly he could scarcely
look at it?
It took him a moment, but he realized he was alone,
the Ishmaelites had all fled, leaving their
little lamps behind. There was just enough
oil in them to show him the way back.
He realized he had to move quickly or he would
be departing in total darkness.
Gasping, he reached the entrance as the last
lamp guttered out.
As the light of day met his face,
he crawled out and lay for a
few minutes, gathering his
strength. A shadow fell across him, and
he sprang up to find it was Hyacinthus.
"Master, they are gone, all
gone away!"
"Who are gone?" Rutilius sputtered, wiping
the dirt and sand from his face and
eyelids and brushing
off his dust-covered clothes.
"The Ishmaelites, sire! They took
their beasts and goods and
left me, though I pleaded with them to
wait for you. What happened, sire?
What frightened them so much in
the tunnel that they have forsaken
us in this desert like this?"
Hyacinthus, uncomfortable, cleared his throat,
and shifted his scriptorium bag to his other shoulder,
which finally broke the spell and Rutilius
regained his equilibrium.
"Sir? Are we going to have to walk
it out?" Hyacinthus prompted him.
"Why, yes, what other recourse have
the scoundrels left us?"
Rutilius looked first one direction then
another, scanning the broken horizon
at each quarter--but not a cloud of
caravan dust could be seen. There was nothing for it, they
would have to "walk it out"!
Without transport of any kind, it could be done,
if they found sufficient water along the way, that is.
And if no brigands pounced on them and slit their
throats and made off with their purses!
Shaking his head, Rutilius set out in the
direction he thought the Aelia Capitolina lay,
and the well-built road indicated that they could not go
far wrong, as the late Judaean capital
had once been favored with status a little below
Caesarea, therefore demanding water supplies,
post houses, mansiones at least every twenty miles.
Of course that had fallen in arrears for
a century now, and they might not find much
if any of those conveniences now.
Herodium, he knew, was once a splendid
place where Herod the Great entertained the high and mighty
come from Roma to visit him and see his various
triumphs of architecture and city building. The road
leading forth from it was now neglected in appearance,
but still it must be well-travelled, being a direct
route to Aelia Capitolina from the south.
What strange things he had seen there! It was beyond
explanation! That strange and awful chest in the
cavern off the tunnel How could it shine so brightly it hurt
his eyes. Even now he felt his face glowing with the
burning light from it! He felt his face, and
noticed even his fingers glowed as if the glory
of the chest were something like oil you could rub
off!
He glanced over at Hyacinthus as they walked along,
his secretary keeping a few feet to the side and
behind him out of respect for his master. What did
he think of Herodium? Did he think his master's
appearance strange? If he only had a mirror to
see himself, he suspected he must be
looking odd, if his face were glowing like his
fingers. Thrusting his hand out of sight in his
robe, he continued his stride, for he knew they must
make as many miles as possible before sunset.
Hopefully, at the end of their march they would
not land too far from a water supply to
see it at dusk.
As it turned out, they did not succeed in making it
far enough, and so they were forced to bed down for the
night without the refreshment of water, water first to
drink, then some to
bathe their faces in and
cool their feet.
The small leather bag of water Hyacinthus could
give them only a sip or two, and then they
must build a fire to keep off the roving
beasts at night.
Wilderness, with its woody shrubs and the
creatures able to live there, and the stark, barren,
lifeless desert
were much intermixed in these parts, so ever so often
amidst seeming desolation there was something to
sustain a measure of life in growing things, so they did not
lack for dry and flamable sticks and grass, and
even larger pieces of dead broom trees. Hyacinthus
gathered all they would need of this, and
soon had a fire kindled with his useful flint
stones, rubbed together to produce the spark.
They were no sooner enjoying the warmth of it
in the chill of the desert night when
a constellation of stars began acting strangely
off in the sky over Herodium.
The stars were blinking as they moved slowly
along, and then they stopped, and
powerful beams of blue light shot forth from
them toward Mount Herodium as if to pierce
it and expose its secrets.
Rutilius cracked open his eyes, and saw nothing at first,
but then the light gained on the desert, and soon outlines of
things came into view. Rocks, mountains, crevices, and...
what were those odd, tumbled shapes he saw? He thought
it might be animals and men tossed together in a heap, they
were such a mass of limbs, heads, gaping jaws--horrible
sight indeed to greet the dawn!
He cried out to Hyacinthus and staggered toward
what looked unspeakable even in the remaining shadows of the
rocks and cliffs around them.
A caravan had been attacked? But what
robbers could do what these had done to
this caravan and all its men and
equipment?
It looked to Rutilius as if a mad, man-eating Cyclops or a horrible, vengeful giant of old had burst out of its cavern-den and
seized the entire caravan, beasts and animals and
baggage, smashed them together in his fist, then flung them
against the rocks!
Rutilius and Hyacinthus slowly approached the last few feet
to see what men they might be--what
tribe or race.
Clothing gave Rutilius the
clearest sign--the robes of Ishamelites,
made plain to him by its distinctive pattern
and color. Ishmaelites!
His heart sank as he recognized the cloth.
Could it be? Could it?
The light was now gaining such strength that
the faces of the
smashed men were now discernible.
He began to see recognizable features,
in one and then another of the
victims of the giant.
He loathed the very thought of proceeding in his search,
it was enough for him to discover it was
Haboosh's caravan that had somehow met a
most terrible, untimely end.
But he had to find out
Haboosh, if at all possible.
He knew he would not rest another night
in the desert if he left and did not
know the poor man's fate for certain,
horrible and sickening as it might well be.
Hyacinthus gave a shout!
He shouted again,
and Rutilius turned
toward him, though
rocks were
between them,
and coming round
a big rock he
saw Hyacinthus's
form bent over
what looked like
a trampled load
of bedding.
Hyacinthus was
gently lifting
the ruined
clothes of a
victim, and
beckoning him to
approach, so he
did, but
not to quickly.
Against his will,
he forced himself
to look a last time,
and then he
saw what he was
looking for all
this time.
He groaned and
turned away,
unspeakably
sickened and grieved
at the first time.
He would never forget
the face of
Haboosh--
his eyes half-burned
in their sockets as they
stared outwards
at a most frightful
thing in their
dying moment.
How could a man
be so terrified
at death? Haboosh
had seen many instances
of death, horrible ones
too, in his long career
in the savage deserts and
wildernesses of
the East. Surely,
nothing could surprise
him. Yet
something worse than
he had ever imagined
had indeed surprised him--
and
his eyes showed
it, set rigidly
even in their
half-boiled
state.
The smell of
the burnt human flesh
was so rank,
Rutilius could not
stand it a moment later.
He dashed some sand with his
hand on the face of
the poor old man,
then
he fled away, and
Hyacinthus
fled with him.
When they stopped
to catch their breath,
it was quite a distance
away, but it could not be
far enough, they both felt.
"We are not safe here
either," Rutilius
said. "We must
make all speed to
get away from this
whole region."
However they found
the strength to do it,
they
did get away,
and nearly collapsed
but reached
an inn and caravansary south of
Bethlehem that
catered to the
east/west trade
as well as the north-south
caravans.
Here Rutilius took
a room for himself and
his secretary, and
they had food brought
to them, but
were unable to do anything
but rest for the next
several days--
sleeping off as much
of the horror of what they
had seen as the exhaustion
of the midnight
flight.
In the morning of the third day,
Rutilius rose and found
Hyacinthus already pouring
out water in a large bowl
for him to bathe in.
But he needed to gather his
thoughts first. He
looked about the strange
room, which was a poor one
for any amount of money,
and wished her were a thousand
miles away, in one of
his own villas, where he
could linger and refresh
his body and spirits for
months to come in a
civilized household.
Here he smelt the beasts
in the caravansary's
courtyard and heard
their protesting bawls
as cameleers
got them loaded and
standing for their
daily trek.
How early was it?
The dawning light
was just beginning to
make things visible in the
room, as Rutilius watched
Hyacinthus's movements.
"Master," Hyacinthus said, "it
is time for us to
prepare for our
next journey, is it not?
Surely, you will want
something to eat first.
I can go and get whatever
this place has to give,
if you wish."
"Go then, get some
bead and a little wine,
and then something for
our journey. Take
this money, but
do not let them rob
you--for they, seeing
we are foreigners and Roman, will
try."
Hyacinthus left him, and
Rutilius arose, and went to the
window, and threw open the
shutters so he could see
what kind of country it was.
He could make out nothing but
a wilderness round about,
of huge outcropping of rocks--
it seemed endless, this
kind of wilderness. He wondered
when it would change.
Sighing, he went and
washed in the basin,
and then dried off with
a towel, though he
was fearful of the towel,
and shook it hard before
using it, knowing that
the inn was probably
host to a lot of vermin.
He was dressing when
Hyacinthus returned,
and his servant laid
out the meager meal
he was able to
find in the caravansary's
kitchens, if they could be
called that.
Some wine, some
stale bread,
a little cheese--
some fruit too,
figs, dates, and
even some grapes, which
was not so bad,
as it was carried in
fresh from some
other place by
a caravan and sold
there to the
innkeeper.
Hyacinthus handed
Rutilius the
unused portion of the
money, but Rutilius
would not take it.
"You keep it for your
own expenses," he said.
"Every man wants
some cash of his own."
Hyacinthus thanked him,
and put it away in his
pouch where he kept his
writing materials.
After Hyacinthus and
Rutilius had
eaten and refreshed
themselves, it was
now a bright dawn
outdoors, and
the caravans were
departing. It was
time to go quickly
and find one that would
carry them
safely to their
destination,
either Bethlehem or
Aelia Capitolina.
Hyacinthus
inquired for
Rutilius, and
soon had news for
his master. "We
can go with
that
one over there," he
said, pointing to
a Bethlehem-bound
caravan. "The others
are not going north, but
will turn westerly
for the coast from here."
They had no choice but
to take this one
way out, as it would
not be safe to travel
alone--indeed, it had
never been safe, it had
been madness. Even
caravans could be wholly
destroyed, burnt to ashes, as
Haboosh had
found out to his utter
ruin!
With great relief,
Rutilius climbed up on a camel,
and Hyacinthus
mounted a donkey, and
they were led away by
the drivers with the
departing caravan.
It was a long, tiresome
trek, and
they stopped at the end
of it, just short of
Bethlehem, but
there was no prodding
the beasts forward,
they wouldn't go another
foot, as they instinctively recalled exactly
how far each halting station
lay separated from another, and
wouldn't go further on even if
abused and beaten by the
cameleers.
But the next morning,
Rutilius decided he had
enough of the caravan. He and
Hyacinthus could
easily make it on their own,
on foot, as Bethlehem lay
only a mile or so beyond them,
and had been visible in the
light of dusk where they
made their last camp.
This gave Rutilius a chance
to think more solitarily
than he could when
pitching to and fro on the
back of a verminous, foul
camel.
In the broad way
of the road leading into
Bethlehem, they were sure
to encounter soldiers on patrol,
so it was safe enough to
go alone like that and on foot.
Soon they were entering the
little hill town's
environs, which included
fields and flocks of sheep. Not surprising, it boasted
proper wall and gate as
a city might have.
As soon as they came to it,
it seemed they were
in the heart of it,
that was how small it
was.
The houses and
buildings all crowded round
them in heaps on little hills,
but they found a little market opened up
to them as they entered.
Sheep, goats, traders, stalls of garden produce, pottery and basketry all mixed together, but mostly individual women plying their
wares and country vegetables and
fruits on pieces of old rugs
spread out on the
street's rough stones.
The narrow streets had not
been Romanized, Rutilius
could see--they were far
too narrow, even for
wagons and chariots,
and that kept this town
small, with little commerce
coming in from the outside world..
Little light could penetrate such tight quarters, yet
he and Hyacinthus felt they were subjected to minute scrutiny as
stepped further along
the street, feeling that
many eyes were on them,
mostly hidden behind lattices of tiny windows.
"It gives me a strange
feeling to be looked at
so much," remarked Rutilius.
"Is this part of Palaestrina so backward? You'd think they hadn't seen
a civilized man, a Roman before!"
Beggars nevertheless were not afraid of them. They pulled at their garments.
Sellers of goods also
yelled, trying to get them
to pause at their shops, but
Rutilius wanted nothing such a collection of mean hovels could produce.
Just then, a man came up to
him, bowed, and
inquired of him his
errand in the city,
in cultured
language too, both Latin
and Greek.
Surprised, Rutilius paused
and looked the man over.
He seemed a rabbi or teacher
or some learned man among
the people here, he
discerned. His garments
were nothing so fashionable you would see in Antioch, or Alexandria, or Ephesus,
or Roma,, but
they were spotless, and
even of good material and
cut.
"Yes, I have an errand hereabouts,"
he said. "But what is that to you?
Are you presuming to offer or do me a service, perhaps?"
The man smiled and bowed again. "Sire,
I have no service to render you but this:
I see you are a stranger only,
and surmised you had an errand in
our city. Surely, it is
only right that we treat a stranger
as yourself hospitably, so
that is my only intent, to
help you however I may in your
inquiry or errand."
Rutilius was pleased, his doubts put aside. He
smiled in turn. "Yes, perhaps you
can help us after all, since you
have offered this service. Therefore,
I would like to know, is there
a learned man here I could
meet with—-as I have certain questions I would like to have answered concerning a certain sect called the Nazarenes, the followers of the one called
Christus."
The Bethlehemite bowed. “Questions of what kind, sire?”
"I thought I just told you, but let me specify exactly those questions many men have dealing with Christus, his manner of life and his teachings, and whether there are any documents or books that record his life that would furnish evidence of substance and logic that support any claim to his divinity."
“You are squandering my time! Why, are you surprised that a Roman would make such an inquiry?” Rutilius
challenged him. "Are you saying we Romans possess sufficient intelligence to make such inquiries?"
The Bethlehemite recovered himself and bowed again. “Not at all! I am the last to impugn the intelligence of our masters, the Romans! Romans have to possess superlative intelligence, first to obtain such a vast commonwealth, and even more intelligence to administer and govern it."
Rutilius was mollified by the man's astute reply, and nodded. "You speak well of my country. Now can you direct me to anyone here who is a scholar and
can furnish proofs one way or the other on the claim of Christus's divinity?"
"Indeed I think I can, sire!" responded the man. "The one who can best answer such questions is of your own race, for I perceive from your speech and your manner that you must be Roman! He resides here with us too, for many years too—in the most humble place of his choosing, though he is a nobleman and could afford to lease or buy much better.”
Rutilius’s brows arched. “Howso? You have a nobleman of Roma here in such a, er, place as this? That is hard to believe. But please take me to him at once. But wait, what is his name? Perhaps I have heard or read of him.”
The man stepped closer to Rutilius, and spoke softly as if
confidentially. "My name is Casperius bar-Tratta, I have
a garment and rug business and shop here, a concession given my family
by Constantinus for certain services I need not name. It is just that my forefathers saw the way the tide was running in the world, so we
decided not to oppose it and ruin ourselves with the others who
rose up to fight Roma to gain their liberty--all in vain, of course!
It is not often that I get to
extend hospitality and help to visiting Romans such as yourself. I ask only that you do not publish my name abroad--as the local people are not
so favorable to those of us who favor Roma so much."
Now Rutilius understood, and he nodded his acceptance of the man's
condition for helping him. How such a man must be hated here as a
traitor to the Jews and their cause! Yet, if he was discreet,
he was safe enough as long as he did not openly champion himself as
a Romanophile.
"Proceed! I understand and accept your condition," replied
Rutilius.
Bar-Tratta glanced about the area, saw nobody taking special interest in them conversing together, then continued. "Eusebius Sophronius Hieronymus, a priest and a scholar
and writer of many, many books is the very man you should see, sir. There is no one else approaching his erudition on every subject you can name, even among the Jewish rabbis. Indeed, it is the Jews who
assist him all they can in his books, knowing that he enjoys greater influence
in the world than they ever will, even in their own territory here. He has
made himself a master of Greek and Roman, and with assistance from Jews is now a student of the Hebrew
and other languages that pertain to his studies and writings regarding
the scriptures. "
Rutilius was stunned. He knew the man by reputation, and had read
some of his polemics, knowing that he was a rather intransigent ascetic, enough to go and spend some years as an anchorite in the deserts of Chalcis. But he was a scholar more than an anchorite, so he had returned to society and
civilization to continue his studies and work in his library. That role, at least in Roma, was
not to continue peacefully. He had fled, it was said, from Roma after
inducing a female disciple, a rich young patrician girl named Blaesilla, to such extremities of
self-denial that she expired within four months of the regimen. This made him odious to the
Roman people. And having gone east
where this was less known, it was supposed in the west that
Roma was rid of him. But now he was still living and writing
his books in Bethlehem of Judaea of all places, aided by
patrician women, among them Blaesilla's mother and sister! Yes, he must
meet with this controversial but learned man! He wouldn't miss this for the world. What would he have to say about Christus?
"Enough talk, lead me to him at once," he charged the man, who bowed, and
escorted him and Hyacinthus as they threaded their way through the
narrow, dark, mean streets of the little town.
As Rutilius and his servant followed the Romanized Bethlehemite, Rutilius had some questions of his own concerning his guide. That talk about Constantinus and his family, it could be a story. Was this ingratiating
fellow a spy? he had to wonder. Did the man suspect that he had come as Honorius’s emissary, and was going to alert whoever employed him that he was in the city? Perhaps he was so helpful because he sought to find out everything he could about Rutilius in order to report it for a sum of money to
his superiors, whoever they were.
And if he were a spy, what was to be done with him? Rutilius wondered.
But first, he had to see if Eusebius Hieronymus had any light to
shed on the questions he had regarding the Christus--this spy
was hardly of importance next to that, for there were always
going to be spies hanging about in the Judaean towns and cities that were most
liable to foster insurrectionists. By informing on their own countrymen, they earned their bread and butter from the Roman commanders.
A monastery stood nearby, which bar-Tratta explained had been founded
by Eusebius. It held as many as sixty monks, with
some dozen or more disciples training for their calling and being taught by their masters, but Eusebius himself did not reside in it, oh no! He detested luxury and the comforts of civilization, even in his old age. In his extreme youth he had been a lover of dancing women in Roma, it was said, so he was paying the penalty for that dissolute youth now, with interest. In any case, he was
too imbued with his old habits of denying his carnal flesh and its appetites to change according to the easy fashion of the world,
so he had another lodging, one not so nice as the monks
inhabited. There he had resided, and was attended by various
holy women and scholarly friends, who saw to his needs lest he
perish from his own self-inflicted penury and denial of
even basic necessities of life.
The path that their guide led them, took them past the walled monastery and then nearly out of the city proper into the countryside where the sheep were grazed among olive trees and vineyards. Then bar-Tratta stopped abruptly at what appeared to be a hole in a rock-strewn slope a stone's throw from the last of Bethlehem's crudely constructed, stone-built dwellings.
Their guide stopped, and turned to face them. “Herein abides the
noble Eusebius
Hieronymus! The priest and
man of learning feels more to home in a setting most like he
knew in his earlier years in the Syrian deserts! Now I will go in and make your presence known first, then call you if he is ready to receive callers.”
Rutilius glanced at Hyacinthus, and shook his head, but the man slipped through the hole and was gone, leaving them to think whatever they wanted.
A part of Rutilius was for going away at once. All this
flummery and secrecy in the man's manner seemed preposterous. How could a nobleman dwell in a mere hole in the earth? Was he turned completely back into a monk or eremite? What a barbarous thing to do with himself! This indeed spoke
of a most intractable, strong fanatic strain in him, that spared nothing humane and
reasonable that any civilized man of letters should have sanctioned.
Rutilius knew this was coming, but he was still unsure just how much to reveal of his identity and purpose. He couldn't trust such a man as this, he thought it better to give him only the most general description.
"Say I am of an old family of Roma, owning some estates in Gallia and Sicilia and engaged in business of wine, olives, and such things,
but I want to know more about the region hereabouts, so that in the future we may seek to buy some of its produce and market them in the West to supplement our own production. Further tell him that my library contains several of his books, and so I would like to make inquiries about them. My name you may give him is--"
He bent over and whispered it in bar-Tratta's ear, as it was best not to be so free in public with it.
Their guide bowed, then replied, "Please wait here, sirs. I will go in and make your presence known first, then call you if he says he is ready to receive callers. Please be patient with him--he is old, very aged, and is used to having his way with inferiors, so that he has no proper manners to speak of, even for his superiors--though few superiors to him pass this way in this place, you might well understand!”
Rutilius glanced at Hyacinthus, and shook his head, but the man slipped through the hole and was gone, leaving them to think whatever they wished.
The time lengthened, and growing ever more restless, Rutilius was for going away at once, though he could have demanded
entry and gotten it by imperial authority vested in him by the emperor. But this seemed worse than preposterous, it was
mad! How could a nobleman dwell in a mere hole in the earth? Was he turned monk or eremite and eschewed all civil society, preferring a burrow in the earth to
a civilized dwelling?
After a few moments of indecision, he soon had his answer. Bar-Tratta stuck his head out of the hole, nodding vigorously. “As expected, I found him hard at work on his translation with his Hebrew tutor and the Lady Paul and her daughter Eustochium. Normally he sends anyone away that would interrupt him like this. But he has chosen to do differently, which surprises me. After I informed him of your particulars, sir, he has agreed to see you now, rather than make you wait and detain you in a city strange to you. Perhaps he wishes to assist the
viticulture and olive groves of this area--which would help the people for they are weak in marketing their produce abroad--and Constantinus's City
lays such heavy taxes on us all here, making it almost impossible to
gain a profit selling to them."
Bar-Tratta shook his head as he pulled at his small beard.
"I have never heard him take such consideration with previous
inquiring visitors, sir. You are being highly favored today!”
Rutilius expected their guide to enter first, but no, he stood aside,
beckoning to Rutilius and his secretary. "I must go at once," he explained to Rutilius. "My shop demands my supervision--the workers I have are
so undependable, I find, and might steal something if I tarry here too long. And there are too many eyes hereabouts watching who comes and goes
at this door, rest assured!"
Rutilius, with extreme reluctance, realized he could not back out now, or appear very indecisive, which would be most unRoman, indeed.
“Very well, let us go in without him,” he said to Hyacinthus.
He crouched low and entered, and after a few steps into a dim entry, found a room beyond, quite cool compared to the outer air, that was more than a single room, but a series of large hollowed out spaces, looking much like cisterns carved into the bedrock, but with windows cut higher up that served to give them sufficient light most of the daylight hours . In one of the chief hollows, plaster covered the bare rock and some efforts had been made to
make the area more habitable. There a long-robed man looking like
a rabbi of the Judaeans quickly gathered his manuscripts the moment he saw Rutilius coming in. Two women along standing closest to an elderly man also turned to him as he approached.
Rutilius's eyes quickly took in the scene. Heaps of books and stuffed shelves
and cupboards of books, and a writing table, ink, paper, lamps and candles, stools, all the usual things necessary for a true scholar for his work.
But it was not so bare and ascetic as he thought it might be. In the
area where the walls were plastered, there were rugs on the stone floor and chairs, and some water and bread and wine on a low table.
A young woman present (for there were two women, one older and one
looking young enough to be her daughter) showed him to a chair and the table with the refreshments.
Rutilius declined politely, and faced the old man instead as the
one looking most like a Jewish rabbi showed himself out and
took his bundle of manuscripts with him.
Now Rutilius could get a good look at his host, who stood
only a few feet away.
"Never mind him, he is only a
Jew with some knowledge of his own language. Now would you partake
of our humble hospitality, sir, since evidently you have travelled
a long way to reach this poor, little place?"
Rutilius had not come to talk pleasantries, and leastwise to eat,
so he declined immediately, with what he hoped was not rudeness.
“I have not come for refreshment, good sir, but to ask certain questions that I wish answered satisfactorily before I leave this country. Would you be the man to indulge me? I take it you are Eusebius Sophronius Hieronymus.”
The old man, his balded head and his spotty beard showing it was quite a long time growing, as it was wispy now and very white upon his chest, merely smiled. He
said nothing at first. Then he extended his hand and took Rutilius’s arm gently, as an old man might his son.
“Please, I understand all that said by a young man such as yourself, but please indulge us elders notwithstanding!
It is the custom of the ancient East to first take refreshments,
and afterwards talk business, if that is what you wish to do. At least for a few moments of your time, do as the East does, or my Eastern friends
will be most effronted. We shall not detain you any further after that. You may ask all the questions you like.
you have encountered the weariness and tedium of much travel, I take it, so here are some little refreshments, which
I am not in need of. You see, my friends would overly feed me at my age.
They would spoil my body and starve my sprit!
So I eat sparingly of such fine things--please you and your young friend are my guests today, sit and refresh yourselves! Sit down, children!”
Rutilius was taken aback by the man’s manner, which was so like a chiding father’s, it reminded him of his own lost father.
“Sir, really I—“
“Please sit, and when you have drunk a little and eaten something, then let us talk, as long as you like. I do think it will go much better then, if you feel you have a more strength and are less weary from your journey.”
Rutilius could not protest his hospitality, and sat down. Hyacinthus preferred to stand, being a servant, but Rutilius waved him down into the other chair, and his secretary sat down, though on the edge of it.
The young woman served them each a glass of wine, and they added water, and drank, and there was a little fruit and bread too.
But this was not the least of her ministrations. She came with a bowl of water and a towel, and Rutilius thought she was actually going to wash their feet as the custom was in households, but no, he was mistaken. Shocked, he watched the old man come and take the bowl and the towel and then begin to kneel down before Hyacinthus first.
Hyacinthus rose up away, but Rutilius shook his head, intending to let his servant be served in this way, but to go immediately if the scholar sought to do the same to him.
Just as he feared, when Hyacinthus’s feet had been bathed and dried with the towel, the scholar turned to Rutilius, who was determined to have
nothing to do with this show of humility, or whatever it was.
“Nay, that is a servant’s work, not yours! What is the meaning of this?” he protested,
backing away.
“What do you mean?” Eusebius replied, smiling. “My Lord and Savior
thought it HIS duty to serve men, so am I to put myself in privilege and
status above my master, when I am only his abject and wretched slave?”
Rutilius glanced at the older woman, then the young woman, for some kind of assurance this man had gone woefully mad in his dotage. But no, they too smiled at him as if he were spouting the greatest wisdom in the world.
The young woman piped up, her eyes glowing ecstatically.
“It is so true, our Master came to serve, not to be served! He showed us by His own example, this is how we are to be, servants not rulers.”
Rutilius frowned. How like a woman to speak like that!
All the high administrator and official in Rutilius could not bear the thought, but nevertheless the scholar was not going to be put off, he was kneeling now before Rutilius.
The scholar gazed up at Rutilius. “If I did not do you this service, I would have no part of my Master, just as he once said to the Apostle, Peter.”
“Oh, so he is indeed speaking of the Christus, for he mentioned his disciple’s name!”
thought Rutilius, squirming on his chair.
Rutilius conquered his feelings, and relented. “Very well, since you insist, wash my feet, I wouldn’t wish to be the cause of your Master rejecting you!”
In the silence, there was little but the sound of the water in the bowl as Rutilius’s feet were each washed and then dried and his sandals replaced on his feet.
What an ordeal it was for Rutilius, he could not have expressed--but
as a Roman he endured it without further protest.
Once that was done, the scholar rose, the bowl and towel taken away, and Rutilius was shown to the scholar’s own desk and given his seat there. The woman rose from her stool and stood a few feet away, watching them closely.
Eusebius returned, but did not sit.
Somewhat uncomfortable on the scholar's chair, Rutilius cleared his throat, then began. "I must ask you, sire, what you know of the
Chris--"
He scarcely got these words out when he noticed the scholar was not listening, his eyes were closed and he was mumbling something. Was he praying?
Whether he was engaged in prayer or not, Rutilius was determined, and he
chose to interrupt the scholar's prayers, if that were what he was
doing.
"I wish to hear from you, sir, on some important questions, which
I have come all this way to ask you!"
The scholar opened his eyes, and he smiled. "If you really desire to know, I will tell you the truth as I have learned it. But you must learn to sit and wait, my child--wait for me to begin at the proper time."
Rutilius was all for springing to his feet and stomping out of the
man's presence, but he couldn't! He just couldn't! Only a child would act
like that, and he wasn't going to let his offended Roman feelings dictate to him
now that he might get some of his questions answered--which were
questions burning hot in a distant emperor's troubled mind and heart.
Then the older woman stepped in, kneeling before the scholar.
"But, Father, how can you do this for him, a stranger, though a Roman
like you and me and my daughter? What about the work, which is your sacred duty to God?"
The scholar patted her head, as if he viewed her too as a mere child.
"Oh, dear, dear Lady Paula! How silly, and female-minded you are becoming at your age! Lyddaeus can come again tomorrow with his exegesis for me to dispute with him, while tonight
Bar Hanina will appear to ply me with more of his absurd Jewish fables, no doubt! Enough about these wretched Jews! And I will attend to my own work, Lady Paula! But as for this caller, I perceive he is not here of his own account! If he were, I would send him away at once, for the sake of the work
that my Lord has put on my shoulders. But now I must tell him, the truth impells me to tell him all, for the sake of his inquiring master."
The woman lowered her eyes, rose, and went and stood with her daughter.
Rutilius was now excited, but showed nothing of it, for he knew
he was in the presence of someone who either knew a lot, or
was a great imposter if he didn't, deserving to be sent to the
copper mines of Petraea and Pheneussus! In any case, he would know
soon enough.
The desk was piled so high with manuscripts, that several now slipped down, and Rutilius caught one in his hand, while the others dropped to the floor. He glanced at it, catching the title, "De viris illustribus." He also noticed several names, which he recognized were authors defending the faith of
followers of Christus.
"I see the name of Lucius Caecilius Firmianus Lactantitus,
the one who wrote about the Phoenix bird that died in the flames and then was reborn from the ashes, as well as some tractates against
the critics and enemies of the Christus. How do you come by
this?"
The scholar took it from him and set it aside. "I lay claim to it without apology! It is my own work, and it is the truth, but why should you interest yourself in a mere fable of his, though it purports to describe the death and resurrection of my Lord Christus?"
"You are so right, sir, I am not come so far to enterain mere fables or indulge such writers, though I know of his other works. They are quite serious,
particularly the one, "De Mortibus Persecutorum," describing many of our emperors, by name, Gaius, Domitianus, Decius, Valerianus, Maximianus, Galerius, and so on, rightly calling them monsters and beasts who have gained hellish flames as reward for their attacks on the followers of Christus! Surely, you do not align yourself with this fractious and impious author.
"Am I set on trial in my own humble residence?" the scholar remarked amiably, though there was a hint of asperity in his voice. This book I wrote describes the lives and works of one hundred and thirty five of our defenders of Christus. I should like to be included in their roll of martyrs, but so far my Lord has not counted me worthy of that highest honor. Many of them suffered severely from, ah, the authorities, for their brave stand for the truth. But you know that quite well, being so informed a man of Roma and a man of the world! You know full well how many a noble, good man of Roma (and there
were many over time of that sort), how each suffered for
his convictions at the hands of certain powerful, greedy, venal, bloody
rulers whose names are all well known and uncontested. Need I name them?
But it would be tedious to present the list. I wish to be
at your business too, now that you have indulged me and
my Easterners."
"Yes, I am so informed of those one hundred and thirty five, though I would not agree to their severe punishments!
If they questioned the deity of the emperors and their acts, many reasonable Romans have done the same. I myself entertain absolutely no certain belief in the divinity of men, and serious question the gods' as well. Now if you authored this work, it is entirely within your right to write what you think best. May I take a copy of it away? My secretary here can make me a copy, if I have a few days time here in this place."
"Oh, by all means, make your copy. Make any copy you wish of whatever I have here in my library, whether by my pen or by any one else's! My books, my library, are open to all of a mind inquiring after the truth!"
The scholar waved his hand indicating the hundreds of books and manuscripts. But then his eyes grew more serious.
"But you haven't come here to copy my tedious books, have you? They're mostly all available in the libraries of Roma and Alexandria, and even quite a few in Antioch and Nova Roma--not that anyone in those places cares to read them! Now what do you wish to know about the Christus?
Lactantius is of no substance, really. I am able to help you more than a little, I think, as I know the Hebrew and the Syriac and the Aramaic, as well my native Latin and also the Greek.
Rutilius stared at the scholar. Lactantius was of no substance? Rutilius wasn't so sure. He had dreamed several nights now of the Phoenix,
consumed in flame, then rising up from its own ashes reborn and magnificent in its fiery red and gold plummage! He couldn't quite put the image away from
his mind even now, when confronted with the acerbic, witty,
incisive man of letters, this strange old priest and desert monk called Eusebius Hieronymus!
Just the same, he did put the Phoenix aside for the moment,
and tackled the burning questions in Honorius's mind that he had
carried all the way from Ravenna.
Honorius had questions that dealt with the whole of Christus' life and
acts, so it took some time, as Rutilius went through the list, without once consulting notes of course, as his memory was perfect in every detail.
Christus' was born in Bethlehem? Exactly where? Was the place marked?
Could it be seen and proven?
His connection with the royal line of David? Was it by his father or mother?
Or were both from that line? How is it that the Jewish scriptures
said there would be no issue from a male producing the Messiah, and that
he would instead be the 'seed of a woman'?"
The scholar had an answer for him on each count, quoting the
scripture, relating the names of the personages involved and the
places and times. If he did not remember or was the least bit unsure of
some point, he sent Lady Paula and her Eustochium to the particular
manuscript, it was brought, and he showed Rutilius the
answer in it, which the best authorities or the
sacred scriptures of the Jews themselves testified.
But that happened rarely, that he did not recall anything.
His mind was amazing quick and accurate, with vast learning that
astonished Rutilius as he rattled off names of authors, and quoted
from them out of their books in rapid-fire Greek and Latin,
and Aramaic and also Syriac, and even Hebrew--though in Hebrew
he spoke more carefully, pronouncing the words as one who had
been taught them more lately than the other sources.
He laughed after quoting a lengthly Hebrew passage to Rutilius,
and translating the meaning. "The Hebrew has corrupted
my Latin and Greek, that is the price I pay for studying it and
becoming a master of it! Hebrew, you must know, is the original
tongue, the mother of all languages, but surely that is all
I can credit it--as Latin and Greek are greater than
their mother, incomparably so!"
After hearing so many proofs of Eusebius's truly immense
erudition and scholarship, Rutilius was by no means inclined
to dispute the peppery scholar's contention about Hebrew. He had larger questions in mind than a scholar's vanity and reputation and his views on
Hebrew vs. Greek and Latin. So he pressed on,
planning to make the most of this opportunity, and get to the real heart of his quest: the resurrection of Christus! If the resurrection were not true,
all the prophecies in the old scriptures of the Jews were of no
account, nor their seeming fulfilment in the birth and acts of
Christus. If he did not rise back to life again like the Phoenix,
if that were a fable, then all this was about his divinity was
nonsense, the worst kind of claptrap!
But embarking on so momentous a topic was a delicate thing, nevertheless, he felt. Even as a Roman speaking to another Roman, sometimes practicality was not the best sail to go with when launching a ship. Too strong a wind might taken them right into a seawall, and too light a wind might
let them remain harbor-bound. How best he approach this sensitive,
tangled knot of a subject?
He thought of the many emperors who since Augustus Octavianus had claimed deity or been awarded it by the Senate, posthumously. No deified emperor, self-proclaimed or Senate-proclaimed, had ever been known to rise from the dead. And who would want any of them back, however well they had ruled? What purpose or good would it serve if one rose from the dead? There was usually a new emperor sitting within hours or days of the last emperor's demise. How would he take it if his predecessor reappeared to take back the throne death had taken from him? Surely, it would be a disaster for all. Civil war would ensue, as somebody, whether the emperor recently enthroned, or
a military commander elsewhere in the empire, would dispute the
returned emperor's resurrection, and say that it was merely a usurper looking and dressing like the one that had died. Surely, blood would be spilled from one end of the empire to the other as the returned emperor's claim was contested. Of a truth, it would be monstrous if a deified emperor
returned from the dead. But how was Christus any different, even if
had accomplished what his followers all claimed? First, however, he
must inquire, he felt, into the veracity of the claim. How
true, how soundly evidenced or not was the claim? Secondly, what good would it serve if true and evidenced? Thirdly, what did Christus's resurrection
portend for the Empire? Unity or disastrous division that would plunge
an entire empire into a bloodbath and barbarous anarchy? Such were the
two horns of a monstrous, raging Minotaur that Constantinus, like Theseus, had grappled with all during his reign and called church councils at Nicaea and elsewhere to resolve. It did not help that Arianism was not going away, it was threatening to engulf both Empires, both from within through the bishopric and and without through the Arianized barbarians. Though branded as heretics by Constantinus and various councils, the Arians, called
so after their leader, Bishop Arius, maintained that Christus was not divine, or co-equal and one with the Father and the Holy Spirit. The Eastern branches of the Church and the society and govenment were riddled with Arians, and they were spreading fast into the Western
Empire, as so many barbarians subscribed to Arianism. Any Western Emperor must deal with this question or allow the state to be divided and his realm to
break up in endless division and fighting of Orthodox and Arian factions.
Fourthly, where was the living Christus now? Why wasn't he ruling from
either of the two Romas or Ravenna or at least from the former Jewish capital of Jerusalem, renamed Aelia Capitolina by Hadrianus using
one of his own
names?
Having observed and learned the lessons from his father's experience and handling of things, he knew he did not have to be an
administrative genius to cut many a Gordian knot. His father
had a wonderful ability to see through tangles of complex things to
the heart of a matter, then pluck out the one thing needful or
of value, however he could do it the easiest and quickest.
His father was like Alexander the Great in that trait. Alexander showed the world it did not take the world's greatest genius, no, just a sword and the will of a man of action, to resolve the seemingly impossible
knot he found on a visit to Gordium, a city in Asia. After examining it for a few moments in the temple where the knot was kept on permanent display, he drew his sword and
cut it in two instead of trying like everyone before him to untie it with their fingers and their wits. Rutilius knew that famed story well enough, but he was a man of many known resources, too,
and he knew where to seek out excellent help and scholarship. He himself
could resort to a whole library of books that he carried effortlessly
in his head--thanks to his inexhaustible memory and recall of the least
thing he had read. But he knew all his information was not the answer,
he needed the wisdom and guidance of renowned and proven authorities who
could make the best judgments concerning the evidence. These lights
were invaluable, and one light alone was not enough usually to
illumine so vast a number of questions and matters involved with
Christus. Who could draw all these things together and make the
best judgment on them? It was wise to go to a number of luminaries,
and then view them collectively, and as iron sharpens iron, so
they would sharpen their conclusions and hone them to a single point where there would no longer
be any viable question remaining as to
Christus--the absolute truth about the man would be laid bare.
This was Rutilius's belief and rationale, and he had never known it to fail.
Why should it fail him now? It had governed all his administration for the imperial power for years now, and his father before him had followed the same rule with great success.
So he was unshakable in his optimistic outlook. He would find the answer
for the seeking, troubled, young Honorius, beset on all sides by
Arians and Orthodox parties, who was obviously needing a rock of certitude on which to set his policy of state regarding Christus for the present and the future. He had no doubt about
this could be resolved, and soon too!
He remained seated, and the officer bowed low, then
proceeded to read out the message from the wax tablet
he held.
"Greetings to Governor and Proconsul Rutilius Numantianus from
Fulvia--"
The moment Lady Fulvia's name was out of the courier's mouth,
Rutilius silenced him with a wave of his hand, then
drew him aside. "I will take the message privately!" he
told him.
Rutilius turned to the others in the chamber who were
staring at him in the interuption.
"I am afraid I must take a message in private, and so
I beg your pardon, Eusebius Hieronymous, for
this interruption. Please allow me a private
chamber if there is one hereabouts."
"Certainly, you may have my bedchamber, it is
apart from this chamber and sufficient for your privacy. And
since the light of the sun might become too much pleasure for
me,
there are no windows, and thus no opportunity for a busybody
little town full of peeping eyes
and listening ears. You see, I prefer the amenities
of a troglodyte and bond-slave to Christus to the luxuries and indolence of
a Roman prince!"
"And I suppose he means me!" Rutilius thought.
Rutilius and the officer were then shown the chamber
by Lady Paula and her daughter,
and found it as described--a true, self-denying troglodyte's, with no more than
a rug on a stone bench for his bed mattress, a single lamp for light, a
pair of slippers for the chill of the floor, a single
thin blanket of felt, an earthware jug of water with a little vinegar in it to dispell the local contagions--and they were left alone.
The officer handed him the waxed tablet, and Rutilius
turned his back to him so he could not
witness any emotion he might betray in the reading
of her words.
"My friend and benefactor, it has been too long a time since I last received any word
of you or your whereabouts, but I have entrusted your care
to the Almighty God, and so I am not afraid for you--
however dangerous the times and the places you are
visiting. Sir, there is a greater matter on my heart,
which I must write to you about. There was until his recent decease a certain official and then a great bishop in
in the north of Italia, Ambrose by name, whom you would have learned
much from. In your circles, he was well known, so I will say no more, except that he was most wise and well versed in the
ways of the Almighty, and on your return would you seek out
his library, if it is still held by his basilica, for in it you would
find the scriptures and books that would aid you much in your
quest for the truth about our faith. I feel sure his library would
afford answers to the
questions you might have, and I have one too,
which I ask your forebearance to inquire into. I will not hazard my
question in this letter, as I wish to find you
well first and on your way home to Italia. Conditions
here in Italia, north to south, are much worsened since your
departure. We have lost many cantons to
the barbarians, and Gallia Narbonensis is nearly
all consumed by them. Is Hispania and Africa next to
be attacked? Pretenders to the throne,
which Honorius has had to deal with however he
is able--military slackness on the borders which
are daily shrinking, barbarians growing ever more
insolent and belligerent and demanding of our remaining
gold. Of course you know about such things. Roma's
people live in terror that nothing will stop the
barbarian advance and they will be attacked and
the city burnt and leveled. But
my question to you, before mine is given you concerning
my own concern to Ambrose, is how will you fare, sir,
if the power of Honorius's should completely fail us? Please
look to your own interests, for the interests of the state
are fast declining. Many will go down with the too youthful Honorius,
if he is unable to control the barbarians and the
various pretenders and usurpers--but why should you
be among them? You have done more than your duty to
Roma and the state. And You did my husband and I such kindness
I am your servant always."
His hand was shaking unaccountably when he finished reading, but
he grabbed it with the other and, clenching the letter,
he turned and
gave the courier his brief response to Lady Fulvia after
the Lady Fulvia's letter was erased and he
and took up an iron pointed stylus.
"Greetings to the Lady Fulvia from a
town in Judaea of Syria Major. I am engaged in
discussion with a well-known scholar here, and
not quite finished. But soon I shall be, and
will be on my way to Caesarea. Please send your
letter with your question there, and I shall
receive it at the Prefect's. I shall seek out
those books and papers you refer to on my return. Best of health
to you and your friends. I have
little to report as yet, to my emperor,
except that the military situation here is
quiet and pacific at present, and he need not fear any
major incursions from the East at the moment
from the Arsacidics, as they are involved in
dynastic quarrels at the present time. I say
this to you, so that you and the people of Italia
may rest on this assurance of mine that
the Eastern limes are still the best bulwark we have remaining,
and the Empire is strongest here and will remain
so for a long time to come. Farewell,
Rutilius--"
"Is that all, Governor?"
the officer said after
slipping the tablet into
his portfolio for safekeeping.
Rutilius nodded, then thought and said, "But take special
care on the way back, there are going to be
many hazards."
The officer's eyebrows lifted a bit, but he
nodded, and being
discharged, he hurried off to
his mount and his soldier escort, while
Rutilius remained in the
scholar's bed-chamber (though it
was so rude a place, it scarcely
could be taken for the abode of
a human being).
He had to gather his thoughts
for a moment without people
staring at him. His emotions were
playing wild with them, since
this was not entirely a diplomatic
message--it was, after all,
sent by a beautiful woman who
was now a widow but
could do as she pleased.
He too was a man, and not
immune to the suggestions
that might be contained in
a brief word or phrase in the
letter. He played it back in
his mind, and
thought his impression was
only strengthened, that Lady
Fulvia had conceived than a fondness
or gratitude
for him for past service.
He sensed there was more to it...
but how should he respond?
His own heart, he knew
little of it, being so buried
in administrative
duties as an envoy
would be.
No, he decided, he had
no time or opportunity to pursue
that line of thought. Best
return to the demands of
the present situation! He thought how
helpful this courier would be to
him now. By naming Caesarea as
his next place of call, he would
further put off his enemies, as they would
be forced to divide and plant
people both at Caesarea and Aelia Capitolina
and anywhere they could along
those land routes. Also, he
did not intend to even go to
Caesarea, and would write
Lady Fulvia again, and give her
more accurate particulars, so
that she could respond and
entrust him with her burning
question. That was as it should
be handled, he thought, as he
left the bed-chamber and
returned to the
scholar in his public receiving
chamber. Let his enemies, Rutilius thought, if
they intercept the courier,
read how he was mostly all
concerned with the military
readiness of the East, and was
not alarmed about
anything there--which would
be cause for them to assume
that was Honorius's chief
concern in sending him out
there in the first place!
They had no need to know
Honorius was deeply
troubled in a spiritual matter,
particularly over Christus.
That would give them
a weapon to use
against Honorius, and he
would not be so unwise as to afford them the least advantage!
He had just rejoined the scholar and
seated himself, when
the strangest impression overwhelmed him.
Is was if time had stopped, and
he felt the whole earth move,
not in place, but into a higher dimension.
He looked about, and saw Eusebius
and his female assistants were
not even looking at him, they were
busy with something having to do
with a particular set of manuscripts
brought out in a lidded basket.
What was he feeling? It was
so strange he could not identify it.
But the chamber seemed to be
more than what he could humanly perceive,
only a kind of deliciously soothing
had dropped down into his innermost
being--and he felt that he could
not even rise from his chair, even
if he had tried.
What is this place really? he
wondered, gazing about. Why am
I feeling this extraordinary
way? It is wonderful, but what
may it be or portend?
Almost beside himself, he wanted
to ask Eusebius at once about it,
but was hesitant, for
would he think him a fool or
a child?
Yes he must find out something!
He was feeling as if he had been
transported into
a visionary existence like
Plato had oftentimes described.
He heard his voice, and it
too was not quite his own,
asking Eusebius, "Sir, what
is this cave? What do you know
about it?"
Eusebius broke off his
instructions to the women as to
how to categorize the contents of
the big basket of manuscripts,
and smiled.
"I was wondering when you would
get around to asking that. When I
found this place, I had great trouble to
clear out the offal and dung of my humble
predecessors! You see, it was
a sheep stable for long
years into the past. Who knows how long?
It is ancient, like all such places.
The shepherds and their flocks come and
go, and so nobody knows when it was
first occupied by them. But
now it is my study and home and
library! I am quite pleased with it
too. Nobody would want to dispossess
me of it, or charge me high rent!
They all feel sorry for me, in the
town, in fact. How mistaken they are!
It is a lovely place to me...besides..."
Rutilius had been listening,
half in disbelief all the while until
he added "besides" and then
he knew he was on to something
of substance.
"Yes, sir, go on, what more
is there to it?"
The women exchanged glances and shook their heads as if they
did not share their scholar-priest's
views at all on this point, but
respected him enough not to
say so, at least in his presence with
a stranger visiting him.
Rutilius's head swam, as if
he was in a state of shock from
suddenly plunging into a very cold
bath after just out of the very hottest one. He stared
at
Eusebius, slowly nodding. "Yes,
I have felt something, so I am not
quite a dead donkey, as you
describe the insensible.
But is it true? How do you know?"
Eusebius gave him a not so saintly, annoyed look now as he might give
a bothersome fly.
He waved his hand, and sent the women
away with the basket. "Enough, I'll attend
to those items later," he said as they
went away. Then he turned
back to Rutilius, his eyes
locked on
Rutilius's eyes, and with an
expression of utmost gravity.
"The Supreme Master and Sovereign of the universe
was indeed birthed here in human flesh!--
and you ask how I know? I know nothing
except that the place shouts the
fact at me every moment, every day
I abide here by the grace of God, sir!
Queen Helena listened to the wrong people,
that's all. They did not know
this town well--being foreign to
the land, and trusting too much in
certain authors, whom I have disputed and
proven wrong in their conclusions. So they
fixed on the wrong place,
by two hundred or so paces. Is that
so very important now, Governor? In time her edifice may
well grow and enclose this site, if it comes out that
my view prevails and is vindicated, that this is the true site--which I believe
will happen in God's good time.
Now enough of this quibble, I have
no more time to spare on it. Now what are
your questions, or question,
that I might answer you from the
perfect and correct texts I have
identified and studied and translated, that you and I too
may go about our respective business?"
He was now interested, as he had never
met anyone quite like Egeria, the moment he
laid eyes on her. In turn, she was
taken equally with both Rutilius and Eusebius,
and seemed delighted to meet both a
scholar of the first rank and
a Roman governor, as bar-Tratta
introduced them to her.
Seated with Rutilius in an adjoining chair
while her companions stood (for there were
not chairs enough), Eusebius called for
more refreshments to be brought. But
of course there was not sufficient on hand,
as Lady Paula informed him, so she and
her daughter hurried out to the market
fetch what was needed for their many guests.
"Tell me, madam, about your journey to Megiddo and
your reason for it, and I will see if the new
church there warrants inclusion in my map," said Eusebius, getting
to the matter at hand directly as
he was wont to do. After all, he had many pressing
scholarly tasks and inquiries on his mind
to yet accomplish that day--once his guests
were disposed of!
Egeria rose, then bowed deeply to
Eusebius. "I am not worthy to be
seated before you, sir! I have heard
much good report of you in my
own far country, and so I count
myself an unworthy person at your
doorstep. My friends too who have
graciously accompanied me, they
too feel the same. Prudentius here
has a fine song for you and the
churches that you might well
want to hear sung. It upholds the full
divinity of Christus, which I
know is an belief dear to your heart."
"Oh, that is certainly true! I should like to hear some
singing then about it! Do sing it for me."
Suddenly, the interlocking
chambers of the cave resounded and
echoed with Prudentius's
song, the words of which expressed
his full, unwavering belief in
the divinity of Christus.
"Of the Father's love begotten,
ere the worlds began to be,
He is Alpa and Omega,
He is the source, the ending He;
Of the things that are, that have been,
and that future years shall see,
evermore and evermore.
O ye heights of heaven, adore Him;
angel hosts, His praises sing;
powers, dominijons, bow before Him,
extol our God and King;
let no tongue on earth be silent,
every voice in concert ring,
everymore and evermore.
Christ, to Thee with God the Father,
and, O Holy Ghost, to Thee,
Hymn and chant and high thansgiving,
and unwearied praises be;
honor, glory, and dominion,
and eternal victory,
evermore and evermore."
"Come, come, is that all you've come this
far, just to charm my ears with a nice song that
avoids the dryness of my theology though it says the same things?" he chided her. "But let us get down to
the true threshhold of our communion. Daughter,
we are all unworthy bond-slaves of
the Lord--and equal to one another
in that station. Your own estate
is not lower than mine--I should rather
be washing your feet and the feet
your companions, for I am a mere
scribbler of texts that nobody reads
or wants to read, they are
counted so detestable in
the high places of Roma!"
Egeria shook her head vigorously,
and as a rather stout woman she
had a mass of hair to shake as well.
The gold-threaded hairnet that held it all in place
could not do it, and large
locks escaped on both sides of her
smiling, broad face.
"That is hard to believe, sir!
You take far too low account of yourself,
as everywhere I go I hear
such praises of your work in all manner
of worthy subjects. I can tell you of
the Megiddo church later. Tell me,
how along are you in the
translations and the
compilation of the Hebrew
scriptures as you transcribe them
into our mother tongue?"
Eusebius's eyes were keenly
observing her now since she
spoke of his chief interests (the
Holy Land map
being secondary), and he
took her hand and led her and her friends over
to his writing table, and
was quickly showing them
exactly where he was in the
huge task when he must of recalled
his other guest and glanced toward
Rutilius.
He paused while showing Egeria and her
friends
more of his present labors
and extended his hand to Rutilius.
"But I am getting very forgetful
in my old age! This fine
fellow here, Lady Egeria, is a fine prince of the realm,
come here on business for his
estates in Gallia,
and has honored me with his
presence here today. Sister
Egeria, and you too Aurelius Clemens Prudentius, do talk to him as well
before you leave from here.
Are you planning to stay, for
I have lodgings in this town
for you, Prudentius and the other men at the monks' house
and the attached several houses for sisters
that are open to shelter you and your
sisters in the Lord?"
At the mention of
Rutilius, Egeria
turned back to him, and
smiling, bowed. "I am not here
on my own account, sir.
I have come to view the
places the Lord
frequented, and
that are the very
places where he was
born, lived, and
was crucified.
I have many friends in
my native province who
are waiting to hear my
reports from this wondrous
land. Would you also be
visiting here for the
same purpose, even if
you serve some business
interest of yours? If so,
perhaps I and my campanions
can be of help to you.
We have been many places
already concerning
the Lord,
and can give you
advice on them, and
any other particulars you
care to know."
Rutilius inclined his head
to her. Though he was
not going to tell her or anyone
the reason for his
traveling in Palaestina,
he was certainly able to
act the role of a businessman
inclined to look about the
country for whatever
interest it afforded.
"You are kind to
offer this assistance to
make my visit more pleasant.
I and my secretary
have journeyed alone
for quite a long ways now,
but we possibly have
some use for the information
you might have. Can you
tell me--"
While Eusebius busied himself
with his manuscripts and
Lady Paula and her daughter
served the other guests
refreshments, Rutilius and
Egeria talked, while Hyacinthus
took notes of her travel
advice and what she had
learned along the way.
He mentioned a possiblility
of viewing the crucifixion
site. "What?" she exclaimed.
"That is where we are going
next! Would you be
likely to leave in a day or
so, when we will be going
there directly? First, however,
I must rest a bit here and
see the Church of the Nativity
and other things of great
interest here. This after all
is the glorious birthplace of
our Lord! Are you a believer
in Him, sir?"
Rutilius bowed. "I
cannot say I am, but I am
here to inquire about him, as
I was doing with our host when
you were announced. Would you
like to join with me
in my interview, or
would you rather choose to
meet with him separately?"
Egeria looked to her companions,
and they commented to each,
and then she turned back to him.
"We would be honored, and accept
your invitation. Perhaps I shall
learn even more, as you will
have questions perhaps I had not
thought of."
Rutilius had thought she would
decline his invitation. He did
some quick thinking. Now she would
be able to report on his questions to
the scholar. Would she share them
with the wrong people? He had
preferred as much confidentiality
as possible, and now that seemed
to be out of the question.
If only he had not invited her out
of courtesty! But now the
die was cast, he must accept
her presence and her friends
too. But would he learn what he
wished to know, or was
his whole purpose here spoiled?
He knew it would soon be revealed,
one way or the other.
But when they turned to Eusebius,
he was gone! He
retired to his chamber,
Lady Paula informed them all,
as it was time for his prayers
and flagellations--for he
customarily
beat himself with
a length of wet rope
during his prayers,
in order to help keep
the lusts of his mortal flesh under
subjection to his spirit.
There was no set time
for his return, but
in the morning, very early,
he would appear again
in the writing room if
they wished to
inquire of him again.
Rutilius was profoundly
disappointed. "Oh, the vagaries
of a holy man's life--he
should have known there would
delays such as this!
But what were they to do in
the meantime? The scholar-priest's
prayers might take some
considerable time, as
he had responsibility for
many things, including a
monasters and sisters' houses
and various charities too, and,
sensing his enemies were not
too far removed from him, Rutilius felt
he needed to be going soon
if possible. To be
held in a place like this
too long, it was to
give his enemies too
much time to track him down and cause him
yet more mischief.
He had a question for Egeria,
however. "I thank you for
your own gracious invitation," he told her.
"But would you do me a service,
madam? Inform
our host that I will
be touring the city while
he prays, and then return
in an hour or two or,
if not, then the following
morrrow?"
"Oh, sir, allow me to attend
you! My companions would
all like to do the same of course.
While we are touring,
we can continue to talk of
our respective journeys in
life and in this land. I would
very much like to know
how you came to take an interest
in our Lord."
Rutilius realized now this sociable
a creature was
not going to be put off easily.
What was he to do? He had
no real interest in the
other sites the miserable little Jewish town afforded,
as she evidently did. But
he was not going to be
loitering in one place either,
so he said, "Perhaps you can
show me what sites there are
that speak of your Lord,
as I know nothing of these
Judean hills."
Egeria beamed. "Oh,
that would be my delight, Governor!
For in coming here we stopped
at a number already. But
first I must leave a word
for our host that we are going
out and will return."
She spoke to Lady Paula, who
nodded, and they were
free to go, as Lady Paul
informed her that the
old scholar might not
be open to further interviewing
that day, so it was just as
well they do as they wished
in the town so as not to
waste their time. If they
required lodgings, they
could go to the monastery
that Eusebius had
founded. The
priests could
reside there, and the
Governor too with his
secretary, and
Lady Egeria and her women
could retire to the
sisters' houses
that were attached.
They had just stepped outside,
all together with
the overly friendly, ubiquitous
guide, bar-Tratta,
when Egeria peered at Rutilius,
then slapped her cheek with her
hand. "Of course! I just now
recalled your name is one I read,
in the annals of Roma, in
Tacitus! Are you not of the
same lineage as Publius Rutilius--?"
Rutilius could have laughed, but
checked himself. She certainly
was well read for a woman!
Yes, of course, he was! But
the incident referred to
was not generally understood,
for Tacitus did not give minute particulars
of the case, only mentioned him in reference to
a petition made by the city of Massilia
regarding an exile seeking sanctuary there, whom they wished
to extend citizenship and haven to,
while citing to the Emperor Tiberius
the previous case as a precedent for imperial
clemency, Publius Rutilius
from Massilia, who had been
exiled from Roma, but who was then accepted
and given citizenship by the
people of Smyrna, in the province of Asia,
since he was accounted by them a notable man and
wealthy too.
"Yes," he told her, "your memory serves
you well. But the Annals of Tacitus are
not going to tell you what the
issue was in his case. I can tell you
more. He was wrongly
accused, and exiled from Roma by political opponents
in a trifling matter,
and therefore the citizens of Smyrna
gave him safe haven, recognizing the
unjustness of his exile. Was it
all right for Massilia to give safe
haven to yet another worthy man, who
was exiled for
offenses that were
equally questionable? So
Tiberius was petitioned."
"Oh, it wouldn't be of any wonder
to me--if the man were innocent and
were sent away due to vicious calumny
spread by his enemies. We Christians
were treated so frequently they cannot
be numbered, and only since Constantinus
have we enjoyed full protection of the
state, the same protection afforded to
others. So I give you my condolences, that
your ancestor should have been
mistreated in like manner as we have
been in the past."
That was well said, Rutilius thought.
His respect for her grew. He
then added some details. "I
personally was in charge of the
imperial Archives and investigated
the case of my ancestor Publius Rutilius
and found that the charges were
completely spurious, which
were thrown out by succeeding
judges who were questioned on the
petition for his reinstatement to
full citizenship and his rights and
privileges in Roma and Massilia.
I can assure you he was innocent,
and suffered a great deal. We of
the line of Numantianii have
enjoyed advancement for the most part
in Roma's imperial courts and
governance,
but now and then jealous men
have charged one or more of us with
venality and corruption and
even conspiracy against the
state--all untrue, as we have
sufficient wealth of our own to
satisfy us, so bribes can play
little part in our administration.
Publius Rutilius, my namesake,
was not able to overcome
the charges, due to
immense bribes given
the senators judging his case, and
since he would not sink to
giving bribes himself, he
was condemned, unjustly, and
exiled. But all that has been
made known, so that there remains
Tacitus's comment in his Annals,
and that, as I have said,
is given obliquely and not
for its own sake. I only wish
I could edit his volume and
give posterity the whole account
of it, so that the future
generations can know the truth
about my honorable ancestor, just as
I have related it to you."
As they were talking, they
were entering the public streets of the
little town, and Egeria stopped.
"Now what will we see next here?
If you have no objection,
Governor--"
But Rutilius's attention was
distracted. Hyacinthus had also
touched Rutilius's shoulder, to
alert him to something.
And Rutilius saw what it was.
There were far too many
armed men in the street, not Romans,
nor were they common villagers,
as they were strangely garbed for
Easterners but showed they were well armed
with swords.
Whose men were they? And why were they
there? Where they soldiers of fortune out
to rob him? It did not look
good, and they were blocking
their way.
Egeria, however,
either pretended she
did not notice the
armed men or was attempting to appear unafraid.
For she continued walking,
drawing Rutilius and Hyacinthus
and her friends with her--straight
into the lion's jaws, so it seemed!
When it seemed as if
they would collide in another moment,
and they all be put to the sword (though
Rutilius had drawn his sword and
was going to fight for his life),
Egeria raised her hands with her full sleeves
waving and rushed at them,
chanting something at the top of her
voice.
Astounded, the
armed men all froze, and seemed
to turn to statues--and
the next moment was
just as incredible,
Egeria, followed by Rutilius and Hyacinthus,
and Egeria's train of men and women,
were free to walk right through the
cordon of armed men blocking their path.
When she stopped and they all
turned round, Rutilius saw the
armed men had melted away,
perhaps shamed by a woman
and no longer possessing the spirit
to attack them in that place.
Anyway, they were gone!
And then Egeria turned to Rutilius,
her eyes shining with
humor. "What on earth did you say to them?"
he said.
"Oh, I just use a holy prayer
given me for protection, calling on
the angels of God to make a
way through the midst of my enemies--
and you see the result!--I have
used it quite a number of times
on my long journey--and
the Lord is always faithful
to protect us, as you can see!"
She continued walking, and Rutilius
accompanied her,
utterly amazed. "Was she
a sorceress, or truly a
follower of a god so powerful he
could freeze armed men in
their tracks? Was Christus
really that powerful, though
he was not even present on earth,
according to their scriptures, having
"ascended to heaven" after his
resurrection? What proofs could she furnish
that he was indeed alive and powerful,
a divinity with great powers?
He called to her to stop.
She turned to him, and he was able to
ask her his burning question.
"As long as I am in Roman
territory, I have the authority to command
those soldiers there, though I wonder
if they would obey my authority
without any of my own bodyguard present.
Without such authority, how did you get the courage to
confront them like that?"
She looked at him without speaking
for a long moment, then she replied, "Because my Lord
commands a greater kingdom than Roma's and yours, and he alone
conquered the grave! Now there is
nothing really to fear--Death and its
power over us have been conquered by my Lord!"
Her words struck him like a thunderbolt. He was
so stunned, he stood there, not realizing for
a moment that she had left him and was
again walking up the street, her friends
quickly following.
He followed too with Hyacinthus,
reflecting how
she had spoken with such conviction, and
evidently had no fear of
assailants, known or unknown.
With no fear, she could go anywhere, and not
even bother to disguise herself.
Could he say the same for himself,
that he was as fearless as Lady Egeria?
He had often resorted to subterfuge and
disguise, had he not?
Somewhat wounded in his pride, he continued
to tour the sites Lady Egeria selected,
and he paid her a great deal more
respect, listening to what she had
to say, and seeing to it that Hyacinthus
copied every word exactly. Later on,
he thought, he would study her words
most carefully and give them
much reflection. He might well share them
with the Emperor. After all, he hadn't
gotten much from Eusebius Hieronymous
and Lady Egeria seemed just as much an
authority on Christus as a genuine believer in Him
as the scholar was with all his books
and learning and ascetic piety.
She looked up at him, waiting when he approached her.
"Lady Egeria, what were you chanting back there.
I did not catch the words, they seemed to be
a language unknown to me. And I know many languages,
so that is surprising to me."
"Then I will have to interpret them to you, Governor, for
it was a heavenly language. I didn't make up the words
myself, the Spirit of God imparted them to me to deal
with those men. Wait a moment, sir, as I ask the
Lord for the interpretation."
She turned to her women, spoke a few words privately
with them, and one of the women stepped forward,
Lady Egeria holding her hand.
"I see the interpretation has already been given to
another. My dear friend here, Clementia,
will give it, if you wish."
He nodded, and she stepped forward,
her head bowed, and said, "Powers of darkness, begone! You are bound, with the
bonds of the Lord Christus, so submit
at the foot of his cross, where all powers,
of death and hell and Satan were defeated!
And do no harm to
this man nor his servant nor
the lady and her companions!"
"You mean, he did not reside always in the
stable in the cave?"
"No, his parents brought him to this house,
as the accounts I have surveyed have
all indicated. I am surprised Vespasianus and Titus,
with Flavius Alexander acting for Titus as his
chief commander in the seige of Jerusalem, left
it standing. They have destroyed so many holy
sites during the reigns of Hadrianus, Trianus,
Julian the Apostate, and others like them!
But perhaps this obscure little town
has shielded it from the attention given
sites in the bigger places."
As she was already seeking to enter the
house, Rutilius went with her, and
they found an old couple far advanced in age residing there, who
were nevertheless happy to conduct their unexpected
visitors through the two rooms of the
little house.
It was nothing more than a
place where the poorest of society dwelt,
Rutilius observed. How could the
Lord
God allow his Son to reside in such
a place as this?"
Egeria seemed to discern his thoughts.
She said to him, "You may think this
a mean hovel, unfit for a glorious
Messiah and Christus, Governor. But he was born in
a stable, which is a type of our
human hearts, and as Immanuel, his
name, thought it not beneath him to
reside in human flesh, he also
sought to share our human condition,
even the poverty of the poor and
oppressed. Praise to him!"
Rutilius felt checked, even humbled,
by her remarks. No Roman Emperor or
ruler would ever do this, demean his glory
as to share the human condition of
poor, abject people under their
rule. Why should Christus do such
a thing?"
He asked her.
He was told, "As I said,
his name is Immanuel,
announced at his birth,
which means, 'God with us.'
God sent His Son to
become one of us, to
share our common woes and
infirmities, so that he could
be our High Priest in heavenly
places, and, not only that, know and feel
our inmost thoughts and
feelings in our hearts and minds and our frail
flesh, so that he might
officiate before the Majesty
of the heavenly Father as our most powerful
intercessor."
Rutilius's head was spinning.
What god of Roma and Grecia
would do such things? It was all
unthinkable. But
Christus evidently had
done much of what Egeria described. He was staggered
by the very thought.
What was God if he
stooped to the very level
of humanity like this, and not
only that, submitted to
a Roman stake and
suffered agonies and
died for mankind?
Beside such a God,
such an Immanuel and Christus,
the gods of Roma and
Grecia and this God of the
Christians were
total opposites!
They held contempt for common
people--and would never
come down to their level.
How could he be sure
there existed such
a God as this?
His people, his
ancient progenitors,
knew nothing about such
a God. Their gods--his gods
still--did not read
men's inmost thoughts,
and so they were free to
think what they liked,
feel what they liked,
about the gods, while
offering them gifts
at the Temple and
engaging in the various
rituals in order to get
the gods' favor for
a certain advantage
sought. But if
there existed this
God who saw into human
hearts, sought to
even reign there
as Lord, everything
was turned upside down!
Everything!"
Truly, it was too much
for a man to grasp in
only a few moments. He leaned
against the door lintel,
unaware of the world around,
he was so overwhelmed
by the magnitude of
these revelations--if that
was what they were--
concerning Deity, namely
Christus the Son and his
Heavenly Father.
He grew aware, however,
that voices were calling to
him to return
to the world of sense.
He struggled to regain
mastery of his
thoughts and feelings,
though cast in
such disarray he
wondered if he had
gone mad.
It was Lady Egeria
speaking to him. "Governor,
if you have had sufficient
time here to meditate on
the presence of
the Lord so
strong in this
house--"
Then it struck him.
The "Presence of the Lord--
so strong in this house"?
Yes! That was it.
He felt the same here as
he had in Eusebius's
quarters, back in the
cave he had made his
home and scholarly study.
Yet when he recognized
this, something in him
fought back. It refused
to be mastered so easily.
He summoned all his will
and tore himself away
from the place--and only
when he was outside,
with Hyacinthus
by his side, did he feel
he was free--or at least
free of the
overwhelming sense
of Christus's presence.
Not that it was
odious or a terrible
thing--it was just
too strong for him to
maintain his Roman
balance and control,
and so he fought it as
fiercely as he would
a barbarian attacking
him.
Egeria and her party,
seeing that he was
now in the street,
continued
the tour of the city
and its places
held sacred to
Christus.
But afterwards, when
he thought about it,
he could not recall what
they were exactly.
He had the vaguest
recollections of
various places and
things she showed him
and spoke to him about--
for nothing really mattered
to him after feiueling
the presence of Christus
in the cave-dwelling of
Eusebius and
shortly afterwards, the
house where the child
Christus had resided
for a year or so before the
family removed to
Nazareth in Galilee.
While viewing the last site of the tour
for that day, Lady Egeria
turned to him.
"I hope we have been of some
small service to you this day,
Governor! Would you be stopping
here in the town? We have
been offered quarters at
the houses attached to the
monastery, and as for the
monks, they will gladly
give you a good chamber there,
the best they have for their guests.
It is late in the day, would you
consider doing them the honor
of abiding with them tonight?
You may stay as long as you wish too.
I know that our host is most
hospitable and what he has is
yours."
Rutilius glanced at Hyacinthus,
and thought quickly, but
was resolved not to remain if
he might still make
Aelia Capitolena by
nightfall. It lay, after all,
only five miles
distant.
He smiled and shook his head.
"I must decline, for I am
anxious to reach
Aelia Capitolena by tonight,
Lady Egeria. I had some other
questions for the
holy man--"
"Oh?" Egeria interposed. "And
what might they be? I can
ask him for you--and send his
reply by courier."
Rutilius wondered for a moment
if he ought to entrust
his question to a woman, whom
was unknown to him before
this day, but she had proven
her character in the confrontation
with their would-be assailants,
had she not?
"You may ask him one
thing for me. Did Christus
rise from the grave by
his power. So far, I have
seen, and felt,
provocative things. But
proofs? I still must have
proof to believe
that he is whom
his followers say he is."
Egeria studied him for a moment,
then inclined her head
to him and walked away, her
companions following her.
Rutilius stood watching
her go, and
thought how on this one
thing everything
was hinged. The door
swung open so far
to the favorable regarding
Christus, but he must not
be overly swayed by his
personal feelings and
the influences of the
particular sites
frequented by
Christus in his natal city--
but if there had been no
resurrection, if
there was no certain proof
available, then
the whole edifice of
belief in Christus
fell apart and collapsed.
And for those
proofs, he thought
no better place to go than
Aelia Capitolena,
where Christus had died
and, reputedly, rose
from the dead.
Rutilius looked around with
distaste at the
dismal, poor streets and
dwellings, and the mostly barren
hillocks that rose round the
little, unwalled town, with
evident relief,
"Let us go hire horses,"
he said to Hyacinthus. "We must
make good time, as it is soon
growing dusk in these
wretched hills and
I do not wish to spend
the night here."
Hyacinthus hurried away
to the nearest stables
where there might be
horses.
And
Rutilius had good reason
not to tarry there, he thought,
keeping a keen eye out
on the occasional
passer-by.
He had not yet
identified his
would-be assailants.
Whoever had sent them
to detain him, or even
attack him, might well be known
by the Praetorian Guard
commander of
Aelia Capitolena. Surely,
he would be in receipt of
information about
such a large band. There
had to be forty, maybe fifty
fully-armed soldiers. They looked
to be
Thracians, or Germans,
being so tall and fair of
skin, and long of head.
Of course, the legions
employed German auxiliaries
by the hunreds and thousands,
but he sensed these were
not of that sort, they
were accompanied by no
regular centurians of
Roma's. And they
carried no banners identifying
the legion to which they were
attached. No, this was
an independent band, sent by
an enemy authority that Roma did not
sanction. That made them
particularly dangerous,
and he determined to inform
the Emperor in Nova Roma
once he was clear of the
area altogether. While
he was still there, however,
the best he could do was
take guards from the
garrison in Aelia Capitolena
if he felt that was the only
way he could manage while
in the city.
It took Hyacinthus little
time to find what
was needed, and
he came with two horses,
while riding one of them.
Behind him, a donkey
held a rider, a small boy
of about twelve years of age.
"Will these two do, sire?"
he asked, holding out
the reins to Rutilius
of the second horse.
The stableman took
the money you gave me
for the two we need
as far as the city,
and for a small price
is sending a boy along with
us to return our mounts
if we do not choose
to buy them."
Rutilius looked
led the mare to
some steps, and
from them mounted
her. "No, I don't think
they will do to buy
them--but they will be
good enough to get us
to the city at least,
and then the boy can
take them back."
He was glad, though,
of the boy's presence
with them, as
it increased their
party's size,
and he would serve
to be a witness of
whatever happened to
them, if things did not
go well.
As they started
out of the town, he called to the boy
in Latin and got no response.
He tried
Greek, which was
much more common
in the area. This
time he got a reaction
to:
"What is your name?"
The boy looked surprised,
but he stammered,
"Gamiliah."
"And your father's?"
"Izak ben-Nahan."
Rutilius pressed him
no further, as he
knew the boy naturally feared to answer to
a rich pagan and
a foreigner too.
But as they left the
town behind, he did
have one instruction for
Gamilial.
"You, keep a sharp eye out
for robbers--you
should know where
they like to
hide and then
leap out on
travelers like us.
We depend on you
to get us safely to
the city!"
When he said that,
he watched the boy's
expression, and thought
he could tell the boy
knew well what he was
talking about, as
he suddenly tensed and
started looking about
more.
Not that there were
many people on the road
at that hour or
laboring in the
fields or few,
scattered bits of
vineyards or
comleting various
tasks in
farmyards. Most
of the travellers
had either camped
hard by Bethlehem,
or lodged in the
town, or had already
reached Aelia Capitolena.
They were latecomers,
but still Rutilius
was sure they could
make it there
before nightfall
and the closure of
the gates--that is,
if nothing untoward
happened.
Presently, Rutilius
became aware of
a large body of travelers
gaining on them from
the rear. He hesitated.
Should he stop and
allow them to pass
them. If so, they would
meet on the open but
otherwise vacant road.
Was that wise?
But they were
moving faster,
and he did not think
the poor mare and
the older horse that
Hyacinthus rode
would bear trotting
the rest of the way
to Aelia Capitolena.
What to do?
He looked back, and saw
the travellers were
about twenty in number,
and were on camels,
which gave them
speed that surpassed
any he could muster.
Should he strike off
across the countryside,
and leave the road?
But if these
men were pursuing him,
they could
just as easily
catch him in the
rough country as on
the well-paved Roman
road.
He spoke to Hyacinthus.
"What do you make of
them?"
Hyacinthus had been
aware of them too,
and yet he could not
decide. "I am praying,
sire, for your protection."
"Praying for my protection!"
thought Rutilius. "That is,
I suppose, all a
a monk and a secretary without
sword can do for us!"
Rutilius glanced at
Gamaliah, and saw he indeed
very afraid and was wanting
to hurry his donkey forward
faster by jabbing it hard
with his heels.
For a Roman, though,
despite the seeming likelihood
of imminent death,
there was no question that
he ought first to show
no fear. So
he continued riding
as he had, as if
nothing averse was
happening.
They were soon
overtaken.
The
leading camels
passed them, however,
on either side of
the road, while
the ones behind
slowed and
kept pace
behind at the
rear. In this way
Rutilius found they
were effectively
surrounded, yet
there was no
sign they were
trying to stop him.
It was the strangest
thing he had ever seen,
but he kept going,
while gripping his
sword with one hand,
ready to defend himself
if put to it.
In this way they
continued, and
before long Rutilius
glimpsed towers
and then walls of a
city uphead--Aeilia
Capitolena!
And still the
strangers who had
joined him
had made no
hostile move!
What could they
be intending?
Just then the
lead camels
dropped back,
and he proceeded
forward and
when he looked back
every single one
of the camels and
their riders
had vanished.
Astounded, he
drew up, and
peered all around.
It was dusk,
hard by nightfall,
when the shadowy
landscape can
play tricks, he knew,
on the eyes,
but here there
was barrenness,
hardly a stunted
tree or
thornbush broke
the stony
ground all around.
Where could they have
gone so quickly and
hidden themselves?
It was if they had
all fallen into a
pit and the ground
had closed over them!
He struck his mount
with his hand and
urged her forward.
Whatever explanation
could be had, it was
not handy at the moment,
so he pressed on toward
the city in the remaining
feeble light.
They passed through the
gates just in time as the
gatemen were engaged in
drawing the doors close for the
night, allowing some sheep and
shepherds to exit just as
Rutilius, Hyacinthus, and
the stableboy entered.
"Were you late in setting out from
Samaria?"
"Why, no, we came from Bethlehem,
just a few miles away, only
we had a late start due to
many things to see there."
The sergeant gave him a
queer look. "What? Why then
did you come round to the Northern
Gate if you fared, as you said,
from that wretched little Judean desert town?"
Now Rutilius was confounded.
"Is this the Northern Gate? I thought
we were entering the gate on the South."
The sergeant shook his head
and gave looked all the more
suspiciously at them.
"Oh, did you now! How can I
believe such a tale? If you
truly came from the south,
you would have had to enter
the Southern Gate! Why then did
you go all the way round to
enter my gate? Do you think you
can be turned away from one gate
because of some trouble of yours,
and then go through my gate
easily and without
scrutiny? Is that it?
What is it you are
trying to get round--are you
Jews atempting to sneak in? Jews aren't permitted
in this city! You can be flogged for
this offense!"
Rutilius could not believe
what he was hearing. How in the world
had he and Hyacinthus and the
boy and their mounts been transported
without their knowing to the
opposite gate of the city?
He wondered if he was
going mad. What with their
strange encounter with the
camel train, which vanished
just as mysteriously as it had appeared, then
this mixup over the gates,
he did not know what to think.
The sergeant turned away and gave orders
for the gates to be drawn and bolted, and while this
was being done he turned back to Rutilius, with
all the resulting screeching of hinges and
the crashing of bolts.
"And what might your business
be here in the city? And why do you
come in so late?" the sergeant
challenged them. "If you don't answer
satisfactorily, I shall send
my man here to the opposite gate
to find out just exactly why you
were turned away--for that is
what I suspect!"
Rutilius decided to
put away his own misgivings
for the moment and dismounted. He
showed the sergeant his imperial legate's medallion given him by
Emperor Honorius and
an imperial scroll with the imperial seal he had in Hyacinthus's keeping,
which had an immediate effect on
the sergeant and his soldiers.
"You are mistaken, I was not turned away, sergeant. It is as
I have told you. This is the
first gate we have sought to enter. And since I have come on business I will only
disclose to the Prefect of the Colonia and the
Garrison! Take me to him at once. As for
my servant, he is to attend me,
as he is my secretary. The boy Gamaliah
is returning these mounts to Bethlehem,
in the morning. Let
him go in peace, sergeant. Since you
have a stable, let him rest there
for the night, and give him food
and drink, with some blankets, and provender also for his
beasts. I will give you payment for it."
"No, sir, you need pay nothing. You are our most welcome guest! We will take good care
of the boy!" the sergeant responded.
The officer of the gate came out
from the guardpost,
spoke briefly with the sergeant, and
then came and saluted Rutilius most respectfully.
"It is my pleasure to
welcome you to the city, sir! I am Marcus Farcus Ausonius, and my men are at your service! Sorry, for the
misunderstanding. Sergeant Caninus thought you were
but a common wayfarer, come at a suspicious late hour.
I will escort you personally
to the Commander. Please, this way to
my chariot."
The gate officer proudly
commented on the main features along the route
as they proceeded, most of which had been constructed
by Hadrianus during his reign, but which had been embellished
with huge churches and many smaller shrines for pilgrims by Constantinus I and his now much revered, saintly step-mother, Queen Helena,
the chief of which was the Holy Sepulchre Church marking the tomb of Christus.
The officer turned from the cardo to a side street, however.
They passed through an arched gate, and entered
the Prefect's palace compound.
News of his coming had already reached the
palace and the commander by a gate guard on
horseback, Rutilius found. The commander himself
stepped out into the grand entrance porch
of the palace to personally greet and welcome him.
"We are most pleased to
welcome you, Legate! I hear you are
here on some business for
the Emperor in the West. What we
have here is at your disposal!
Please come with me, I will show
you to your rooms at once, so you
may refresh yourself.
Rutilius found the words of the
Prefect were equal to
what he could produce. He was given
a lavish, many-roomed apartment all for his
own use as long as he wished to stay,
and many servants, men and women, to attend him, and
his own private baths and terrace and
garden. In such a setting he could
relax as a civilized man and Roman,
and forget all the cares of the
world. But this was not
his intention in the least,
of course! He had only one
reason to visit Jerusalem, he
must milk the city of
all the remaining greatest proofs it might
still contain that would
support the case of
Christus and his
exceptional divinity as
"Son of God."
Could he divulge this
to the commanding Prefect?
It seemed far too
risky a thing, if the
Prefect let this
plan of his out to
others, and it spread
afar. For Honorius's
enemies to learn how anxious
he was to settle this
question might
unsettle his throne
ultimately--and it
was already shaky, to
say the least!
And they would
interpret this
inquiry by the
young Emperor as
a further sign of
his weakness and
unformed
mind--which would
be cause to
lead them to think
he
should be
put out of the way
and a stronger
man set in his place.
The following day,
at dinner, of course
the matter of his
coming came up for
discussion.
Rather than cause
undue confusion or
suspicion, Rutilius
faced the question that
was on the Prefect's mind and
answered it before it
could be asked.
"You see I have brought
my personal secretary,
Hyacinthus, with me,
as my purpose here is to
review the archives and
libraries the city may
afford me."
"Oh, are you
a scholar, Governor,
pursuing the works
of the learned authorites
along with your other
duties to your
emperor? I am afraid
the main libraries were
lost in the revolt
of Jews in the time
of Vespasianus and Titus,
but we have a few resources
gathered since then that
may be of interest to you."
"Yes, I would like to see them
as soon as I can. They may
give me some information about
the Jewish Revolt and
also the one after
in the time of Hadrianus.
Perhaps he left records
here of it."
"Yes, I believe he did,"
replied the Prefect. "But is that
all you wish to do here? We
have other things of
interest to travelers,
the various edifices and
temples, for instance,
built since
the restoration of the
city."
Well, if I find I have time
for them, I shall be happy
to see them too. But
first I should like to review
any books you have. If you will
point me to their locations,
I can begin at once tomorrow
morning. I should like
an escort at attend me."
The Prefect rose and bowed.
"Anything you want, Governor,
is at your disposal. Certainly,
I shall furnish you
an escort. One never knows
about these Jews, Governor!
We tried for a long time to
keep them out, but now they are
back, somehow or other--and
they have so mingled with
the citizenry that you cannot
tell which is Roman or Greek and which
is Jewish."
The Prefect sighed as he looked out over the city. "It comes with
the territory, I'm afraid! This
mountain city, despite its rather poor prospects for
producing wealth and culture,
has always attracted so many unruly
races and tribes--you really cannot
control that--they will come, to
barter or do business, to
live, or maybe even to do us
some kind of mischief--it really
can't be helped. We always have to
be on guard. You see what happened
in past times when we were
too lenient. It took the full
might of our legions to put down
their insurrections, all centered
in this city. Since it was
rebuilt as the Roman city you see
today, it has been quiet, but
the Jewish population grows, I
am informed, and that concerns me.
With favor shown them, they are bound
to take advantage of our relaxed
leash."
The Prefect looked about him
and the servants attending them.
Then he turned back to Rutilius.
"We have even in the
servant staff of this palace
some Jews--though they will not
divulge it, except under torture."
"Must they be excluded from
the city now? Surely the
fighting spirit of the Jews of
former generations has been
tempered by their sufferings
due to ill-advised revolts.
Surely, they see by now that
Roman rule is here to stay."
The Prefect shook his head.
"Oh, they see we are here,
but they will never, never
be resigned to it. Once their
numbers grow strong enough in
their calculation, they
will attempt to overthrow us--
it is in their nature, which
they cannot change. Nor
can the gods change them! They
follow their own god, and none other,
and that is their chief problem--
that strange god of theirs! If
they followed Christus, why,
they'd be meek as lambs! Now I am
not a Christian, but I can say this,
having observed the many Christians
in this city. But the Jews, why,
they refuse Christus, as they
repudiate the idea that their
god could have a son.
By Jove,
they are a most damnable and
ungovernable
race, Governor! What is to be done
with them? Kill them all, send
the rest to the copper mines for
life? What?"
"But, Prefect,
you have already shown me
this is a Roman city--and
with many edifices too
built by Emperor Constantine
and his mother--all this is
not possible for
such a weakened people to overthrow.
They would have to destroy
the whole city, even if it
were possible for them to
defeat our legions and
seize the city."
The Prefect rose from his
couch and went to the
edge of the terrace and
looked down into the streets
and housetops of the
rebuilt city
beyond the palace wall.
Rutilius wondered, while the
Prefect turned away, if
he should retire, but the Prefect
settled that for
him. So far he thought the Prefect
had not divined anything of his
true quest from his statements,
and he wished to leave it at that
point if he could.
"But all this talk about
the Jews must be dull talk and most wearying to
you, Governor! And after your journey
here, no doubt you
would prefer to retire to your
own rooms where you have every
comfort provided we can
supply in this province. If you
have any further need of me,
I shall remain with you. I have
some entertainments provided you
here, some musicians and dancers and such
from
Aegyptus,
but only if you feel up
to them."
Rutilius rose, and saw Hyacinthus
also approach from the
edge of the triclinium.
Together they went
out, escorted by servants.
When they were
back in Rutilius's suite,
Rutilius sent the servants
out but kept Hyacinthus
close by for a private talk.
But in palaces the walls
had ears! He wondered how much he
could safely say
to Hyacinthus, being in
a place where there were
a hundred or more pairs of
listening ears and
perhaps unfriendly ones
at that place among the
servants, some perhaps stationed behind
walls with tubes
set in them for
hearing what was
being said in
adjacent rooms. That was
the way it was in the imperial
palace at Ravenna, so why should it be
any different here? After all,
a ruler had to know what his
subjects were thinking and doing
if he was to maintain control
of the unruly elements and
stop plotters in their tracks.
Fortunately,
there was the large outdoor terrace
and roof garden attached to
his suite of rooms, and
though the wind out there was
brisk, it would serve
as a place to
talk more discreetly.
Taking his servant, he gave Hyacinthus
instructions for the following
day as they stood
far enough from the
palace to keep
their words from
being overheard.
"Hyachinthus, here is
my plan. I want you to search out
and bring to me only the
books dealing with
the Christus, and I
do not care who the
author might be. Any
report at all will be
useful. Though
the Prefect thinks
I have only a scholarly
interest in the
revoluts, I am not
interested in the Jewish
revolts as such, unless
Christus is mentioned. If
Titus or Flavius Alexander or
any such person mentions Christus
in those reports, I want to
see it, that's all. We all know
what took place then, it is
well documented. Rather, I think there
must be accounts here surviving
since the time of
Augustus Caesar, not just
from the reigns
of emperors after him,
copies of messages
and
reports sent directly
from here to Roma,
sent by various
legates, procurators,
and governors, and
even some generals."
He paused to take a look
around at the garden shrubbery set
in massive pots,
and eyed the various statuary--one
couldn't be too careful about
spies lurking
in such places! Assured
it was still safe to talk, he continued: "The
huge
libraries
of both Jewish kings and
Romans were mostly
destroyed when the city
was taken and burnt and
leveled by Titus, we know,
but some parts of them might have
escaped the conflagration,
if they had been seized
in time. We know Titus
was a young cultivated man who affected
poetry and scholarship
just as Nero did,
so he might well have
secured some of these
books in the
palaces he was sacking. After all,
it was part of the loot, and he was
entitled to it, as the city's conqueror
in his father's name.
I doubt if anyone has
ever searched such
surviving accounts out.
They didn't even think
of it, presuming they
had all been destroyed.
Now if Titus failed to
secure all of these accounts,
and some remained behind
him here when he
returned to Roma to
be celebrated in a triumph
alongside his father,
we will not be disappointed!
I have a feeling
a city this old has
many secrets yet to be
revealed! Who knows
what the keepers of the
Temple treasures, for instance,
might have hidden away in
caves before Flavius Alexander,
Titus's general,
crushed the Temple's defenders
and took the sanctuary.
It could
be in those accounts we
shall find
exactly what our Emperor
is seeking! As for the
treasures of gold and silver,
well, they may remain
hidden forever if their
locations were known only
to men who have
perished in the
slaughters following
the taking of the Temple
and city. But for us,
we shall be more than
recompensed by
such accounts as I have
described."
Rutilius eyed Hyacinthus
keenly. Well,
that is my aim.
Is it understood?"
Hyacinthus nodded. "I
shall find them, master,
if they are here."
"Good! We shall start early
on the morrow, beginning with
the palace library. From there
we will go to the Antonio Fortress,
and thence to the main
edifices, and in one or more of
those places I believe we will
find something that will
be very useful about Christus.
The commander here has
promised to give us entry
to the entire city, so we shall
not be impeded in any way, unless
we are lied to, and I think I can
tell a man is lying by now and
doing whatever he can to
put us off."
Rutilius ordered a scanty meal,
as he wanted to waste no time when
he had more important things to do with
the day.
Soon the Prefect, informed of their
rising, appeared, and he called guards
and they were escorted to the palace library.
There Rutilus thanked the commander, then ordered the escorting guards and attendants to retire
to the hallway, so he and Hyacinthus could
work privately. The Prefect, seeing
his duty done and that his guests had no
further need of him, also withdrew to his
own private quarters.
Rutilius sat down and watched as
Hyacinthus went at the
scrolls first, as they were
older, generally, than the now more desirable vellum-bound
manuscripts.
Combing through the scrolls, he
selected only those he thought might
suit his master's quest.
He could hardly believe what he was
handling. Such accounts were inflammatory, and
if known to exist, would be
burned by the authorities in both
Roma and Aelia Capitolena! How could
they allow such things to come to light,
either re-published or
proclaimed publicly--they were
far too dangerous and incendiary
to be allowed that chance. Dust
covered them. Not a fingerprint on them
until Hyacinthus touched them and drew
the scrolls or books out of their
cases. Obviously, Titus had never
bothered to look at them, not even
a brief glance had he given them--
being urged to return to Roma and
his father's Triumph
the moment he and his butcher of a general
Flavius Alexander had wrapped things
up sufficiently in Jerusalem.
Seized by soldiers from
libraries of palaces, even while they
were being looted and burned,
palaces that belonged to
the Temples' leading
families and chief priests as well
as the procurators' own
archives and booty chests,
these accounts were
jumbled in amidst
all sorts of
unorganized
manuscripts, army reports,
letters, memoranda, from all
kinds of
official and private sources--
Herodian kings, Jewish princesses, various
Roman authorities high and low grade,
Syrian governors, rebel leaders,
ambassadors of various
kingdoms and free cities,
spies, religious leaders,
chief priests, leading rabbis,
tradesmen, wealthy aristocrats,
emperors, priest,
literary men, philosophers,
field commanders,
leaders of various armed, fighting
Jewish factions and
parties.
In this great mass he saw he could find out exactly
what Roma's generals
and Roma's enemies in
the city were thinking and
doing in public and in private--it was priceless
material, a multitudinous
record that had inadvertently
survived from those
catastrophes and all the
fires and pillage that
completely destroyed the
city as it used to be, thanks
first to Titus's order to
preserve what still could be
preserved from the
city's best things (which had
survived the Jewish factions'
own ransackings of Roman
and Herodian palaces), and
also Hadrianus's reign
a number of accounts he had
left behind and forgotten in the city
after his vast rebuilding
projects were mainly
completed. Perhaps, they had
been gathered to be
forwarded to Roma's
archives, but they never
made it there. More important
events intervened, and the
accounts were forgotten,
a mass of
unassorted items
that required much
going through and sifting
out the dross from the
silver--
the very task
he had set for himself and
Hyacinthus!
Reading furiously fast and memorizing as he read,
Rutilius digested one after the other,
tossing them over to Hyacinthus as he
finished each of them. He knew it was
hardly worthwhile trying to get them
out of Palaestina, or even Aelia Capitolena,
as when he reached Ravenna or Roma,
their contents might come to the
attention of someone highly
placed who might see the truly
inflammatory nature of them--if
they were ever re-published or
made known publicly.
It was all so exciting,
handling and reading these highly sensitive
and forbidden documents of state,
documents that the government
in times of turmoil and great
civil unrest had
failed to appraise and then
suppress,
that he scarcely noticed the
passing of time. Servants came in
with covered dishes at one point,
set a table for them, then retired
when he showed no intention of
touching them. Later, they returned
and fetched them away, even while
venturing inquiring glances at
the two men who showed no
signs they cared for such things
as food and drink.
But finally, with his neck aching
unbearably, and the
muscles in his arms and shoulders
beginning to cramp from being
held in much the same positions
for hours as he read,
Rutilius broke off his reading,
and turned to Hyacinthus.
"Oh! Let's stop for a
time. Do you have some bread and cheese
at least? A bit of watered
wine too would help get it down,
for surely it has gone a bit dry in your
bag, and we need not choke it down."
Hyacinthus let down a huge armful of
dusty scrolls on a table,
and dug into his scribal
carry-all, and after
brushing his hands off from
the thick dust from the
manuscripts,
handed Rutilius
the cheese and bread
he had wrapped with a
napkin, saved from the
scanty breakfast in the
early morning.
Rutilius took half and
handed it back. "Now eat, lad!
Do not wait upon me to finish
before you start.
You must
revive your strength
before me,
as we have some
ways to go yet
on these papers and books.
There are still some
unresolved questions
on my mind. Later,
we can resume life as
normal men."
He watched Hyacinthus, though
reluctant to begin before his master, quickly
consume his share and sip
a little of the watered
wine from a small
jug that carried little silver cups
on a string, and he too
ate, and
then they
returned to their
labors for the rest of
the afternoon.
It was deliberate
how they handled the
manuscripts, making no
attempt to keep
the ones of
particular interest to
Rutilius separate
from the
ones that were
merely humdrum rubbish
or known
literary or philosophical works.
Titus, then Hadrianus following
up, had swept
the Jewish capital clean of
all Jewishness. They remade
it from a clean slate
into a model Roman city
of some pretentiousness
with its rather two imposing, pillared
and curtained
cardos crossing the city
to connect the principal
gates at opposite sides. Then the Christians
under Constantinus I
had joined to these efforts
their own,
erecting the big
edifices, churches
and saints shrines and
such, that in many cases
entailed the taking down
of pagan edifices that
Hadrianus had reared to his
own glory. Of course,
that did not make the city
entirely Christian either.
With so much
built already by Hadrianus, it remained half pagan, half
Christian, and
was neither fish nor fowl.
In any case, it was
no longer Jewish, which
was Hadrianus's principal aim
in all he did in Judaea.
Erasing Jewishness was the one
certain thing about
all the reconstruction
of the last centuries since
the Revolts. Not that
the rebuilding was over.
Much remained to be finished.
Just one last supporting wall alone
for the planned colossal
temple complex
on the former Jewish temple
mount, where now a temple stood
with golden images exalting
the deities of Hadrianus
and his lover Antinous--remained the
biggest building project
to be seen in the East
after the building of Constantinus's
City, Nova Roma. Whether
it would ever be finished and
the temples constructed, remained
to be seen--as later emperors
grew more concerned about
themselves and various
barbarian threats and less likely
to pour money from their treasuries
into a dead Hadrianus's pet
projects that honored only
him and Antinous.
If not for these
"secret" accounts, he
might not have been able to
find out a thing
in rebuilt city concerning
Christus--everything
from his time would have
been wiped out, either by
Titus and
Flavius Alexander, or
by the follow-up
constructions of
Hadrianus, and Constantinus I
with his step-mother Queen Helena.
If anyone should
examine these books and scrolls
afterwards, they would have to
dig hard to find them! They would
be buried in admidst the rubbish
of the greater mass of old
books, papers and scrolls.
Just to make it harder for
spies, sent by whomever
had an interest in what interested
him most, he fingered a number of
books, papers, and scrolls,
as if he had read them.
"That will confuse them!"
he thought. "They will
think I am interested in
such subjects too, and
miss the others, perhaps,
when they give up in disgust
after hours of search in
all these collections.
When he saw
they had finished
what was available in
the Prefect's palace,
and it was
most impressive and
productive a
hoard,
Rutilius rose,
rubbing his arms.
He nearly staggered as
he took a few steps
and crunched a few
manuscripts underfoot.
Hyacinthus too
was very pale in the face, and
Rutilius saw the smudges of
sweat and dust on the
youth's face and arms, and how his
hands were actually black
with soot and dust from
handling so many
manuscripts that had,
many of them,
been wrenched out at the very
last chance from
already burning palaces
and still smelled
of those long-ago fires.
"We must stink of
all these old books! It is time to wash it all off!
To the baths at once
for the both of us!
They will revive
the body like nothing else can!" Rutilius
said. "And
have some food and drink brought
to the
baths, not later to
my quarters. I wish
to think about what
I have read, not
attend any formal
dinner and make
polite talk tonight.
Tell any servant
sent to fetch us,
that I am
weary and will retire
early."
"Behold the Man!" was one of the imperative declarations.
He hoped to forget about "Behold, the Man," which
he recalled had to do with Pilatus Pontius's
statement at his tribunal, called to
decide the case of Christus who had been
brought back to stand before him by his soldiers, after a
courtesy sort of trial by King Herod who
didn't want to do anything more than
let his guards rough him up a bit. Thinking that
a scourging of lashes with
a whip corded with glass and metal,
an ordeal that reduced a man's skin to
mere tatters and even exposed his vital organs, would satisfy the Jewish
mob that had come demanding
the death penalty for Christus,
Pilatus had him scourged. Now why had
he been tormented by such
a statement, out of the hundreds of others
he had read? That was what bothered him even as
he stepped down into the shocking cold water of his
marble bath. Hadn't he decided the matter for himself,
that Christus was, if divine, just another divinity?
To accept that he was the only God, well, that was
to upset the whole cart! It would have created an
administrative nightmare, as well as a theological
crisis for the cult of emperor worship. Even Constantinus had not
dared to go quite that far--reserving the Sun God's attributes
for his own image set on pillars throughout
the realm all the while he reigned. Christian
believers could grumble at that, but he knew he must not to lose the allegiance of millions of his
subjects who remained loyal to the old gods of Roma and Grecia.
They too must be given some share of the realm, even if the
Christians and their Christus were dominant, thanks to his
decrees.
Climbing up out again of the water
after he couldn't stand it any longer, he felt his blood surge in his
shuddering body. He took a towel from the bath attendant, dried himself and
even with his teeth chattering
felt as if he was restored to life--
the cold bath had indeed revived him wonderfully. All the
weariness of his long journey, and the distasteful dust and
smokiness of the old manuscript and books he had studied--
washed away! He oiled himself and ran the
scraper over his limbs, to make sure no dirt remained, then
rubbed himself with fresh towels, and he was done.
Nothing like a cold bath to restore vitality! the old
Romans
said. And they were right!
The only thing he didn't like was
the scar on his arm--which looked
like an untreated war wound. Fortunately,
it had healed up, though the skin would
never grow back decently as it was because of
the big scar. In fact, it had a rough,
cross-like shape--very unpleasant to
see. To cover it he wore a wide gold
arm band.
Dressed, he
went and was led to sit at a small table
set out by the windows where the
morning sun struck first, and
then he called for Hyacinthus
to join him for breakfast.
Now where where they to search next? Rutilius
wondered while they were
eating. He thought on calling the Prefect,
but since it was earlier than
the normal palace hours for
outings, he decided to
go alone, with just Hyacinthus,
and begin at the former temple mount which
was not far off. It was only a
climb up the hundred or so marble
steps Hadrianus had laid, along which
he had set marble lions and various
sculptures he had gathered from various
parts of the empire on his tour.
Leaving word to garison's highest ranking officer
to inform the Prefect when he arose where
they could be found,
he departed with Hyacinthus,
assured that the early hour was
protection enough and that any
would-be assassins were probably still be
sleeping.
Occupying only a fraction of the vast temple mount platform, its imperial cult status protecting it from
being Christianized, Rutilius noticed the obvious contempt the city's
numerous
Christians had for a place devoted to the long-dead, deified emperor. Hadrianus had clearly intended the
temple and its grounds, nevertheless, to be the splendid centerpiece of the
new city named after his family. If only he could see
what became of it under succeeding Christian rulers! Rutilius thought as he and Hyacinthus climbed
the grand staircase to the temple itself. From there they
could take the view. As he did,
he could see the whole pavement round about, and that it was in
sad shape, being used mostly to serve as dumping ground for broken
crockery and household garbage. What shrubs and grass the sheep
and goats hadn't got, thieves had dug out and taken away.
Inside, Rutilius found only a few
attendant priests about at that hour, who were eager enough to show him the temple's books when he explained what he had come to see, but a
first glance at the shelves
he found disappointing for so large and grand a place. They weren't on the subjects
he wanted, being texts of the most absurd Aegyptian temple lore about
hippopotamus gods and how to "feed" their images correctly, so while waiting for
his escort to arrive he wandered about the premises,
curious to see what Hadrianus thought was worth spending
so much of Roma's money on. It was
a strange place, he found, and he felt odd in it--a whole temple devoted
to a man's strange and unnatural love for a
handsome boy of some royal Greek bloodline that he
had met in Grecia. The decadence of that obsession was
so distasteful, and not at all dignified behavior in a world ruler, Rutilius
thought. Yet the cult of Antinous, with the sanction and largess of his imperial patron,
spread far and wide in a short time, and hundreds of temples
were built all over the empire. Was it not all extravagant, emotional madness and folly? Rutilius thought. Why should he or anyone else
try to make it appear respectable, when it was anything but the kind?
"Good!" he said to them. "I want to
see next the Temple of Venus Hadrianus built during his reign, which
is said to be the Christian edifice of the
Tomb of Christus now. Do you know the place?"
They led him there on foot, for it wasn't far, and he found it was
much changed from Hadrianus's time, for
the goddess Venus and many various statues of her young lovers had long been removed by the order of Queen Helena. The building housing
them was also razed and a new edifice erected. A Christian altar
was installed, and mosaics laid that covered up the ones
of pagan scenes
Hadrianus had favored. As for the
tomb, the monks he talked to were not that sure of the exact place.
"The emperor did all he could to destroy the holy tomb," the abbot of
the monks in charge informed him. "He first
leveled it, then covered the site with huge blocks of stone,
newly cut from the Jerusalem quarries Herod had utilized, and over that built the platform for the temple devoted to his favorite
harlot goddess Venus. This he did to pollute the
site forever with his pagan deities and thus keep it from ever being revered by us. But St. Helena overturned this intent of his completely, as you see."
Rutilius felt ashamed hearing this account coming from a Christian,
as it was different reading it in many books and then hearing
it said by a believer in Christus, who was evidently hurt and dismayed by
the Hadrianus's action in covering up where his Lord's body had
lain for three days.
"I am sorry to hear this," Rutilius replied.
The priest looked at him astonished.
"Why, sire? You too are a believer in
the Lord?"
Rutilius shook his head. "No, I and my family hold to the
old worship of Roma and their traditions and piety, but
the emperor, if I must say so,
acted most undignified and disgracefully. What did he have
to hide here anyway?--a poor but learned, good man
from the countyside
who was the hope of his people,
persecuted and hounded to death,
crucified by our legionairies as a criminal--it
is all so unbecoming to a
man wearing imperial purple! I should
hope we have changed since that
time and grown in clemency and
humane feeling! I see no reason why my
gods and faith cannot live peacefully alongside
yours. After all, what harm could there be in
your Christus, the son of a carpenter who preached
peace and goodwill and love for one's neighbor?
He fits entirely within the spirit of the Roman ideal that
governs our empire."
The priest gazed at him sadly. "If you
say so, sire, I would hope
you would know, he is still our hope today,
since men have not changed,
nor have emperors. As long as
there are these two opinions, how can there
be peace? One or the other is bound to feel
set a disadvantage."
Rutilius was now grown very uncomfortable. He
glanced at the soldiers looking on and
listening. What would they think of such
seditious talk? And wouldn't they report
it directly to the Prefect, who seemed
not so tolerant of Christians, despite
all the edifices constructed by
St. Helena?
"Well, priest, you're entitled
under Constantinus's laws to
your hope, and I to mine. We must leave
it at that, and don't we all pray
for our leaders, as our sacred civic duty
bids us as citizens? Let us then
leave them with the gods!"
Farewell."
He turned to go, thinking
his statement would
amend any damage done, but
still not sure--you could never tell
what his enemies would make of
such an exchange.
"Wait, sire!"
Rutilius, surprised,
turned back around.
The priest came
and handed him a simple
thing he wasn't sure
of, but it was the emblem
of a phoenix and
a rising sun.
"What is this?" Rutilius
asked, not sure how to take it.
The priest and his
helpers smiled. "It is something
we give all visitors to this
place, to remind them of it,
that our Lord arose here from
the grave, just as he
said he would! May He return
soon!"
Rutilius's hand clenched
round the emblem of the
Resurrection, and it seemed
to burn and cut into
his flesh. He opened his hand, stared
at the emblem,
and when he did that everything he had
read and everything he
knew about life came togethe somehow, and were
resolved. The moment might have
been attended with a thunderclap,
the revelation of it all,
beyond reason, but nevertheless
supported by all the facts
available! There was no longer
the slightest confusion
or even doubt. "It is enough!"
he said. "Enough! Enough for
man, enough even for a frightened,
confused boy-emperor in far-off
Ravenna! He could
have shouted "Enough!" in fact in the grand
temple hall for all the world
to hear. Perhaps he did
raise his voice, and did shout it.
Then, when he dropped his hand
and handed the emblem back to the priest,
they wouldn't take it, so he
put it in the money pouch he carried in
the lining of his inner garment.
That was where he kept the emeralds
too, and the moment he added the
emblem of Christus, something extraordinary
happened. He felt flashes of flame and pain
where the pouch was located, and
he clapped his hand over the area,
trying to keep from groaning. The expression
on his face of surprise and discomfort
must have been plain, though he
strained to keep his face
expressionless.
But he just couldn't control or ignore
the commotion in the pouch
that had erupted the moment he
added the Christus emblem to
the emeralds! Neither
could everyone around him ignore
his own fidgeting and
groping at his money pouch
where he kept it. The monks
all stared at him.
Hyacinthus stared at him, and the
soldiers stared at him.
Had he gone mad? Rutilius was in no mood
to explain a word to
any of them. He just wanted to get
away, out of sight of everyone,
and remove the pouch and see
what was going on!
How could he do that with
dignity? Regardless of
his hasty withdrawal, he could
not stand being in this condition
a moment longer, so he
announced he and
Hyacinthus were
leaving at once!
With a curt nod to
the priest and monks, he departed,
the soldiers
marching with him,
stumbling as they
tried to keep
formation and military
decorum at such
a fast pace as Rutilius
kept up.
Rutilius felt as though
he could have run the
whole way, he wanted to
quit the city so much
and rip the pouch out of
his clothes.
He ran into the Prefect
who was going out just as
he was entering, and that
saved Rutilius
going to find him.
"I am leaving at once
for Caesarea Maritima,
Prefect! Can you spare
enough escort to see I
reach there safely? You
would know how many
I need."
Startled, the Prefect
nodded. "Why, yes, of course,
Governor! But really I had hoped
you would tarry here a few more days
at least. We have some nice things
to show you, some lovely pleasure spots
in the countryside
to enjoy--well, if you must go--"
"Yes, I must!" Rutilius said, trying
with all his might to keep from shouting.
"In fact, I am not returning to
my quarters. I have no time for that. Anything you might
find of mine there, send on
to Caesarea. I am not
to be detained by them now."
"Of course! I'll call the
horses and a chariot!"
Orders flew, and within
minutes the horses were
led out, and a chariot, and
some stores of food and water
and wine put onboard, and
the soldiers selected and
given orders. They too were
mounted and fully armed and
twenty in number, sufficent to
repel most any robber band.
Rutilius thanked the
Prefect briefly despite
the horrible state he was
now in, then
taking Hyacinthus
climbed into the four-horsed chariot
with their driver and
a guard.
Soon they were off down the
cardo leading to the
gate opening to the nearest
road to Caesarea.
The first moment he
could do so, he
tore the pouch out of
his garment's lining.
It felt red-hot to his
fingers, and
the cloth actually smoked
and was beginning to
blacken.
His skin felt scorched
where the pouch had lain,
and regardless of the
charioteer, who
was more concerned
with his job than the
strange fumbling movements
of his important passenger,
Rutilius emptied the pouch,
grabbed the emblem
from among the emeralds
and handed it to
Hyacinthus.
The moment he did that,
the emeralds cooled,
and no fire broke out.
He was able to pick them
up and put them back in
the bag, which he then
put with a bag of his
books and papers.
After that, Rutilius
collapsed on the
seat provided in the chariot,
his eyes closed as he
slowly revived,
while Hyacinthus
stood, his body shielding
Rutilius from sight
of the curious along
their route, though he
turned a number of times
to see how his master
was doing after exhibiting
such alarming
symptoms of
great distress in
his chest area.
"Some water, or wine," he rasped as his throat
went suddenly dry.
Hyacinthus gave him what he needed for his
thirst from the water jug, some of which Rutilius wet his
sleeve with so he might cool his face and brow.
The country breezes also helped considerably to cool
him down. As for his chest, he didn't dare look
now, as it might be so inflamed or burnt, from the
feeling it had given him.
Best ignore it for now! Rutilius thought,and
later get a doctor to tend to it. Hyacinthus, who had
shown himself so useful in so many ways, might even
have a idea what to do to soothe the area.
The whole trip down to Caesarea bored him, so he
paid scarcely any attention, and just rested the
whole way, though the chariot was not the most
comfortable transport even on the fairly even surface of
the road.
Three days later, after stops at
the best inns, they arrived at Caesarea.
Thoroughly Roman, though constructed by
Herod the Great who was Idumaean and half-Jewish, the city
boasted all the amenties and refinements of civilization.
Whatever could be had in Rome was here available,
sometimes cheaper, sometimes more expensive, but
still available. Baths, theaters, circuses, arenas,
cardos, shops, markets, fortresses, palaces,
good governance with a Judaean governor and plenty of legionaires to keep peace
and order.
Once it had housed the residences and synagogues of a
huge Jewish community, but they had all been either massacred or
driven out centuries before after the Jewish revolts had been smashed by
Vespasianus's legions. Consequently, it was not the
most lively market city it had been, but it was stately and
well-ordered and attractive to the remaining Romans and
various Eastern peoples who called it home. At least the public
parts he saw were impressive, and lately repaired or
built anew after the severe earthquake of a few years previous
that had nearly demolished the magnificent port Herod had
built to his patron Augustus's glory, of which the magnitude and decoration
of the marble, statue-lined piers and quays, lighthouses, sea-walls and jetties, etc, had
once astonished the world.
Rutilius was driven straight from the main road that ran
alongside the aqueduct that supplied the city
its water to the Prefect's palace. They passed
an arena that was packed with a crowd viewing
entertainments of wild beasts pitted against beasts--as the latest
Eastern Emperor frowned upon gladitorials and
the shedding of men's blood for amusement.
At the Prefect's palace, Rutilius entered
another world, the one cultivated by Roman arts and
luxuries and supreme power. The palace was the seat
for a provincial officer who was subservient to
the Syrian Governor, and showed that lower status
too in that some parts were not completely repaired since the
last earthquake had shaken much of the city
to pieces.
Despite that obvious neglect and decay,
the Prefect went out of his way to show Rutilius
all the hospitality of which Caesarea was capable,
though Rutilius was only anxious to get to bed,
and have his chest burn tended to.
Nevertheless, he felt he could not
snub the Prefect, so he endured
the next hours of him at
a banquet, for the Prefect was prepared,
having been sent word by
fast mounted courier of his
coming. The local dignataries
were all present, along with
the chief military officers and
their aides as well--and
Rutilius was obliged to
take all their polite
greetings and say a few words
to each of them in return.
The Prefect informed him
that official
correspondence too awaited him.
Inquiring about them, he learned
they were mostly from
Ravenna, but there was one that especially
interested him, coming to him
from southern Italia.
"They are all still sealed, Prefect?"
Rutilius asked.
"Of course, Governor! We have them
all under guard day and night,
and they are perfectly
safe. I shall have them
sent up to your room
under escort the
moment you retire!"
Naturally, Rutilius lost
all interest in what was going
on around him. He wasn't
even hungry for the
food.
As soon as he could politely do it,
he declined further attentions
from the Prefect and his guests of
local dignitaries and
got himself and Hyacinthus to
his suite, where he
had Hyacinthus look at his burn
and decide what to do about it while
he took up Lady Fulvia's
letter. As for the
Emperor Honorius's heavily wax-sealed missives, they
could wait a bit more!
Hyacinthus had come up with a compress of
soothing properties that were tied with strips of
cloth to his chest, so the burn was
not bothering him, or hardly at all; rather,
the burning now was going on his his heart.
He realized a new truth about himself--he
would not rest until he set eyes again on
the one he loved. Loved! Yes! He
saw no one so desirable as Fulvia, and
dare he hope she might feel the same for him as
he for her? Nothing the empire could offer
him any longer interested him in the least.
He had seen everything, and experienced the
best of it in his own time and way, so
the world had nothing to offer him that
equalled her.
But there came a troubling thought: what
if his beliefs in the old gods
were a problem with her, a sticking point?
She might not like that, probably
would be unhappy about it, and then what?
Could he change his beliefs for the sake
of winning her? Wasn't that a lowering and
cheapening of a man's principles regarding
solemnly held piety? Would she admire that
in him? He himself knew he would
feel contempt for a man who did that sort
of thing. He very much doubted
Fulvia would want a man like that--in fact,
she would have nothing to do with him.
Well, was he that sort of man, or was he not?
What would he sacrifice for the sake
of winning her, the love of his life?
Would he sacrifice his principles, his
traditional piety, for her Christian ones?
Were his gods to be replaced by
her single Christian God, though he was
said to be somehow a triunity that could
not be explained or submitted to logic?
How? It seemed impossible. On one hand,
she would, he realized, reject a man
who compromised his principles for
gaining a woman, and on the other hand
gaining her demanded he do that very
thing!
Indeed, he was caught on the horns
of a dilemma!
No wonder he got precious little sleep
that night in the Prefect's palace in
Caesarea.
He rose early, took a cold bath
to revive his body and
mind, and it helped, but
still he felt as if he
needed hours of
dreamless sleep--which he
knew was not going to happen,
as he was determined to
quit Caesarea
as soon as practicable.
But what route was he
to take? Caesarea had
control of the main
sea lanes leading
to all the major cities
of the Eastern Empire.
Should he take ship
and proceed to Achaea,
and thence go by land
along the Via Ignatia to
Ravenna?
In the morning he
left the palace with
guards to escort him
and Hyacinthus and
he found his ship
easily enough,
down at the quayside
dealing with ships
arrived from
Aegyptus--and
he did not
board or let
anyone know it was his,
he recognized it and
that was enough.
Turning away before
anyone on board
could possibly spot
him, he proceeded
on and sought
another vessel
immediately.
Without voicing his
choice, he then
returned to the
palace, and
had breakfast with
the Prefect before
declaring he was
departing
that very hour.
"Most urgent
affairs in the north
demand my
hasty departure,
Prefect," he
said. "I cannot
tarry here a moment
longer, you must
understand."
The Prefect
said he understood,
though he was
sad that so much of
the city remained
to be shown to
the Governor, and that
the city would miss
its opportunity to
express its great
delight at his
visit.
Rutilius had heard all
this before, and what
could a provincial
governor say to his
superior? He nodded,
and thanked the man
for his
gracious reception.
"My Emperor will be
pleased, when I tell
him how I was treated
at your hands
in Caesarea,
your fair city."
The Prefect beamed
at the thought. "Tell
him I would have done
far more too, if I had
been permitted!"
"Oh, yes, I will
tell him that. And
now I must--"
He rose from his
couch, and everyone else
among the invited guests
rose too, including the
Prefect.
Under escort,
this time
an honor guard of
the Prefect's top
officers of the
garrison, Rutilius
with Hyacinthus
were taken to
the port, and
there Rutilius pointed
out the ship
he had selected, and
he was escorted on
board.
The moment he was
on board,
he dictated a
message and
had Hyacinthus
deliver it sealed
to the captain,
with the instruction
to send it to the captain of his
master's other ship.
This ensured that
they would be
preceded on the same
sea lane to Italia by
a ship that had
every appearance of
carrying him on board.
The Prefect
effectively commandeered
the ship, and
stationed
his own soldiers on
it for the duration of
the voyage under command
of Rutilius and his
appointed captain.
The Prefect's
treasurer paid out
what was
due the ship's
owner and captain--
but the soldiers on board
ensured that there would
be nobody's authority
on board that
surpassed Rutilius's, and
this was well understood
by the time the Prefect
was ready to
disembark and
allow the ship to proceed.
Provisions were inspected already,
by the Prefect's own
officer of commissary,
and were supplemented
by hurried purchases of
wine, fruits, bread, preserved meats,
etc., from the port's produce and meat markets.
The best quarters were taken
aboard for Rutilius, the captain moving
to a storage room--and
fine linens and blankets fetched from the
palace, along with cutlery and
dishes fit for a governor. Anything
else the Prefect thought was necessary
for Rutilius, he had that brought
too in a chariot.
At last, after two hours of
these practical but tedious preparations,
the Prefect saw that his
guest was all the more anxious to depart Caesarea,
gave him his last
words of farewell, saluted, and
left the ship with his officers.
Rutilius, via his
appointed captain of the soldiers, was just about to signal the captain to order the anchor drawn when he saw several men dismounting from
horses and then hurrying toward the
ship as if to board. He paused, wondering if they were
assassins, just in time to stage their attempt on his life, though
he knew himself well protected and they were fools to think they could
overwhelm so many guards as he had onboard.
The captain hurried down to see what the visitors were about, and then
he turned back and came to Rutilius with the news that a man claiming to be
a friend of Lady Egeria's wished to speak to him immediately.
Egeria's name gave him access to Rutilius immediately, of course,
and Rutilius himself went to see the man who had come with
two others in such a hurry, at the very last moment of his
stay in Caesarea, to see him.
But when the man in the lead came up the gangplank, before he even
reached Rutilius, he recognized him--the one who had written the impressive
hymn to Christus! What could he possibly want now of him? Was Lady Egeria
ill or in some kind of trouble or difficulty that only he was thought to
be of possible help?
He stepped forward to greet the older man, in deference to his
age and dignity (and also his former offices, being a lawyer and judge in
Hispania before
going to Roma to join
the emperor's staff).
"Greetings, Aurelius Clemens Prudentius! But I am surprised to
see you come here at this moment. Are you coming see me off, and
why should you go to such trouble as to ride all this
way? Is there some
bad news to report perhaps concerning Lady Egeria?"
The old man shook his head. "Why no, everything is fine with her.
She gave me leave to see if I might catch you at Caesarea and have a last word with you.
We heard you were leaving the country after your brief visit
in the Holy City. And since we first met in David's natal city,
Bethelehem, which became the Lord Christ's natal city as well,
I had to give you my song which I just recently completed. Would
you hear it? I was so anxious that you should hear it. At my age,
I know we shall not meet again in this life, as our ways are
parting wide, and my way is drawing to an end."
Rutilius was confounded, but knew he would not withhold
from this worthy old man what he requested, knowing it was probably
true this was their last time with each other.
And there was the additional reason the song, whatever it was,
meant much to the composer and compelled him
to want to share it with a fellow man of letters.
"I would be much honored if you would share it with me," Rutilius
said. But where do you wish to do so? In my cabin?
Yes, let us go to my cabin at once. My departure from here
can wait a bit."
Ignoring the puzzlement on the face of the captain,
Rutilius, followed by Hyacinthus, escorted his visitor to his quarters, and
when Hyacinthus had Prudentius comfortably seated in his
best chair, he remained standing with Hyacinthus to hear the
song that had been brought expressly to him.
Prudentius removed a scroll from his
cloak, which was dusty from the long ride by
horse from Jerusalem, and
after wiping his eyes with a
cloth he took from his sleeve,
he began, in a
shaking but perfectly
ennunciating voice, though
Rutilius could detect
the Hispanic accent.
"Earth has many a noble city;
Bethlehem, thou dost all excel;
Out of thee the Lord from heaven
Came to rule His Israel.
Fairer than the sun at morning
Was the star that told His birth,
To the world its God announcing
Seen in fleshly form on earth.
Eastern sages at His cradle
Made oblations rich and rare;
See them give, in deep devotion,
Gold and frankincense and myrrh.
Sacred gifts of mystic meaning;
Incense doth their God disclose;
Gold the King of kings proclaimeth;
Myrrh His sepulcher foreshows.
Jesus, whom the Gentles worshiped
At Thy glad epiphany,
Unto Thee, with God the Father
And the Spirit, glory be."
The song over, Rutilius
thought it was a good poem, as
he was a judge of poetry--
and its sentiments and thoughts
were not overly
emotional or florid,
as songs of praise of notables and gods often
were. He liked the way Bethlehem, that
inconsequently little city, was
compared to the empire's many noble
cities and was said to outshine them
all with the single greater glory it could
claim, other than being
a renowned Judaean king's birthplace--that
of having witnessed the birth
of Christus.
Rutilius thanked the old
man, now turned pilgrim to the
holy sites of the life of Christus.
"It is a fine panegyric you have penned, sir," he
said. "Would you have a copy of
it with you? Or Hyacinthus
will copy it for me, if you give
him leave. I should wish to study
it more on my voyage to Ravenna, for
it will give me pleasure and dispell
the tediousness of travel."
Prudentius rose slowly, after
twice attempting to leave his
chair. He held out the scroll.
"No need of that! Take my
song. I give it entirely to you!
Do with it what you will,
Governor. It is a little
thing in my opinion, not even
fit for a gift to you."
Rutilius protested. "Oh, I
couldn't take your only
copy. Please wait while
my secretary makes a copy.
He is quick at lettering,
and seldom ever makes a
slip of the pen."
Prudentius moved toward the
door, after handing his
song to Hyacinthus. "No, no,
it is all yours! In Roma,
or Ravenna, if you wish to
share it with others,
you may do so. You may
remove my name from it too,
it does not matter to me.
Fame is of no interest to me
any longer, now that I face
the last of my days. But I
must return to my Lady!
Please see me out."
Rutilius made no further
protest, and he showed the
old man out to his attendant
and his own horse.
Rutilius thought quickly,
then said. "But no, I
won't let you endure the
discomfort of a horse
a moment more. Not for
my sake! You shall have
a chariot!"
It was Prudentius's time
to protest, but
Rutilius would not be
put off. He had
word sent immediately
to the Prefect, who
turned back, and
when hearing of Rutilius's
request, stepped out of
his own chariot, and offered
it.
Rutilius immediately
escorted Prudentius
into it, then gave him
a soldier to attend him,
along with two mounted
guards.
Prudentius suddenly
called down to Rutilius.
"Oh, I forgot one thing."
He rummaged in his cloak,
than handed over the
chariot's rim down to
Rutilius a tablet.
"I carried this from
Italia, after we stopped
to see some holy
places there and met
a certain noblewoman
in a house for holy women
who said she knew of
you, and asked we try
to give it to you should
our paths cross. Well,
they have crossed, indeed!
Strange, how I forgot
it until this moment, but
I carried it so long,
I didn't give it a thought
any longer. Please see
what it is. I can't tell
you myself, as I don't
read other people's
letters!"
Holding the tablet,
Rutilius
exchanged farewells,
and watched the chariot
turn and head to
the opposite city gate
and the road
leading to Aelia Capitolena.
He returned immediately to
his cabin, then
read the tablet with
trembling hands.
Was he surprised? It seemed
it had to be miraculous,
his receiving this forgotten
letter in such a place and
at the very last moment he
had with Prudentius.
What if Prudentius hadn't
written his song and felt
so personally impelled to ride
all the way from Bethlehem to
render it to him? He would
have missed receiving
Fulvia's letter! But what
in the world
did she want to
say to him that she hadn't
already told him?
Forgetting Hyacinthus,
forgetting the whole world,
Rutilius read,
and his amazement grew
with each word.
"Governor Rutilius Numantianus, I shall dispense with the usual
formalities of address. This is from my heart. I
feel I must tell you the truth, so you can be sure
how I feel in my inmost heart toward you. It cannot change,
though I take a certain risk you will disdain this
kind of openness from a woman. I love my
companions dearly and the life we lead here.
However, even if I am quite willing to continue it
forever, there is no escape from the need I feel to
share this change that has happened with me, with you.
As for my past life, I shall say this: I felt more duty toward my late husband
than love, our differences in age accounting for that
perhaps. It was a good marriage, evenso. I do not regret
a moment of it. His memory is one I shall hold sacred,
though I fear the Senator never came to a true knowledge of
my Lord--being a man of strong will and tradition-
keeping temperament. Religion to him, even his gods,
were to be kept at arm's length so he might conduct his
official affairs unimpeded by piety, as he was a man of
the world, and content to be so to the end. He was as fine
a man as one could be in those terms, and he was
faithful and loyal to me his wife--absolutely, for I knew
everything that went on my household. Even when he took
official trips by himself, my servants would have reported
to me anything amiss if he had misstepped with another woman. No, he
was faithful, unlike so many men in his station in life.
I loved him for that, as he respected me, and I respected him.
But now it is time, I feel, to tell you I am
leaving my house of women to join you, if you
wish. It is your decision to take me or not
as your wife. I have merely
put myself at your disposal. I would have waited for
your to return to Italia, as you certainly shall in the months to come,
but I thought, why should I wait for then, and keep
you and this matter waiting unresolved so long? If you
wish so, you may pass by, and I ask only that you erase
this tablet. Your Fulvia."
This, indeed, seemed the most important voyage of his
entire life! He had started out for Massilia, and now he was
returning to Italia, to his emperor, after
a strange tour of Christus's homeland with his
findings and impressions. Only he was a vastly
different man! His heart felt entirely different,
enlarged and changed inside to a degree that was
almost frightening! He cared little or nothing now
for even the emperor and his spiritual quest!
What he had found may or may not work for good
in the emperor's mind--but that mattered
so little now to him, it was Lady Fulvia's
heart expressed openly to him that
consumed him, head to foot!
He could scarcely think of anything else in the
following days as the ship made its way northeasterly
directly across the sea. They reached Achaea, the major
port of Pireius that served Athens and most
of that Aetolia, and
he could wait no longer. He had a
letter prepared, and sent it at once
by courier on the Via Ignatia. In fact, he
sent two letters--one to Honorius announcing
the probable date of his return and his
findings that Christus, though rejected
by the Jewish authorities of the time
as Messiah, was indeed the
Son of God, and
the other, the one that mattered most to him,
to Fulvia.
Normally, with a good wind, five to six days would take
a ship from Caesarea to Italia's
southern ports. But the stopover at
Pireius was necessary to speed the
letters on their way by mounted courier, thus insuring
they would reach their destinations should
the ship founder and be lost.
He was taking no chances.
To save the lengthly route around the Peloponnesus, the ship was landed opposite Corinthus
on the east side of the isthmus,
dragged ove the landbridge on logs by
gangs of slaves, then
relaunched in the harbor of Corinthus, and
then proceeded on its way to Brindisium,
the closest Italian port. From there he would
speed to Ravenna, and after business with
the emperor, he planned to turn
immediately south and make for
the holy mount where Fulvia resided.
How he wished to speak with her of
his heart change and his
thoughts about Christus particularly!
Ever since the moment when he
finally concluded, after reviewing the
huge mass of evidence, that
Christus was whom He claimed to
be--the Son of God and
himself Godhead in equal degree
with his Father--he could
scarcely keep it to himself.
In fact, he shared a few thoughts
concerning his conclusion with
Hyacinthus.
Hyacinthus seemed approving
of what he said concerning
Christus, but added no comment.
Yet one morning Rutilius, upon
rising, found a scroll opened
on his sitting table,
and he found it was
Isaiah 53 that was
inscribed--a copy of which
Hyacinthus had made himself.
He read it through
while having breakfast,
and this scroll too he
would present to
Emperor Honorius, as
it perfectly described
Christus in the details
of his
suffering, humiliation,
crucifixion and
and death for the sake
of his nation and
all sinners.
He finished only a little of his breakfast,
as he had no appetite,
then felt as if he
was too tired to rise
from the chair--a strange
feeling for him.
He went back to the
bed to rest a moment,
and felt he
could just lie back
a few moments and
would feel his strength
return. But after he
was lying there, he
felt no stronger.
What was this? he wondered.
He closed his eyes,
intending to rest a
little while. When he
did awake, hw much later
he did not know, he was
feeling hot and thirsty.
He struggled up to call
Hyacinthus to fetch
him a drink of mixed
wine and water.
Hyacinthus came,
looked at him, and
then felt of his forehead,
looking gravely at him.
"What is it? Why am
I feeling so weak and my
head--it is burning?"
"You have a fever, I do
not know what kind, sire.
There is no doctor aboard
to tell us either.
You should rest in bed.
I will stay with you
and not go out, so
you will have whatever
you need."
Rutilius thanked him,
then shut his eyes,
hoping he would
improve after more
rest.
The day stretched into
night, and Rutilius
tossed on his bed,
growing every weaker.
Hyacinthus sponged
off his brow,
and moistened
his parched lips
in turn--as Rutilius
was perspiring and
then cold and
dry alternately.
The next morning
came, and Brundisium was
not far off, but Rutilius
felt he was not going
to make landfall, not
at the rate his
vital strength was
declining.
"Hyacinthus," he
gasped through cracked
lips, "I grow worse. I must have you write
my last will now, or
it shall not be possible
later."
Hyacinthus got his
pen and parchment,
and waited.
Rutilius began,
saying, "I had hopes
of family yet, but
it seems it will not be.
Our name will die with me,
should I die now, but it is
of no matter. My estates
and all their effects, with
their slaves, and personal
wealth (except that
otherwise designated)
go to Lady Fulvia, wife of the
Senator to do with as she
sees fit. My emeralds
to Emperor Honorius, for
they are state jewels.
My gold in hand to
my secretary,
Hyacinthus, to
furnish his livelihood and travel expenses
both in Italia and
back to Mount Masada in Palaestina Tertia.
As for his civil and
personal status, I set
him free from any
obligation to me, once he
has discharged this final
service. He is
free to return to his
holy man and shall not
be restrained in any way.
The emblem of resurrection
will be buried with me,
should I be buried
on land. I, Rutilius Numantianus, sign this
with my own hand..."
Rutilius had to summon all his
remaining strength to
sign all his names and titles,
official and familial. The pen
fell out of his fingers
the moment he finished.
His eyes, sunk in his head,
showed no life, and gradually
his lids closed.
But his shallow breathing,
though rapid,
continued,
as Hyacinthus
stood watch over
him.
Finally, Rutilius's
eyes opened, and they
were clear and bright.
"Hyacinthus! I have
seen something--
there is a most beautiful
country lying ahead!
Peaceful, it is so peaceful
there, I wished to
enter it at once!
But a violence of storm is coming
upon the ship. Do not
despair--your life will
be saved! Yours alone!
You shall escape
unharmed.
I saw this just now.
Is this a dream?
Am I losing my
wits? I fear
I have lost them."
"No, Master, I believe
your words. God has
sent you this dream.
It is not the fever.
Now please rest.
The Lord Jesus will
receive you, as you
acknowledge Him
as your only Lord and Savior,
do you not,
repudiating your
false gods?"
"Oh, yes! But
my sins, my sins, they are so
many--I never
was forgiven them,
not in my entire life,
for there was no
real need for that before, as
I believed myself a
good sort of youth, not
indulging in the excesses of
drinking and orgies
of other youth of my class, and
later a decent and orderly man.
But now I feel
I must bear my sins forever
and sink beneath them to
my doom!"
"No, sire,
you need not. Confess them
to the Lord Christus now, those
you can remember and those you
cannot, for God knows all, and He will
forgive and cover them all with
His blood shed for you, and
you shall be washed clean
in the eyes of God."
There was no response from
Rutilius. He sighed deeply.
Hyacinthus leaned close
to his face, seeking
any sign that Rutilius's
spirit had slipped away.
But there were a few
more rapid breaths, then
a deep expiration, and
no more breath was taken--the spirit, in peace,
had flown to his God and Maker.
Hyacinthus wept. He had
known him only a short while but
had found him a most kind
master, and a great man--
things he knew would seldom be found in
a single individual, Roman nobleman at that.
Not once but a number of times
Rutilius had chosen to suffer
with others rather than
exert his privileges as
a nobleman. Back on the long, hard road to
Aelia Capitolena, still some miles yet from
Bethlehem, all they had left on
their journey by foot was
a little in the water bag
to moisten his master's mouth and
parched lips.
He handed it to
his master, who pushed it away,
saying he wouldn't drink
the last drops, not if
he died. "You
take the remainder," Rutilius commanded.
Just as he placed the
emblem of the Resurrection
in Rutilius's hands over his
heart, there was a
booming sound in the distance,
as if many thunderclaps
had somehow gone off at
the same time. Startled,
he paused, then thought
to go up and see what
the weather might be doing.
He drew the sheets up over
his master and went
up to inform the captain that
his master had expired.
Just as he did so, he found
the weather greatly changed
as he had expected, from
the sound he had heard.
The sky was full of
clouds, hanging low over
the sea. But it wasn't
the sky that the
captain was concerned
about. He was
looking intently over the side at
the masses of waterbourne
planking and sail, most of
it charred black, that
blackened the waves. Shaking
his head, he turned to
Hyacinthus and then his
chief mariners, but
could give them no
explanation. They too
had heard the
huge thunderclap, if that
was what it was,
and wondered if
it produced what
they were
now looking at--
the remains of
a ship that had
seemingly been
shattered into innumerable small
pieces like a vase of
glass thrown
from a high window
down on hard pavement.
Recalling the dream
Rutilius had told him,
he returned to the cabin,
fitted the
document of
Rutilius's last testament in a wax-sealed copper-sheathed container
together with the Isaiah 53 scroll for Emperor
Honorius,
added the bag of
the emeralds and the
gold, and waited in
prayer, praying for
the safety of the
ship and its mariners.
Suddenly, his prayer was interrupted by "Run and jump
off the starboard side!" The voice was audible, and no one
else was present but himself!
He left everything else but what he had
attached to himself, and obeyed. The
clouds were upon the ship, he saw at a glance as
he bolted up the stairs and onto the deck.
The captain was busy having the sail
drawn in and furled, expecting a furious squall
that could rip it away.
But Hyacinthus saw something else--
a vase conelike snout of something of
shining metal protrude from the cloud, and
there were blinking lights in the nose of it,
that were emitting short rays, which seemed to
grow longer as they moved toward the
ship.
Without waiting for the meaning of this,
Hyacinthus obeyed the Voice and ran to the
starboard side and leaped as far as he could
away, plunging into the water and
then swimming as fast he could away upon
gaining the surface.
Behind him there was a tremendous explosion that
lifted an immense mass of water along with the
wreckage of the ship that
bore down upon the desperately swimming Hyacinthus.
He dove under just as the wall of water
crashed over him, and then it was
a swirling world of pieces of the ship
and Hyacinthus, thrown about below the surface.
But a big swell brought him to the surface
and there amidst the foaming surface he
gasped for breath and spat out water at the
same time.
How far was he from land?
He couldn't tell just where he was
either.
What direction should he
swim?
He saw a big log not far off, and
made for it.
It was the mast! he realized, as
reached it and grabbed hold.
The mast would save him as long as
he clung to it, and so
he stayed with the mast for
some time, regaining his strength.
The clouds dissipated quickly,
unlike any storm he had ever seen,
and bright sun shone down upon the
place where the ship was instantly
destroyed.
Hyacinthus fully expected other survivors
to join him at the mast, but
not one man appeared. Then he
recalled what Rutilius had said
concerning his dream: he alone would
escape and be saved.
It was awful to think about,
all those men perishing
in the blast and by drowning,
so he concentrated on how he was
to get safely to land.
He did not have to swim another stroke
however.
A ship that was outward bound from
the busy port of Brundisium
hove into sight, then approached
nearer and neared as
this was the major sea lane to
Achaea. Just as
it came near, Hyacinthus cried out
for help, and he was heard by
a man up in the sail's rigging.
Shouts, and a captain came to
look out at him, and
then orders were given, and
the ship slowed and a rope was thrown out.
As it came by him, Hyacinthus climbed on
the mast and
leaped from it to the catch the
rope. In a few moments he was
hauled aboard, wet but very much alive,
and except for some scrapes on his arms
and legs from the floating
debris, he was unharmed.
It was difficult to explain, however,
to the captain what happened to the ship.
The mast was all that was left, besides
a mass of broken up planking
that said a ship had once
been sailing there.
But Hyacinthus could handle the
matter, being conversant in
both Latin and Greek, and
the captain took him to be
an upper class Romanized Greek
of some importance, and treated
him with all the amenities
that the copper trade ship was
capable of producing for
an unexpected guest passenger.
Besides his own education and
fluency, Hyacinthus carried
money, and could pay for his passage,
and offered to do so, but the captain
would have none of it.
"No, sir, your misfortune of
losing your vessel is great enough
for you to bear! You are
my guest, and will be no trouble
for us. Will you want to go
to Brundisium here at close hand or over to Achaea?
If you will pay a little something
for our delay, I will gladly
turn my ship around and bring
you to port."
Hyacinthus was overjoyed, as
he had expected the captain
might not be of a mind
to inconvenience himself
so much for his sake, a
total stranger.
"I am a Christian," the captain
said, and I cannot treat strangers
and those in distress at sea worse than
my Lord said to treat my neighbors.
Hyacinthus gave the captain three gold
coins, and the man handed him
one back, smiling. "Now I have
your payment, which I can
say I received from your hand
for this service of our ship. The owner,
Democratis of Corinthus,
will think it rather good I helped
you, as he likes gold! Oh, how he
likes gold! If you had
given nothing but maybe some
copper or brass coinage, he might be displeased
with my little delay. But as
it is, we might get as good wind
as the one we have now, and
reach Achaea on schedule anyway."
The ship was turned and and tacked and reached the coast
south of the harbor, but there Hyacinthus was
able to be put ashore in a smaller port than
Brundisium's, and more quickly too, as no harbor
agents were involved in inspecting things
and expecting bribes too.
Once on land, Hyacinthus waved to the
captain on the departing ship and went looking for
transport in the market just
beyond the piers and warehouses. He was pleased
when he found the
little town could supply just what needed,
a cisium for hire, that would speed him
to Lady Fulvia. The captain had chosen
the spot well! Here he would draw little
or no attention.
How difficult this was to be, however, but he
must give Lady Fulvia in person the very sad news!
In the privacy of the cisium's cab, as it
was being drawn for him by a hired
driver and his two horses, Hyacinthus
undid the strap holding the
scroll case, not sure what he would
find.
The wax seal (which he had
purposely doubled in thickness) had held! He opened the
case and not a drop had
entered to spoil the writing!
Putting the scrolls back,
Hyacinthus rested,
with a small lunch of
water and wine, and
bread and cheese
to consume once he felt
he could take anything down
once his stomach recovered
from the salt water he had
gulped.
The cisium halted in
the square before an edifice
that had once been
an ancient Greek temple of Apollo but was
now converted to a church.
Monks came toward him,
and he stepped out
to ask for directions.
He gave Lady Fulvia's name,
and at first they
shook their heads, and
said they knew no such
personage. But as
some women happened to
come closer, they
overheard her name and
one hurried to him
and bowed.
Before he could ask
her not to bow to him,
an ordinary person,
she spoke.
"Sir, you are
come to the right place, for she is
abiding here! She is our dear
sister in the Lord!
She goes by another name now,
but I recall that was
her name formerly
in the world.
Allow me to take
you to her. But
whom shall I say is
calling?"
He gave her his name
and why he had come--
as executor of his
master's will.
Now the men were interested,
and they hurried to
inform the bishop
that a visitor of
note was
on the mount.
The three women
did not wait for the
bishop to come
with his welcome,
they led him directly
to the small
house that
lodged the holy-living
women of the mount.
A wall surrounded it,
with an attendant,
so insure the
privacy and
protection of the
women at all hours.
But he was escorted
through the gate,
and then led to
a bench set alongside
the entrance
to wait, as they
had no rooms for
receiving male visitors.
Just as he was about
to sit down,
he heard the
sound of
slippers. He
looked up to see
a woman coming down
a staircase from the
second storey
without anyone
with her. She
was hurrying,
and her expression
was half expectant
and half troubled.
The moment she saw
him, however,
she paused,
and her head
went down as if she
had already
divined what
his call was
about, and hope
had fled.
Hyacinthus approached
her, then bowed,
and the
began the difficult
task of
giving her the
things she dreaded
to hear.
When it was over,
she did not
leave him. She
seemed to brighten,
and escorted him to
the garden,
which was a more
pleasant place to
sit and discuss
things.
When he was seated,
she remained standing.
"I am glad you came.
Now I know the truth,
for I see you are a
man of truth, and you
follow the Lord too.
I was not sure
my friend knew him,
but in your account
I am assured he
did come to know
the Lord at the last.
That is my comfort,
and I thank you for
it. How should I have
known otherwise?
The Lord spared you
for other reasons
no doubt, but
he also thought of
me, it seems.
I would have wondered
and wondered,
and he spared me
that. God is
so good!"
Hyacinthus also
had the duty of
reading the
will to her, and
she took it herself
and read it.
"He places this
burden on me of executrix
estates, of which
I need nothing in
income while I
abide here where
we share all things
in common,
but I will
be faithful to
his last wishes, and
see that they are
properly administered to
provide
aid for the
poor."
Hyacinthus knew this
legality was
necessary to be
established, however,
before he left the mount.
The bishop's
help would be most
needed, and so
he asked if the bishop
would see him,
if Lady Fulvia had
no more need of him.
"Of course, your journey
has been long and hard,
and you wish to
conclude your
business!" she replied.
"I can take you to him
at once, as I don't wish to
detain you any longer than necessary."
Together they went to
the bishops's
house set behind the
temple, and
were admitted at once.
Everything
proceeded from that
point in
the same methodical,
swift fashion.
While the
beasts were
provisoned and
bedded, and the tents
erected and a
campfire started, Rutilius looked
for a moment
he could best use,
he watched Haboosh,
to see if he were
available and
perhaps sitting
alone--as
then he might
tell more of the truth,
without
so many eyes and ears
to close his mouth.

As they came to the mouth of the dry wadi, Rutilius
felt better as if he could breathe again, seeing the open sky and the
horizon again. But ahead there rose a most strange, impressive sight--
a huge brooding rock like a prow of a world ship, jutting up with
steep sides
some hundreds of feet above the
level ground. As they approached nearer, though it lay still afar off,
he thought he could see evidence of civilized men--buildings
set upon it, on the various stepped terraces. On the very summit,
there were also signs of high civilization--walls, columns, and
such. What place was he being brought to?

Before they approached too closely to
see around the mount, Rutilius made out a spur of a rock ridge that formed a saddle connecting with the mount on one side. Upon this
saddle an earthen ramp had been erected in times past. It was beginning
to dawn on Rutilius what place this was when he saw the ramp. He also
saw the squared lines of Roman camps cut in the desert floor, set
all around the tremendous rock as if there had been a siege.

Rutilius and
peered in the door, but Haboosh and the other Ishmaelites
showed no interest. He found the edifice dimly lit, but neat and respectable, well-taken
care of, since it was spotlessly clean. Not wanting to intrude, however, he
did not go in and turned round the side of the church
to look around, finding a walled garden. It contained
a grapevined arbor. Shading him from the
hot sun, it
was a delight, a place for meditation and
prayer by the disciples and monks,
he thought. Sure enough, there was
a well-worn kneeling bench for prayers and
various Christian insignia carved in
it, the Chi-Rho of Constantine's vision chief
among them.

A disciple gave Cyril the name of his Roman visitor, and
would have said more, but Cyril stepped forward with a friendly smile.
"My son, my son, I saw you when yu were yet afar off!"
The donkeys unloaded of their goods, which
had been sold at a good price to
the monks, Haboosh was anxious to depart while
there was still time to
make a good half day's journey in the remaining light.
Rutilius stepped closer to
the tall, slender and
refined looking youth, and wondered why
he hadn't seen him before, as
he thought he had seen all the
monks and disciples. "What you
say seems reasonable enough
on the surface of it.
But why were you sent to
me by your leader? I have
no need of a disciple,
as I am an official, not
a holy man like Cyril."

"The same city where
Hadrian's boy lover was born? I don't suppose
that matters to you though, being a youth given
to holy living. Well, Hyacinthus,
you are now my
servant and my secretary,
and I will pay you,
and you can do whatever
you want for your wages.
Your work will be
letter writing and other
scribal tasks I assign you.
You will not be asked to
perform labor of any other
kind, and you are answerable
only to me."
Coming up from the south in the next few days,
they approached what reared up like a
mountain with a smooth cone. It looked nothing like
the other mountains, all ridged and
jagged and strewn with boulders,
deep defiles, and many cliffs and monoliths. This mountain was
Herod's creation, Rutilius knew from his
books, and yet it surprised him, how large and tall it was,
and the closer they got to it he was all the more
impressed by the magnitude of the
building project it represented.

It was rumored that Herod was buried somewhere
on the mount, too. Exactly where was his tomb? Rutilius wondered.

Rutilius greeted him in turn.

Thanks to the Jewish revolt when the rebels
seized herodium, only to be attacked and
crushed by the Roman legions of Tiberius Julius Alexander (Titus's
Jewish general), much of it was in ruins, but still Rutilius could see that
it had once been an imposing structure worthy of a king of considerable
power and clearly great wealth. A Roman senator, consul, or tribune would have been
proud to have been laid there, he observed. He found a stairway leading up,
and tried to reach the upper stories, but the
way up he found was blocked with rubble from the destroyed
upper parts.
"Yes, my son, I will tell you all!
For I perceive in you a man of like noble nature to my own,
despite your Roman whore of a mother! Perhaps you were
sired by a passing Ishmaelite, eh? That would
have sweetened the milk a bit!"
He elbowed his Roman guest, showing
exceptional, abhorrent boldness and presumption, as the patrician in Rutilius
could hardly restain his anger in the face of such
frowardness and impudence, except that he
really wanted to hear what the old
rascal was beating around the bush about.
When Haboosh was finally through with
his story and paused to refresh himself with
spoiled goat yogurt and some
greenish dates, Rutilius
had gained a good idea what exactly the sheikh was describing.
It was all so far-fetched, he could not believe it a word.
The Ishmaelites had concealed the entrance to the
tunnel most cleverly, but digging away with their hands, they
came to the blocking stones, and removed them,
revealing a small opening that a man could barely
squeeze through.

After what seem to him to be an unending
distance, he came suddenly upon the whole group in an enlarged
space. But what was the matter with them? he wondered.
The Ishamelites, Haboosh included, were all staring with
bulging eyes at an opening, and yet didn't move toward it.
Light was shining through the opening, which seemed
a different kind of light from the dim, yellowish
light from the oil lamps.

Afterwards, he climbed back out and
sat, overwhelmed with emotion and also shock at what he had
seen, and somehow survived seeing.
Rutilius stared at his amanuensis,
stunned to the point he was boring holes through
Hyacinthus without realizing it.

Fascinated, unable to take their eyes from
it, they watched the beaming stars move back and forth,
back and forth, as a farmer might plow or furrow the earth
in search of a known, buried treasure he had hidden in his field.
Yet no treasure came to light for all the work of the
beaming stars, and suddenly, the beams retired back into the stars,
and the clustered stars themselves changed color, dimmed,
then shrank, as if they were moving rapidly away.
Birds sang loudly of the morning light even
before it broke upon the sleeping Rutilius and his secretary where
they lay by the dead embers of their nightfire.
He finally had enough, and
could search no more as he finished
with the last ones he found dead.
The Bethlehemite stared at Rutilius for a long moment. That long a pause seemed almost rude and presumptious to the nobleman and Roman in
Rutilius.
Their guide stopped, and turned to face them solemnly as if he were standing at a palace’s portal. “Now whom do I inform him is here to
inquiry of him?"

"My tutor in the Hebrew tongue," the elderly man, apparently Eusebius, explained as Rutilius
glanced at rabbi in passing.
Such questions of universal import, regarding which armies had already fought and thousands slain, might drive any man, however
brilliant, to
insanity, if he had to answer them himself without adequate help or resources!
There was a scurry of hoofbeats and footfalls at the "door" of Eusebius's
cave-domicile, and when Rutilius looked to see who was approaching,
he realized it was an imperial courier.
"Well," Eusebius continued after darting
a glance good-humoredly at his
assistants, "others may gainsay me if
they could, but as for myself, I am satisfied
that Constantinus had it quite wrong about
the site of the birthplace of our Lord
Christus. It is not over there where the good
Queen Helena built the great edifice you
see standing, but here! Yes, here!
Did you not feel it, my child? You
would have to be a dead donkey not
to feel something!"
Rutilius's head was spinning. He
hesitated. Just then there was
a commotion, and bar-Tratta
begged to interrupt. He had, it
seemed, yet another important visitor
for the scholar--a
holy woman by the name of
Egeria,
traveling all the way
from Hispania to
the Holy Land to tour its principal holy sites.
With her friends, among them the notable Aurelius Clemens Prudentius,
the renowned anti-Arian Spanish Christian, she had just come from Megiddo in the north after
visiting the church founded by a holy woman, Aketous, and a Roman
centurion, built to honor Christus, which she wished
to tell him about so he might add it to his
forthcoming map of the Holy Sites he was working on for
pilgrims such as herself.
Rutilius was very disappointd, deprived of
Eusebius's undivided attention by this
stranger from Hispania, and a woman at that.
But he as a man of dignity recognized Egeria
as a woman of note the moment he saw her--for she
had a number of men and women in her train,
most of them garbed in robes of various
holy orders in the West and also the East.
Egeria had stopped moving, and Rutilius and Hyacinthus caught
up to her and her entourage. He had his chance to
speak to her again.
Rutilius had Hyacinthus take down the words, and
he thanked Egeria, and she then turned to the
business at hand, showing him the house where
the Lord Christus lived as a young child
up to the time of the massacre of the innocents
by Herod the Great.
"You are just in time, as I'd have
shut you out a few moments from now!"
the sergeant grumbled. He eyed
Rutilius more closely,
though their mounts, two
aged horses and a donkey, did not
seem to impress him overly.
As they proceeded in the chariot from the plaza,
with Hyacinthus riding with him, Rutilius observed
the impressive colonnades of pillars and many shops
that lined the broad, 60 foot wide western cardo, one of two main thoroughfares
crossing the city.
The following morning, just as the
dawning light broke above the mountains of Moab
in the east, illuminating their starkly barren,
jagged-edged
desolation,
they rose early, and the servants who came
in to attend them were surprised when they
found them fully dressed.

As he had proven able to do before,
almost like a hunting dog sniffing out a hidden quarry among
the big rocks of the wilderness,
Hyacinthus expertly ferreted out the
exact accounts Rutilius was hoping
to find--going back to the Jewish Revolts
of the generalship of Vespasianus and also the reign of Hadrianus.
Rutilius had good intentions to catch as much sleep
as he could by retiring early, but it was to no avail.
His head swarmed with the information he had gained
all the previous day emmersed in the books. Book after
book, passage after passage, ran through his mind on
unending scrolls. Only at one point did the
scrolling pause, and it was as if he heard voices,
that made him toss on his couch.

In the morning he rose groggy and feeling
weak, but still determined to rouse his senses by
a cold bath and get on with the day's business.

It was even stranger for him to think that the Jew's holiest place,
the Temple of the Jews once had stood there,
the immense edifice built by Herod the Great to curry favor with
his Jewish subjects as well as extend his own fame and name to
endless generations. How mistaken the king was, when it had not
been standing more than 70 years in all its majesty when Titus
and his general Flavius Alexander burnt and leveled it to the ground!
Soldiers came before the sun had got hot, and saluting,
presented the Prefect's greeting as well as
his orders to them, that they would
be his personal guard as long as
he wanted them.
"I am feeling a little better now," Rutilius told
his secretary as soon as they were on the open road and
the noise of all the calvalry and their equipment covered
their conversation, except for stray words, even from the charioteer.
Later, as Rutilius lay awake for hours on his bed,
his mind still racing with the contents of
Lady Fulvia's letter, he slowly came to a conclusion.
As soon as he concluded his duty with the Emperor in
Ravenna, he would beg off from any immediate
new assignment and depart and head for
Campagnia and the holy mount.
UNCHRONICLE OF THE LAST SHIP TO MASSILIA, THE ROAD TO RAVENNA, PART VI, VOL. IV, RETROSTAR
Driven up the
mountain to the
monks' dwellings on
the top, Hyacinthus
had a wide, panoramic view of
the countryside, but he wasn't
taken by its beauty, he was
wondering how the Lady Fulvia
would receive the sad news
he had to bring.

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